.Ms. Nobody.

So after previous sketches, I was just not satisfied... So I tried to do a little better... And I came up with this one :)..

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.Sketches.

I was testing this new sketching app I downloaded from Store. It has been ages!

Hurm.. Honestly, I was trying to draw a portrait of me and Sahey but ended up drawing some other people. Not used to stylus and smooth surface yet..

And these are a couple of pictures I love :). Yes, I do believe mermaid exists. So scientist, you can either stop denying or, just shut the F up. TQ

Hope everyone is having a good day :). Tomorrow is, Friday.. :).. 

Anyways, I wonder how's Nonnie + Jarir and the parents' meeting going :D.

.Good Things.. Good Things.. :).

Alhamdulillah for so many good things happening in my life lately :).. Syukur Alhamdulillah..

Congratulations to my friend Munirah for her wedding and to my cousin Zulhelmy for his wedding.. And my many apologies for not able to attend due to Sahey's working days :'(.. And to my friend Nur Ziela Ahmad, cepat-cepat kahwin k :)..

So anyways, looking forward to Friday's email, In Syaa Allah :)..

Amin Amin Amin...

.This Is Forever, Again!.

Alhamdulillah.. I am so happy :).. I am feeling way better than yesterday :)..

I've been waiting for TNT to reply my calls and texts regarding my application. And honestly, if this really doesn't work out for me, I am gonna quit looking for jobs and get serious with my designs.

I looked up on the internet and saw this ad by this Chinese guy who is a Fashion Designer and a sewing teacher. He goes to house or you can come to his house for lessons :). In Johor Bahru.. :D.. Unfortunately, Sahey doesn't approve of it. So its either me and him discuss things back or, me finding a female. Sigh..

I really love my designs.. :D! Hahaha!

Aihhh.. 1 more week to Terengganu wedding :S... Nervous!

.Gastric?.

I'm not sure what it is but the doctor said its gastric...

The last time I went through hell with this pain was in December.. Endless vomit, stomach pain, digesting problems and such.

And now its happening again...

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau Maha Beri Penyakit and Kau Maha Penyembuh.. Aku mohon dilepaskan dari sakit ni secepat mungkin Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. And aku trima sakit ni sebagai penghapus dosa2 kecik aku.. Dan aku mohon Kau tarik and sembuhkan penyakit and sakit2 yang ade pada kami sekeluarga dan suami aku.. Amin amin amin...

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.Selendang.

For future reference just in case my lappy dies on me…

.Maulidur Rasul.

Assalamualaikum sume :)..

Esok Maulidur Rasul, tarikh lahirnya Hero Islam satu dunia, Nabi Muhamad s.a.w..  Dan kebetulan pula, mengikut calender Islam, esok juga hari jadi saya (sama ngan Nabi Muhamad s.a.w) :)..

Malam ni saya akan selawat sebanyak yang mungkin untuk Nabi Muhamad s.a.w.. :).. Kami semua sayang kat Nabi Muhamad s.a.w...

And as for me, Alhamdulillah dan Syukur yang tak terhingga kepada mu Ya Allah s.w.t untuk segala yang Kau berikan kat aku di masa lepas, sekarang and masa akan datang :).. Ya Allah, aku akan guna semua apa yang Kau pinjam kan kat aku, dengan sebaik yang mungkin ke arah jalan yg Kau redhai and berkati :)..

Amin amin amin...

Sikit-sikit, I am slowly learning to be a better daughter, a better wife and a better Muslimah.. Amin amin amin.. Semoga Kau kuatkan and tetapkan iman aku Ya Allah s.w.t... Amin amin amin..

.KEEP YOUR MESS AND DIRT, TO YOURSELF!.

I just vacuumed the house and I am pissed like shit!

No, I don't mind cleaning the house cause I know its my job. But what pisses me off is when someone comes here and leave their stuffs in this house and leaves it a mess!!

1. Ash trays! Do not leave your ash trays anywhere you want like eg. underneath the bed! Sooner or later, a cat is gonna scatter it all over the floor and leave paw prints! If not cat, someone is gonna accidentally trip on it! You smoke and your ashes goes into the bin and the tray is put away from the reach of living things that can't think properly!

2. Stuffs! You don't leave your stuffs here for good and anywhere you want! Cause I am the one who has to pick it up from lying all over the floor!! I don't need more stuffs in this house! Its messed up enough seeing Sahey's shirts in big plastic bags unorganized in one room!! FUCK MAN!! So when you come here again, don't bother asking wanting your stuffs back! ITS GONE!! IN THE TRASH, AT THE DUMPSTER!!

3. You DON'T and NEVER dig your nose or pinch your zits and throw that shit anywhere you want in this house!! FUCK NO! Ever heard of disgusting?? Yea, that's what it is! There's this thing called tissues or tap water, and THAT'S where you throw and clean it away!!

4. I understand if you're ill but SERIOUSLY, kitchen sink, IS NOT FOR BLOWING YOUR MUCUS OR SPITTING SPUTUM!!! I CLEAN MY FISHES AND CHICKENS IN THERE DIMWITS!!! Why else do they make toilet sink for????

5. You come to my house, I give you something to feast, the least you could do, IS NOT MAKE A MESS!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, THE DINING TABLE IS A PLACE TO EAT, THE LIVING HALL IS FOR WATCHING TV AND LAZING AROUND WITHOUT A DROP OF FOOD OR CRIMPS ON THE FLOOR!!! Is it hard enough to make sense of that???

MARK MY WORDS, I WILL BE OBSERVING AND TAKING NOTE OF EVERY MISTAKE THAT I FIND INCONSIDERATE AND SIMPLE ENOUGH TO LOGICALLY THINK USING YOUR MIND IF YOU ARE MY REGULAR VISITOR!!!

.Happy Thoughts, A Happy Heart.

Thank you everyone for wishing me to have a baby soon.. Sorry to disappoint everyone though cause Rezki Allah is In Syaa Allah on its way.. But please dont keep asking if I'm pregnant or not.. It frustrates me when people are hoping big things from me and I don't have the power to make it happy.. But I am grateful for praying for me.. Amin :)...

Anyways...

I know its not confirmed yet but, let me just say Alhamdulillah cause I made it to 3rd stage of interview with TNT :)..

Nabbie called and said In Syaa Allah maybe the family are coming here this coming Thursday :).. Yeayyy.... Gotta prepare the beds, gotta prepare the studying room and gotta think what to cook :D... Excited :)..

I think thats all for now :)...

*Sayang, cepat la balik~~~*

.Great Weekend Spent.

Waaaa!!! Hahaha. what a great weekend at Subang Jaya …

Loved ones that I met:
1. Nur Ziela Ahmad and Zurin Ahmad
2. Pak Teh and Mak Teh
3. Achik and Nenek and their new maid …

It was nice catching up and I got my new classic Dell keyboard !!!!! Yea, its second hand but, only cause they don’t sell it anymore.. No, let me correct that, Dell does not sell this SK-8115 keyboard unless you purchase their computer sets.. Alhamdulillah this one is in good condition so far …

And it was nice having to spend time with everyone gathered at home even if it was a day and a half… And …. It was nice seeing Ziela and Zurin all in good shape .. Ziela, I still owe you another 2 more birthday treats.. Movie and lunch/dinner … Hopefully next time I will have enough time to have all that done, In Syaa Allah ..

Just got back from late dinner with Arif and his fiancée… Both friendly and very funny ^^.. Looking forward to your big day In Syaa Allah this coming August .. And congratulations on your engagement ..

Honestly, I could not write much when I’m satisfied and happy cause I’m no good at expressing, but trust me, I had a good time .

*Even my second stage interview went well, Alhamdulillah .. If this job is what’s best for me, In Syaa Allah, may Allah grant me this job and perform excellently Amin Amin Amin …

Goodnight people…

.Tired and Walking.

Body still tired of 4 hours trip at 1am from JB to KL and had to wake up early to settle Numan's MARA...

Then there was suppose to be a phone call interview from TNT today at 3.30pm but now postponed to 5.30pm -.-...

So here we are at the parking camwhoring cause we're hungry lol...

And then sayang and Numan had haircut... And I took the chance to .........

Hahaha! Wtf!

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.Wisdom Tooth, Maybe?.

I wish I could show you a picture of what's going between my tooths but unfortunately, it wont be a clear and focused shot.

So let me just briefly explain that its been a week of pain and suffercation. I wasn't sure at first that probably it was some fish bone stuck on my gum but there wasn't. So I thought it'd heal in couple of days. But now, its a week, and the pain is just unbearable! So I checked, and there was this white thing sticking out at the end of my jaw. And I was like, please don't let it be what I think it is! And I googled it up... And ya, I think its the annoying wisdom tooth!

I just cannot wait for Subang tomorrow and Dentist! If its possible to settle tomorrow, tomorrow it is then!

Gaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

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.Random, Again.

Few pictures to post of loved ones …

Sayang and his Guitar –.-..

Garru and curtain –.-

Garru the Sleeping Beauty

Seriously, the wind here are like superb! Few weeks ago a small typhoon hit my apartment and Numan said it was a warning cause at Desaru (which he just got back from surfing) the waves were crazily high..! And 8 surfers almost drowned but luckily they were saved. This kinda weather, is just for sleeping …

And that’s all.. In syaa Allah, sayang said this weekend we’re coming back to Subang Jaya … Yeayyy! Family hugs and kisses!

.I Miss Him, So Much.

The only time when I'm really missing Sahey, is when he's on a night shift... The house gets so lonely and quiet...

So I sleep on the same pillow that he slept before he went to work :).. I'd take a nice deep sniff of his smell on the pillow and on his worn shirt (armpit area, specifically), hehehehe... Sayang smells so good and its what keeping me so calm and under control :').. It reminds me of how he sleeps like a baby :)..

I don't know what I'd do and be without him :)..

Ya Allah, permudahkan dan lindungi suami saya setiap kali die tidak ade di depan mata saya :).. Saya sayang die sangat, even after 7 tough years together..

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.Bosan.

Gile jam at KSL!! All because of Chinese New Year, IT Fair and Career Fair all at the same time and at the same place –.- … Tension..

Hopefully there’s gonna be a call for interview that accepts tudung and near to where I am living.. Sigh…

Malam ni pasar malam but sayang pulak keje, haihhh.. There goes my cupcake and my otak otak….. But tomorrow sayang cuti… Meaning, hehehe….. Movie night and karaoke … It has been forever and every housewives needs a break from house chores and cooking hahah…

.Bapak Burok!.

Why do I still have this feeling of regret..!

I’m thinking too much again…

It’s 12 am and I’m still wide awake Whatsapp-ing with sayang. And he gave me this fucking ugly picture of him!!



Aku trus xle tido takot nightmare!

Da macam india macha mamak kat bawah block!

.Bored Out of My Mind!.

Salam everyone...

*Wondering what everyone is doing right now*

I'll be sleeping alone tonight. Sahey left for work and Garru has wandered off somewhere around this block and not sure if he'll be able to find his way back to 4th floor. 

Anyways, I found this company who sells a Logitech Classic Keyboard K100 at cheap price :). Excited. Will buy it COD once I am at Subang Jaya :). Didn't know it costs RM30 for Pos Laju delivery, FOR A COMPUTER KEYBOARD -.-, or he's trying to cheat me. 

Why must Malay people do 2 wedding events separately?? Can't they just share up money and make everything in just 1 day for both families? I'm gonna break that tradition if I have a kid someday. And no stupid lousy Malay songs with stupid lyrics! I want those Malay songs like Siti Nurhaliza or 2 Phat or Indonesian songs like Ungu and Wali band and eg. 

Haihhh.. Enough la... I'm actually bored out of my mind. I wanna go out but I can't. I wanna run, but I can't. I wanna have fun, but I can't. 

Better download some games for myself.

.Thanks Garru, LOL.

Yesterday, Garru couldn't stop biting my fist and fingers...! There are scars everywhere...! On the hand fist leg aih....




And yah, he kept me company in my room lol.. And when I woke up, I found him sleeping infront of the tv -.-...

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.Lonely Nights.

My hands are scarred now...! Thanks to En. Garu for all ya -.-... This male kitty is fierce..!

Anyways... Don't really know what to write..

Few things I really wanna do right now:
1. Go to beach
2. Karaoke
3. Movie
4. Travel ....

What a lonely night when syg is on night shift :(...
Nanti sambung blog la... Another 2 more days till syg's off day... Sigh..

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.Headache Headache.

Ok… Here’s the count down… 25 more days to get fit! Not easy specially when you have a husband that loves to eat and wont eat unless you eat with him –.-… Adoiii……

Sayang’s on night shift till Sunday.. Haihhh… Alone la again but this time a little company.. Garu’s around so wont be that lonely, hopefully… He’s not eating though .. Not sure why but its starting to bother me.. I tried everything… Fish ball, chicken ball, sausage, nugget, fresh fish with and without rice, fried fish with and without rice, steamed fish with and without food, Friskies and you name it! Even fruits..! I don’t know what else to give him.. Xkan nk bg makan sampah since he’s been surviving on trash food all his life –.-… I mean, come on la, I have heart –.-! If this goes on till end of this week, I’m getting him to the vet! Any cat experts with good suggestions?

*Need to get my face fixed! Ever since that wedding make up, my face’s like a hotspot for zits!! Bapak benggang!*

.Pucca Is Actually Garu -.-.

Hahaha! Ok this is the first time I'm seeing a kitty's dick.. Turns out Pucca is a guy.. Hence, the new name is Garu (Pucca's bf"s name) :)...

Garu it is from now on :D..

Hahahahahaha!! What a small dick!

.Pucca~~~.

We picked the little kitty from the block, bath it, fed it and here's what happened after both tsayang were tummy full .....

-.-... Ish ish ish..

And btw, this is Pucca the kitty :)

Just had to pick her up haha! Nanti pulangkan balik...

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.Inconsiderate.

Its almost 4am on a Wednesday morning.. Too early to be awake... Allah s.w.t. tolong kejutkan for solat sunat.. Alhamdulillah... Amin..

Nak hilangkan rindu kat family, kt syg yg still on night shift, kt diploma and degree college girlfriends yg da lame xjmp and to my past solo life which I really got to learn to let go... But trying to not miss something you really love, is impossible...

Today is rent payday... RM1,200, fully furnish, and not really worth the money spent. But just baring it all for syg's sake since its near to Singapore and affordable compared to other fully furnished rental apartments here in Johor... Johor mahal dr KL :(.. Stupid developers and Malaysian business people here in Johor! Malaysian price for Malaysians a!! Apehal kne samakan with Singaporean or international prices?? Ass betch! We all want to make business, we all want to make profit but tlg a fikir skit others below you are also trying to make savings and surviving to get through everyday life, head above water!

Inconsiderate gle!

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.Shiseido Blackhead Remover Mask.

People have been talking alot about this Shiseido Blackhead Remover Mask and yea, I did purchased it few days ago and I've tried it...

Honestly I followed these steps:

And the results...?

Yea there were blackheads and whiteheads on it but honestly, not as disgustingly impressive as the ones pictured on the online ads. I was hoping for a result that would make me go 'Eewwww', but unfortunately, its either my face is clean, or I did not do it right *which is impossible*... So yea, correct me if I'm wrong.. Lol..

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.Working Room.

I call this my working room..

I know its not much but its a start... But comfortable enough for me to start back designing...

Soon I'm gonna add up a new desk with sewing machine on it :).. Think its time I start learning sewing from Youtube.. And it was what I did but just try outs with my light sewing machine for beginners.. Someone gift it on my wedding... Sangat special :)..

Anyways, I went for TNT sales admin position today.. They said if I get shortlisted, I'll be called for second interview with the Manager some time by this week :)..

*Lately I've been getting a lot of nose bleed. Don't know why but its bugging me cause I'm having trouble breathing!*

And sumpah I really hate this house! Something about it makes my face itches! Benci gle! I have very sensitive face!!

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.Test.

Yeayyy... Berjaya center kan picture for this app! I'm the best haha!

Just for testing purposes....

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.GOOGLE! PICASA! BLOGGER! READ THIS CAUSE I NEED SOLUTION!.

Hi google.

Im going through this problem where its starting to piss me off! Im a google user with gmail account, blogger.com account and picasa. See when I update my blog with pictures which i then upload to picasa, my blogspot pictures suddenly turns to this 'no entry' sign *SCROLL BELOW!*!

Its been a while and i still dont know what to do! And i keep getting this 404 error in my google photo! Please fix this or please tell me what to do! My blogs a mess and i dont like it!

*NEED ASAP ATTENTION!*

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.Rambut Oh Rambut.

Sahey was looking through one of the old pictures of me.. And he said,

"Rindu rambut panjang yuyunk..."

And I was like "haihhhhh....kalau la senang nk bela rambut", inside my heart...

In syaa Allah yuyunk cbe simpan rambut yuyunk balik k syg :).. Anything for you :)...

Anyways, I had my working table set up :)... Looks like nothing much but its a start.. I got my hands to try the sewing machine I got for my wedding :).. And I love it...! Probably gonna try something out soon once I have the materials to experiment on :)..

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.Terrible Mood Swings.

Salam everyone..

Today hasn’t been the nicest day.. I’ve been so moody with every little thing that doesn’t seem right.

Sayang, yuyunk mntk maaf hari ni marah2 and moody time cawan pecah.. Yuyunk syg awk sgt2.. ..

Leklok g keje .. Ingat pesanan yuyunk and bawak motor tgk kiri kanan depan blakang.. And jgn men telefon time driving k ..

Love you so much…

.Family Gathering.

Family outing!!! I love family outing and gathering :)..

Today's activities:
1. Went to PKNS, Shah Alam, shopping for wedding baju and toilor... I hadll velvet cake for breakfast yumyum and McFizz!
2. Went to Cik Yah's grandkid's birthday :).. Thank you Cik Yah for inviting us :).. The buffet was deliciously spicy hehe :D...
3. Went to Mydin to get my body measured for my wedding dress..
4. Had a very nice day today with everyone :)..

Few pictures to give life back to this blog... :)..

*Skang ni malas betol nk pakai eyeliner haha! That's why I look so dull -.-.. People keep saying I look pale and sick...!*

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