.Ramadhan, Breastfeeding.

Ramadhan this year is a little bit challenging. But nothing that I cant handle.

Its Akid that is trying to get use to the change in his milk taste I guess. Maybe my milk is not as full as it used too before Ramadhan started so he doesnt feel its enough. Owh ya, he drinks alot. And this time he's just sulking before bfeeding.

Kecian syg mama.. But I cant cater to your needs at this month of Ramadhan or I will miss a lot of fasting when I am able to fulfill it. Mama mntk maaf ye syg.. Its only a month.. You need to learn to adjust to situation when needed too..

Alhamdulillah its been a smooth fasting.. Although nursing can take up most of my energy, my throat never fails to feel and taste fresh.. Tastes and feels as if I just drank a cup of cold mineral :).. Thank you Allah for blessing my fasting :)..

So far it has been only 2 days of skipped fasting. 1 because I couldnt handle fasting during long distance travel specially under hot weather. 2 because Akid wouldnt drink so I had to eat something to make him feel full. Hopefully thats just about it.

Dont know why, but I'm just not looking forward to Raya this year. Maybe because family relationship havent been that comforting. Too much fakings. But I'm not gonna continue all the drama in here.

Next mission : 2nd baju Raya hunting, says Baba.

Happy Half way through Ramadhan everyone..

.Ramadhan.

Another 2 more weeks of Ramadhan . . Feels like we just started it few days ago :( . . Alhamdulillah so far, I only missed a day due to nursing . .

Dont care much about my baju Raya but still searching for the kids Baju Raya . . Aimed few at Danga Mall :) . .

I havent done much deed this Ramadhan but I can tell you that InsyaAllah this Ramadhan is better than my previous Ramadhan :) . .

Parents came to JB few days ago to take noni back to Subang . . Slept here for a day and now missing them alot :) . . Alhamdulillah my parents are blessed with strong and good health condition . .

Abg sure missed his Atuk alot lol . . He straight away headed to Camry's driver door as soon as dad parked his car . . And he was just so excited all the while my parents were here . . And when my parents left, he was crying in silent . . Haihhh . . Sabar ye abg . . Mama pn slalu rindu atuk and nenek . . It can get quite lonely here at home :( . . Wish I could play around with the kids more but most of the time I get too tired after all the house chores and cooking :( . . Mama mntk maaf mama xdpt nk layan abg ngan adek 24jam :( . .

Mama sayang sgt both of you :) . . You're my life, my joy, my heavan, my everything . . *not very good with words and emotions lol* . . I'll always make sure that I do and give everything I can to keep you both happy, safe, and successful dunia dan akhirat InsyaAllah . . :)

.Busy and Hectic and Exhausted!.

Lama nye x tulis kt sni :)..

Fasting month and I am insyaAllah a month and few weeks away from due date :).. Went for check up today and Alhamdulillah, baby is in good position for labor.. Stay that way k baby :)..

Still haven't scan for gender but I guess I'm finally deciding to let it be a surprise :).. Aamiin..

And Alhamdulillah, only skipped few days of fasting and ya, Taufiq is growing fast :).. Love him more and more each day.. Who doesnt :D..

I miss my husband :'(.. I miss his hugs, his kisses, his stubbornness and his spoil attitude :)..

Baby, we'll be going on a long trip this Raya, far from Subang.. I hope you'll hold on til we get back to Subang if you decide to check out sooner from expected due date, ok :)..

*I've been a really busy and exhausting mother this fasting month that sometimes I skipped a day of shower :(*

.Shopping Raya With Sayang.

Would you believe if I told you that this whole fasting month, only 3 days me and Sahey dine out for iftar.. Hehehe.. Believe it, the rest of the days as far as now goes, I cooked the whole iftar wahahah..! 

Dalam xsuke memasak, aku still memasak.. Caya lah ko Dira!! Bahaha!

Anyways, 

Bought baju raya me and Sahey :D.. Both Jubah... I had to find a size XXL to fit my big belly nicely without having my belly button popping out and my butt sticking out lol! Its hard to find pregnant Jubah.. There's only those tight maxi dresses! 

This year's theme is Gray :D.. And so I am waiting for my Vintage Pink + Dark Green shawl parcel to arrive safely at Subang Jaya :D.. Something to match with the flowers on my gray Jubah hehe :D... 

Its exciting first time Raya with a husband and you get to match both Baju Raya colour hehe :D.. And plus, shopping with sayang was fun ^^... Nothing but complete honesty :).. Thank you sayang, I love You So Much!!!

Semoga Allah permudahkan and lindungi me, sayang, baby, my family and his family this whole Raya month :)... In Syaa Allah, Amin amin amin :)..

.Not Strong Enough: Pregnancy During Ramadhan.

I don't know if its me pampering myself too much or me worried whether my baby is getting enough good nutrients and stuffs during Ramadhan cause so far I have only been fasting for 3 days!! 3 damn days!!

My niat to fast the whole day, but then suddenly, my baby starts kicking too much and sometimes less and I get nausea and I straight away grab a food..

Am I worrying too much..?

There was this one time I managed to fast the whole day and held my nausea until iftar and guess what happened. I vomitted all the foods out til I had no more energy to stand. Both sides of the wall and the toilet bowl was covered with rice. Yuk!!! And my phobia started since then on.

I want what's best for my baby but at the same time, I still want what's best from this Ramadhan :'(.. Only I'm not strong enough I guess :(..

There goes the many fasts I have to make up for after my pregnancy or nursing period :(.. Sigh....