.Doa Keluarga Bahagia.

In syaa Allah..

.Maze Dream.

Right after Zuhur prayer around 3pm, I fell asleep straight away with my niat that it would be a quick nap cause I want to continue with my Asar prayer..

When I opened my eyes, I saw Aang in the house.. At first I thought it was just me imagining things, but then I went to the kitchen and there were meals cooked waiting to be served, and Aang appeared behind me. I asked her how she got in with the doors locked. But she said nothing. Then I said I needed to take my shower and pray.

There was an old man in my toilet waiting to bathe me. And so he bathe me. And Aang was watching me from outside the toilet. Funny thing was, I heard phone ringing somewhere but dont know where. So I continued with dressing and headed for the door.

I have no idea why I was walking when I had my car.

I got lost. I knew the JB routes but somehow each turn led to an unfamiliar place. So I made a lot of u turns but again, unfamiliar places.

I used other alternatives, went through bushes and trees and found a signboard 'Johor', to my left. Very spooky road but it was a dead end. There were red sorta sand hill blocking and there was an indian house on the right, built on the hill itself. I tried to climb but I fell. So I asked the indian kid if I could go through his house to get to the other side and he said yes.. What I saw was another unfamiliar highway. So I  turned back and headed for the bushes. Again I heard another phone ringing somewhere and it reminded me of Asar. I got so lost at this point trying to follow the ringing, thinking it might be my way out.

I found myself in a tower with 2 doors at each floor. I was very sure I went through this door before and so I opened it, but it led me to a Chinese graveyard. Goosebump gile!! The wind was just stinking up the atmosphere and everywhere was just Chinese writings and chinese graveyard hills. I closed the door and hurried one level up. I still couldnt find the right door.

At one level, I just realized it was tower maze. And I panicked. Another phone ringing.

Alhamdulillah, this time I managed to woke up.. Ecah called me 2 times before and I managed to answer the 3rd call..

After the call, I was out of energy to sleep back eventhough I was exhausted, as if the dream was real. I went for wuduq and prayed Asar..

Felt like my longest sleep! Alhamdulillah sedar gak tuk smyg..

.Pregnancy Appointment: Month 5 (#3).

Good news after 2 days ago scan is that our baby's in good health and heart beating normally, Alhamdulillah..

Bad news is, our baby's in Breech Position :(.. Meaning the head is not positioned at the bottom... Alhamdulillah there is still time to change our baby's position.. No wonder my belly felt so hard lol..

Still cannot tell the gender.. Baby is playing hide and seek haha.. Doctor adviced to take less rice to avoid diabetes. In Syaa Allah.. Amin amin amin..

.Missing Subang Jaya.

.Keampunan Untuk Keluarga.

For the family...

.Doa Mati Dalam Islam.

To Muslims, die a Muslim, In Syaa Allah, Amin amin amin...

.Pregnancy Appointment: Month 5 (#2)

Just got back from pregnancy appointment and Alhamdulillah, weight maintain and health all good.. Injection wasn't so bad.. Haha..

After Delivery Tips:
After delivery, breastfeed baby with right breast and pump left breast or vice versa. Store milk in bottle with labeled date and time and keep in freezer. Milk can last up to 3 months. Make sure when either breast is empty, the other should be empty aswell.

So the clear liquid leaking from my nipples are actually the milk's early stage colour -.-'... Doctor said mine leaked early and I should be grateful for that cause some mom's dont have milk yet, even after delivery.. Alhamdulillah :')...

Gonna go for baby ultrasound scan this evening :).. Wanna see and know how my baby's doing :).. In syaa Allah sihat wal'afiat... Amin amin amin..

.Seri Malaysia Hotel.

Someone like me can get really emotionally unstable when left alone for too long or kept away from loved ones..

Today, Sahey went off for work and later then I sent Noni for work. On my way back to apartment, I would always pass by Sri Malaysia Hotel. And lately, I've been crying alot whenever I pass by that hotel. It reminds me of memories when mom and dad would drive me all the way to Johor Bahru just cause bus drivers these days are full of sick selfish attitudes. And so we spent 2 days at Sri Malaysia in the same room and would talk and laugh about things and eat breakfast lunch and dinner just the 3 of us :').. They even accompanied me to my interview.. And had dinner with sayang :)..

I know its nothing to most but honestly, I never felt so loved :).. And I haven't seen them for so long like a month or 2 long :'(.. I miss them so much..

In Syaa Allah, I pray Allah murahkan rezeki kami to visit Subang Jaya :).. Amin amin amin..

.Pendinding and Pemanis.

Doa lagi.. Hehe :).. Semoga diberkati...

.Random.

Was suppose to go for BP check up today but since I'm feeling a little moody, I skipped everything and stayed at home. Means another 1 more BP check up and then its pregnancy appointment.

Heard that they are closing schools at KL and Selangor due to critical haze level.. Well, holiday for the kids lol...

And... Tomorrow is mommy's birthday and just found out that they are on 3 days honeymoon~~~ Amboiii hahah...

*I think my baby is playing with his or her umbilical cord lol*

.Mulut Busuk, Keep It To Yourself.

Salam..

Alhamdulillah, the haze are clearing from JB and unfortunately, moving down to KL.. So KL people, dont forget your face masks :)...

I've never felt happier to see and feel the bright hot sun and clear atmosphere :D... Alhamdulillah, appreciate mother earth and stop illegal timbering and logging.. :).. Owh and STOP CONSTRUCTION!!!

And here's to another story.

To families who think they are so pious, let me tell you, just cause I am mental, it doesnt mean I dont read the Quran cause surprise yourself, I DO!!! My parents are the best and they put religion Islam before anything else! They taught me all I needed to know Alhamdulillah even when we got migrated to Africa. So jaga la mulut busuk anda tu ye.

.No Waiting Yeay!.

Today must have been the nicest check up lol..

Thanks to the haze, I went to the clinic before it was opened and coincidentally,  there was a nurse there who came early and asked me what kinda check up am I here for. And when I said BP, she straight away attended me without taking any numbers or waiting for the clinic to start operating lol..

Nurse said I should be wearing face mask at all time when outdoors and that its better if I stay indoors. The haze brings all kinda sickness and is hazardous to pregnant moms.

And I'm out for Monsters University this afternoon with sayang hehe...

.Rasulullah s.a.w's Fav Food.

.Doa Susah Tidur.

.Pregnancy Tips: #3.

.Surah Untuk Dunia dan Akhirat.

.Doa Harian.

.Haze and Water Birth.

Indonesia starts the fire and the whole of Singapore and part of Malaysia gets the filthy haze -.-.. What did we do wrong...

Its already bad enough that Malaysian developers are putting trees here to nonexistence just to have their selfish buildings conquering our beautiful sky view!!! We are so running out of filters!!

Hope my baby still gets to see what a Green Forest looks like. Fuck all these Concrete Jungle or whatever you call em!

Anyways,
I've been reading about water birth.. Its cool, I know, but thats not my point. Its a little less painful than on bed. And thats what I want cause I don't want to take all those painkiller drugs during all those pushing and deep breathing.

But then again, from what I've read, water birth at hospital costs about RM6k and as far as my research goes, there are available at Hospital Pantai at Bangsar and Penang. And I doubt the nurses here are experienced enough as the ones in the UK US and Canada to help water birth at home.

Semoga Allah s.w.t. berikan aku jalan terbaik tuk bersalin and permudahkan aku and anak aku sepanjang sebelum, semasa and selepas bersalin... Amin amin amin..

Tick tock tick tock, and you know June is almost ending and hello 9th July and hello to another 3 more months to go, In Syaa Allah.. Amin amin amin...

.Subang Reminder.

Again another BP check up... Alhamdulillah normal..

I feel like finally there's a good use of peeing lol...
If not, wasted down the toilet..

Mom and dad said they're coming to JB end of this week.. In syaa Allah.. Hopefully mom and dad can still cope with the long distance driving.. Da sebulan xjumpe ayah ibu :)..

And hopefully I am able to be back at Subang by end of this month..
1. To usher the price of labour room at USJ10
2. To buy myself a medium size table for my room :)
3. Buy cheap and fresh fuji apples at Giant USJ1!!!

Full stop.

.For Married Couples Haha.

Urm, like the title itself.. For married couples hehe...

.Everyday Doa.

Amalkan ye Nadhirah Rosli..

Semoga jiwa sentiasa tenang and dosa2 diampunkan Allah s.w.t..