Monday 25 March 2019

.Adra's Eye Test Follow Up.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So this morning was Adra's appointment with eye specialist, Dr. Tan regarding her squint eye. And can I first say how humble and nice and gentle Dr. Tan (female) is with my daughter :').. I highly recommend her :)..

Anyways, the appointment goes, Dr. Tan said, Pediatric recommend for surgery, if after 6 months there is no improvement or no progress with her eyes. And as far as eye tests went this morning, her squint is still far from center. :(.

With that, Adra's next appointment will be on the 8th April 19, with a Pediatric. To get confirmation and approval for the surgery.

As a mother, I am very nervous for a surgery on a kid at that age. Cause she already knows fear and she already knows pain :(. She can sense it when situation looks uncomfortable. But, I cant let my worries show. If I show her I am strong, she'll have faith too.. InsyaAllah.

I'll be there for her everyday, InsyaAllah. Aamiin.

Allah swt has the best plans planned and he is the best decision maker for everyone. Aamiin.

Sunday 17 March 2019

.Dear ARUZ.


My sister just sent me this picture. Look at the price. At ARUZ. 

Do you know how close it feels to owning one? And yet, everytime it feels so close, a big heavy commitment pops out of nowhere and, there goes our savings. Sigh.

Patient.

Allah swt knows the best time to own a new car. So lets settle whats important first k and not sigh too much. 😔

Friday 15 March 2019

.Breakfast.

Ever since my carpal tunnel syndrome been getting worst, me and the kids have been buying breakfast and eating in the car. But today, we ate at the medan selera. 

Sorry mama couldnt cook :(. Its very painful tp grip anything :(

.Assalamualaikum No.4.

Alhamdulillah, I am now 5 months with my No.4 safely in my tummy..

Already feeling the kicks :).

Monday 4 March 2019

,The "Charmed" Ones.

 This isn't really a dream about the CHARMED from that TV series but it was about me, Billa and Noni. Mom's first batch.

We were in this house (supposedly ours) and there were full of high stoned people! You can't even tell if they were humans or fucking zombies.
So yea, mom and dad left us a note with 3 keys. They said to find the locks to these keys and we will find our share of will. We found em all. And inside were all cash! THOUSANDS! In chests.
And then a catering van came. We asked our maid who ordered catering? She said it was for our Wedding, today! And we were puzzled. Before any of us could say anything, I told my sisters to back away cause I smelt death in the van. And when the back door of the van opened, 2 men had 5 zombies held captive and chained. And these zombies were just staring deep at us 3. 
And that's all I can remember.
Since the dream involved zombies, I wonder if those humans in our house were really humans or, Zombies???
I can assure you, this dream is all thanks to Taufiq and Sahey for having Zombie movie marathon on every off day! Its already infected my dream!