Wednesday 29 July 2020

.Groped By A Monster.

Few days ago, I had a disturbing dream.

I was in a room of a tall building with my sister Bella, 2 men and a mother with her toddler.

Me, Bella and another man were praying when suddenly, out of nowhere, appeared a furious half man, half monster-"thing", so huge. He lifted the man in front of us by his neck and took a deep look into his eyes. And then the monster threw him out the window!! The sound of shattered glass sounded so real I swear I wish I could run but the 3 of us didn't stop praying.

And then, and then he charged towards us 3! He looked at my sister. And then moved on to me. AND THEN! HE GROPED MY FUCKING BOOBS WHILE MAKING AN ANNOYING GROWL OF HIS!!! LIKE WTF!!! At that time, I was so scared he would throw me out the window like that previous guy! But fortunate for me, another normal guy appeared out of nowhere and saved me.

He fought the monster and threw the monster out the window. Few minutes later, the monster gang arrived to have me killed. The guy told me to run and get out of there. And so I did. I don't remember what happened next.

But what I remember is that the guy who saved me, was the same guy that has been saving me in almost all of my troubled dreams. Who the fuck is he???

Monday 22 June 2020

.The Lady In White.

I never felt so scared being in a dream before.

I spent an overnight at a wooden chalet with another girl. About teenage, and I kept calling her Adra eventhough she doesn't look anything like Adra.

Before Maghrib, the housekeeping came to our room and said she will be closing all doors and windows very soon. She warned that no matter what you hear, no matter what happens, do not open your eyes, do not get out of the room, do not move, do not scream. Just close your eyes and do nothing until Subuh.

I managed to see my view through the window. It wasn't a pleasant one. There was an old eerie wooden house right across the fence. I saw a lady in white staring at me.

Maghrib came. Doors and windows shut tight.
My heart was calm for a while.

Strike midnight, I had goosebumps. Heart beating like crazy.

Outside, I heard footsteps. Slow.
Then I heard scratches.
At my door, it stopped.

Tiba I felt someone touching my feet.
Ai......

I dont remember berzikir in my dreams before, so I think this is the first time aku zikir and selawat sepanjang malam smpai la ke Subuh! IT FELT FOREVER TO END SPECIALLY FEELING THE PRESENT OF PARANORMAL SHIT AND ALL! Don't know why but I had a feeling that it's that bitch in white.

Right before Subuh,
2 "jin" gemok entered my room. Dont ask me how I knew they were jins. Maybe it's their voice (deep and echoey), or their appearance. I dont know. It just felt like jin.

Anyways, both came in. Jin 1 went towards the bed beside mine (tah ble masa ade katil ni pn aku xtau la). There were 2 people sleeping. And Jin 2 went to my bed.

And the conversation went like this.

Jin 1: ANGKT BUDAK2 NI (refering to the 2 people sleeping next to my bed). YG NI BIA KN. DIE TGH ZIKIR (Refering to me).
Jin 2: BUDAK NI MCM MANE (Refering to that teenage Adra sleeping beside me)?
Jin 1: YG NI PN JGN USIK. DIE DTG DGN PMPN NI. BIA KN DIE.

KAU TAU X TAHAP DEBAR AKU TME NI MMG XLE BAWAK BINCANG! AKU TGGU NK LARI KUA DR MIMPI!

Lepas je Subuh, AKU CABUT dgn baju tdo aku!

I ran. I ran as fast as I could.

The ocean. There was no one but clear blue ocean.

Next I remember, I crawled out from a muddy pool, covered in mud, and naked. There were other kids there playing mud as well. Like hippos and pigs in mud. Suddenly everyone had their eyes on me. I quickly grabbed my clothings and wore em as I run.

And then I ended up at a familiar road. That road heading to Melaka (nape eh me and this same Melaka and Terengganu road!).
Only this time, it was different. Different cause I got attacked by a deer or antelope, I dont know, but it had long sharp HORNS you DONT WANNA get impaled with!
And lucky me, there was a chair, so I had the chair on his horns -.-".

And then my dream ended before I reached elsewhere.

Thursday 21 May 2020

.The Same Melaka Route.

I was on my way to Nenek Krubong's house at Melaka.

I was riding a bike. One hand steering the handle and the other one gripping Ammar's both ankle. Hanging him upside down while riding :(.

I know I have went down this same route before cause I have dreamt of it before.

Down the hill, pass the dark forest, the villagers, the grave and the river. And there was Nenek's house.

It was Nenek's big old wooden house. There was a women in white standing on the stairs of the front porch. Just watching me from far.

Monday 18 May 2020

.School Trip, College Photos.

What a strange one.

I dreamt that I went to a school trip with my school friends. There was Fatin, Sharmiza, Faiz, EeLynn, Rachel, Michelle, the plastic Fatin and others.

Then after few tours, we all went back to the hotel. Funny thing, it was suddenly night time and we were all sleeping. I dont recognize these 2 girls sleeping in the same bed with me. Suddenly a tall man came into the room. He said he wanted to hurt us, and then he said he was kidding. He came in to give me somthing. And then, a little boy with the most sinister face entered the room. He handed to me a present with a grin. He said it was a present that Faiz made for me from the whole class. Open it in the morning.

Morning came and while packing for check out, I unwrapped the present and to my surprise, it was an album with everyone's signature and goodbye words. Turns out I was gonna depart from school to elsewhere.

And to my surprise, there were all pictures of me and my college friends, Lily, Ziela and Nisa. To be more specific, most of the pictures were from the time we spent the night at Port Dickson. Only these pictures were pictures that caught all 4 of us in it, joking around, by the beach, in the room, watching tv and all. So who snapped these photos? I was touched by the words, but who stalked us? And why pictures of college friends when I was with school mates?

While I was busy admiring the photos, I didnt realize the schoolbus left me there at the hotel. I couldn't call anyone cause there was no line. And while I was waiting for someone to pick up the phone, I was observing my surroundings cause it looked so familiar. That's when I realized, it was at my Nenek Krubong's house. An Indian lady came and asked why am I here? She was making fun of me getting left behind with another Malay lady.

And then everything ended.

Sunday 17 May 2020

.Time Travel.

I couldn't remember much detail of last night's dream but it was about time travel with the mission to retrieve an object and kill whoever gets in my way.

I remember someone holding a snake's head to my face. And then I saw someone sleeping with snakes all over his body. It was the most horrifying scene!

Every time I time travel back to the same time, it was always a different face that I had to kill but the same thing to retrieve, and the same place to meet with another being. In front of a big Gateway that looked more like a portal, at the edge of a cliff surrounded by clouds and mists.

Everything was just black grey and white. Not much colour to it.

I had 2 backups, familiar face but cant remember who.

And thats about all I can remember.

Tuesday 12 May 2020

.The Same Terengganu Route.

 It was the same route to Terengganu. In my dreams though. The same sea level as the road. The same ocean waves. The same curbs. The same hurricane. The same highway.