.Alhamdulillah, Selamat Jadi Bini Org.

Alhamdulillah.. My best friend is now finally a wife to a good man InsyaAllah :)..

I was just so happy on her Nikah night that I just had to hold my tears cause I dont wanna show my soft side :).. She was just beautiful :').. Ive always envied her beauty but in a good way :)..

Nur Ziela Ahmad, I wish you only the best for you and your family and your marriage.. May Allah swt bless you with all the happiness and barakah in this world :)..

Never stop talking to me k :).. I love you so much :)..

Biggest and warmest Congratulations to you and your sister Zurin on your wedding, Sincerely from me and the Rosli's :-***

.December, Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum..

Wow, lama nye since I last updated this blog.

Dusty, sudey...

Latest news, waiting for my sister to deliver her baby very VERY soon! InsyaAllah less than a week now! So I heard its gonna be a son. And her husband is gonna name him, Nu'man. Haha.. Such familiar name XD!

I have been obsessed in bookbinding and hand sewing! Buying craft stuffs! Buying furniture to store all the craft stuffs I bought! AND SEWING MACHINE?? Hahaha! I just bought myself a sewing machine and I only learned once and already I am confident to use it! And guess who else is interested in learning? Yes, AHMAD SHAHIR ABDULLAH hahaha! I'm not a pro but I taught him how to start the damn thing haha. The previous sewing machine jammed and died, so I bought a new one. It was old anyways!

Suddenly I feel like wanting to join craft events or make diary donations to people hoho!

Right now, Jakel is having YES SALES and dammit I feel like buying all the fabrics but too bad I am saving some money to buy real leather for the book cover :). I wanna try to make the leather bookbinding diary, maybe for dad :).. Cause it suits him so well :D.

More good news. Alhamdulillah, Ziela's solemnization is just around the corner! Hotels booked and I am all excited for her ^^. Alhamdulillah Allah suited her with a good man :). Such a good month to be celebrating a lot of things. Ziela's birthday is coming too.. My my..

AND PLUS SAHEY'S BONUSSSSSS INSYAALLAH :D :D :D!!!! Debts to pay and stuffs to buy!! Yeayyyy......

Alhamdulillah.. Murah rezeki all those I love most :).. I love you all so much and I hope life ahead is bright and promising :). Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Ok time to go.
Til I jot again.

.Rawatan Traditional.

Elakkan 3 jenis ikan: Pari, Bawal hitam dan Terubok kerana ia akan mengaktifkan ketumbuhan fibroid. Ikan-ikan ini mengandungi toksik yang tinggi

24-Lukemia/amenia/teleseminis. Cari daun Kemunting Cina. Jemur & keringkan. Rebus & Minum 10 gram. Sangat Mujarab InsyaAllah

25-Darah rendah @ kanser payu dara – Amalkan makan ubi kayu (bahan lemennerin dalam ubikayu untuk mencegah kanser )

26- Kanser: Daun belalai gajah (kadar helai mengikut stage kanser) + 1 biji Epal hijau dan blend.

Kanser stage 1: ambil 50 helai
Kanser stage 2: ambil 100 helai
Kanser stage 3: ambil 150 helai
Kanser stage 4: ambil 200 helai

Blend & minum dalam jarak masa kurang dari 5 minit.

27-Elak kanser dengan mengamalkan minum air serai. Ketuk kepala serai dan rendam dalam air panas. Minum bila sudah suam. Bagus untuk kesihatan rahim wanita.

28-Taugeh juga Ubat kanser

29-Stress. Amalkan membaca surah Al-Insyirah (Allamnashroh) setiap kali STRESS.

30-Sakit Jantung. Amalkan memakan bawang putih.

31-Anak Cerdik/Tinggi IQ - Minum Air Halia (yang diricih dan di rendam dalam air panas) setiap pagi

32-Sakit Jantung (jika ada)

1 gelas/cawan air lemon + 1 gelas madu + 1 gelas cuka epal + 1 gelas air halia + 1 gelas air bawang putih

Campukan bahan-bahan tersebut , kacau dan simpan dalam peti ais minum 1 sudu pagi dan 1 sudu malam

33-Kencing Kotor (perempuan) - Lobak putih diblend dan minum.

34-Batu karang/prostat/hernia/kencing tak lawas - cari 2 helai daun pecah tujuh. Rendam dan minum. InsyaAllah batu karang akan pecah selepas itu.

35-jika ada darah tinggi. Jangan masuk tandas 15 minit sebelum Asar & 15 minit sebelum Maghrib.

36-Ubat merawat penyakit lumpuh/stroke dan darah tinggi

Susu Kambing Original + Surah Ya Seen, Ayat 72:

وَذَلَّلْنَاهَا لَهُمْ فَمِنْهَا رَكُوبُهُمْ وَمِنْهَا يَأْكُلُونَ

Dan Kami jinakkan dia untuk kegunaan mereka; maka sebahagian di antaranya menjadi kenderaan mereka, dan sebab bagi lagi mereka makan

37-Ubat darah tinggi - Makan 20 helai pucuk hempadu bumi pagi dan petang.

38-Ubat Kencing Manis - peria serta biji peria diblend dan dibuat minum.

39-Kayu Manis juga ubat kencing manis

40-Kencing Manis : cari 4 helai daun Ceri. Rendam ramasan daun ceri bersama kaki yang rosak akibat kencing manis.

41-Kencing Manis -Biji petai belalang digoreng tanpa minyak + tumbuk dan dibuat minum

..setiap penyakit ada penawarnya. Wajib kita berubat apabila sakit melainkan mati😀😀😀

.So Many Ideas, So Little Money.

The title speaks it all.

Aku benci mntk duet dr Sahey. Aku benci die tny mcm2. Aku benci die pk sume bnd aku nk buat, membazirkan duet die!

So I started applying jobs again so that I can earn my own money. If I ever get hired, I'm gonna leave the kids at Subang while I work at Subang or anywhere around KL or Subang.

Im starting to hate marriage!

.Tiring Week.

Bukan nak mengungkit or cbe nk tunjuk hebat.. Tapi i told you once, i told you twice in a mannered way, but you never listened. So i yelled, and yet you never listened! And now it happened, NOW YOU SEE WHAT I'VE BEEN YELLING IS ALL ABOUT!

The worst week! Abang and adek sakit, badan panas, tekak sakit and merah and just now, kaki tsepit kt pintu clinic because you were so careless and half of his toe nail is loose.

Enough said. I am exhausted due to lack of sleep.

.That Fabric Paradise.

Ok, so it has only been 3 days and I cant stop myself from feeling nervous to see how everything is gonna look like.. InsyaAllah all will be perfect. Aamiin..

I found this new fabric paradise. But I havent got the chance to go there yet. If all goes well with first batch, I am thinking of ushering this place for second batch.. They have more choices of fabric types :D. And plus, we can buy em in meters or in rolls! Good for prototype. 

Need to call tailor and see how the progress has been. Though it is a little early to ask. Lol. 

Reminder. 

Need to save and use money wisely this 3 coming month for business purposes! Think I can start hunting down for fabrics for next project. Ke nk tggu g that fabric paradise je..?

.Hello.

Assalamualaikum . .

Please ignore the post title . Im running out of Raya mood right now . And I'm really upset with my mother in law and her daughter .

Honestly, they need to learn to respect my Baby Care Rules! Its my baby! Its my way! And its my right!

If you people seriously cant accept a small simple rule, then dont expect me to come here again! I was starting to open up to you people and all of a sudden you breached my trust and my rules, and there goes that open door shutting it self as fast as it can! I dont even wanna talk politely anymore! In fact I dont even give a fuck about my manners!

You people talk bad about other peoples mistake and sins when in fact you're all just the same!!!

.Raya Angpau.

Like every year, I'll be doing my own DIY Raya angpau for the kids :) . .

I seriously dont like the existing ones . . Theres nothing new or different about it . . Plus the designs are so boring -.-. . .

This year I am making it using doily papers and a4 black papers cut into ribbon tape size :) . . And a little clear stamping :D . . Simple and yet interesting . . Xde la boring budak2 tgk angpau Raya . . But dont be fooled though . . Duet raya standard amount like the year before ye . . . . .

Anyways, ngat nk beli Jubah lelaki that is the same design as Adra's, but looking at our budget and the price for the adult size Jubah, huufffff, "cansel" nk beli :'( . . And I really liked the material !! Maybe next tme :( . .

.Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum wbt . .

Alhamdulillah . . Dont know why most of my customers are Singaporeans but, there's nothing to complain :) . . Thank you Allah s.w.t . .

I cannot wait for my Adra's to finish production :) . . After that, a small photoshoot using my sisters as models and up to post for selling :) . . I hope people will like it . . Ive already planned and sketch for my next batch :) . . But InsyaAllah, Allah swt is the best planner and he knows best :) . .

Good night and dont forget your prayers and dua :) . .

.P1 FUCKER!.

Assalamualaikum . .

Sumpah aku rasa mcm nk chop off kepala whoever owns stupid P1 company !! Da a service teruk ! Line mcm taek !!! Payment nk laju !!! Kepala &#*/&*#*#*# betul !!!

I just cannot wait to FUCKING TERMINATE THE FUCKING LINE AND HAVE UNIFI INSTALLED !!! Mahal pn mahal a , its worth every note and cent !

Tu je.

.DIY Clothing Label.

Alhamdulillah . I just found my cheap easy diy clothing label !!

All you need:
1. Ribbon rolls
2. Red rubber stamp with your logo on it
3. New clean multipurpose inkpad
4. NORIS #191 Ink (for fabrics)

The start up would cost you around RM200 but here's why I said its cheap . .

You order from label company, it'll cost you RM230 (min) / 1000pcs for each time you have to restock those labels .

But DIY , less than RM200 , you get more pieces than you needed right up till your ink finishes :) . . And plus the ink refill costs around RM64 for the medium bottle . .

I am loving this haha . .

.Ramadhan.

Another 2 more weeks of Ramadhan . . Feels like we just started it few days ago :( . . Alhamdulillah so far, I only missed a day due to nursing . .

Dont care much about my baju Raya but still searching for the kids Baju Raya . . Aimed few at Danga Mall :) . .

I havent done much deed this Ramadhan but I can tell you that InsyaAllah this Ramadhan is better than my previous Ramadhan :) . .

Parents came to JB few days ago to take noni back to Subang . . Slept here for a day and now missing them alot :) . . Alhamdulillah my parents are blessed with strong and good health condition . .

Abg sure missed his Atuk alot lol . . He straight away headed to Camry's driver door as soon as dad parked his car . . And he was just so excited all the while my parents were here . . And when my parents left, he was crying in silent . . Haihhh . . Sabar ye abg . . Mama pn slalu rindu atuk and nenek . . It can get quite lonely here at home :( . . Wish I could play around with the kids more but most of the time I get too tired after all the house chores and cooking :( . . Mama mntk maaf mama xdpt nk layan abg ngan adek 24jam :( . .

Mama sayang sgt both of you :) . . You're my life, my joy, my heavan, my everything . . *not very good with words and emotions lol* . . I'll always make sure that I do and give everything I can to keep you both happy, safe, and successful dunia dan akhirat InsyaAllah . . :)

.My Poor Baby.

So fucked la . . Ever since they changed my motherboard , the phone feels different !

I havent download that much app but the storage already shows its half way used ! My poor baby :( . . !

Thinking of selling this phone and buy Note 3 or 4 je terus !! I cant live like this . Worrying too much about storage -.- !

.Sakit sakit sakit!!.

I cant sleep . .

Sleeping disorders ever since fasting started . .

Ya Allah . . My eyes are swelling . . Painful headaches . . Mood swings !!!

Assalamualaikum !

.My Note 2 Is BACK!.

Assalamualaikum,

So I have waited patiently for a month so for my Note 2 to be fixed and Alhamdulillah, is back! The feeling is not the same though since the previous motherboard was broken so replaced with a new 4G motherboard and yea, all is lost :(.. Basically its like having a new Note 2 with an used and abused housing lol.

Its gonna take a while for me to recall what was installed before. Haihhh...

Alhamdulillah, my jubah has already been sent to tailor for all >50 pieces. InsyaAllah semoga dimurahkan rezeki niaga.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin... I want to buy a netbook and a bicycle for Abg :).. And a necklace for Adek with her name on :)..

Btw, had my hair brutally chopped off due to me and sahey's fight few days ago.. Turned out ugly but was expecting something even worse than that. So all is good..

Have a happy fasting month everyone :)..

.Alhamdulillah.

Yes, Alhamdulillah says it all :)..

Mom's very fussy when it comes to choosing the right tailor cause the sewing needs to be perfect and Alhamdulillah, Mom's si Din tailor did a job well done with my Jubah Adra sample :). And he agrees with the price/piece :D.. Thank you Din..

So I haven't seen or tried out the sample yet, but InsyaAllah, I am very close to ordering the rest of the Jubah. Need to ask mom to post the Jubah..

Ya Allah, mudahkan segala urusan aku.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin :)..

Assalamualaikum and good night every one..

.Avengers : Age Of Ultron.

Avengers: Age of Ultron is out!

Da lama da out only I havent got time to blog about it lol. Not like I've watched it, YET!

Im just excited for Chris Evans. Thats all lol.

Tomorrow InsyaAllah gonna watch it, says En. Sahey.. Yup, we are bringing the kids along in the cinema :S. We will see how that goes.. Specially when its just me and Sahey and no help from Numan..

Excited!

.Bless My Kids Allah.

Dear Life,

Having 2 kids at a near age gap can be very stressing. I am not regretting anything. I tried to be independant but instead, I find myself relying too much on my husband.

I am scared of their cries, scared of their screams. I am scared of failing this job as a mother.

I failed my parents countless times. Maybe this is carma betching back at me.

I see my monster in both of them :'(.. Ya Allah.. Bless my kids with strong Iman, hidayah and Jannah. Dont let them be me :'(..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Progress.

Alhamdulillah.. 29th April design was sent out for prototype. Just need to wait for a week or so. Then I can decide what to proceed with..

Still cleaning, rearranging and getting use to new house ':).. Rasa mcm duduk Singapore pulak cause we only get Singapore HD channels here lol.

Thats all for now.

Assalamualaikum and goodnight.

.Setting Up A Price.

Huu.. 29th April 2015, Mom and Dad off to Greece for holiday.. Best nye..!

Reminder for this Tuesday:

1. Send carrier to Ismawati
2. Send materials to tailor
3. Send mom and dad to KLIA
4. BACK TO JB INSYAALLAH :D~~

So our new rented house, has a nice kitchen! Long, spacious, with complete cabinet and a BONUS = CEILING FAN!!! Wahaha!! I've always wanted a fan in the kitchen since it can get real hot and sticky, and yeay, Alhamdulillah, got 1! Need to ask owner if they're ever thinking of selling the house, note to us first before putting up an ad.

Discussed about my Jubah price with mom and the rules in setting up a price in Islam, and she said its OK to put above RM150 as long as:

1. Its within the market price range
2. I am not killing other business people
3. I am not killing my customers
4. I don't lie to my customers or do em wrong
5. The quality of my products are not a disappointment to buyers.

As long as I am following the lines, its OK to gain 100% profit :)..

That's all for now. Still got butterflies in my tummy :s

.Half Way There.

These are the 4 colours :)..

Alhamdulillah.

Lace just arrived.. So I can start requesting for sample of the Jubah design from tailor by next week since Sahey is coming to Subang to pick us up back to JB :)..

Nervous nye :(.

Ya Allah, mudahkan segala urusan aku.. Berkati semua niat aku. And jaga kan hati aku agar tidak lupa diri, riak, tamak and dengki ngan org yang satu jalan dgn aku... Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

Semoga Kau murahkan, lapang kan, luaskan, dekatkan, rezeki aku.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

:)

.So The Sample Came First.

Haihhh... Melampau.. Sample lace dari supplier lain came earlier than the ordered lace by another supplier who claimed that they are using express shipping. Sabar je la..

Anyways, the sample lace!!! 

 

Thank you for the free samples and the free shipping CC Lace :).. Hope to have a chance to make business with you in the future :)..

Haihhh, cepat la skit lace aku sampai oi!! I'll be heading back to JB VERY VERY SOON NI InsyaAllah!! Tailor still sangkut ko nye pasal -.-!

Next, Alhamdulillah, finally da dapat new HOUSE rent :D... Not apartment lg :').. Alhamdulillah.. Thank you Allah swt and thank you Yan for introducing us :D... InsyaAllah by this week can move in ^^..

Aamiin Aamiin Aamiin. :)

.T/T = CHECK.

Alhamdulillah,

Settle T/T payment with bank.
InsyaAllah, hopefully the laces arrive asap.
Then, to Tailor Shah Alam terus and proceed with whatever that needs to be done.

Haihhh, sakit kepala.

Alhamdulillah,
Sahey found a house at JB.. Cannot wait to move in fast.
Our current Chinese apartment owner is such a pain in my ass!! Da a ssh contact! And then x mahu bayar saman TNB! Pastu ade hati nk sewa kan that apartment to org!! WTF....

Ok, lets stop here.

Assalam...

.These SLOW CHINA Suppliers!.

Assalam..

Its been a very slow week. I mean like REALLY SLOW!!!!

These China suppliers are taking FOREVER to reply my messages and emailing me quotations! And I don't mean just A supplier, but ALL suppliers! Like WTF!

I got a deadline to catch and these people are taking their mother effing sweet time to hand me invoices! Don't they want money????

DAMMIT BETUL!

.Money Dont Grow On Trees.

Ya Allah...
Month of April and May. Month that is gonna cost me a lot of budget..

.There Goes My Note, There Goes My Heart.

The story..?

Taufiq and me at the clinic. He got scared of people. Pushed me. Note 2 dropped. CRACK!!! ALL THE WAY DOWN!!!!

ALLAH :'(..

Sabar yunk...

I had to buy rm58 cover just to keep the glass intact :(..

Cannot wait to have it repaired at jb...

.Another Dream.

I had this stupid freaky dream where I had this opportunity to study at Russia and during my registration at that university, the person at the counter clarified to me that the moment I took the flight to Russia, I have automatically agreed to the one rule the University had. Killing at least a person. 

:(

So there were these 2 students, tricked and trapped by the policy, like me. They suggested that the 3 of us should make an escape. And so we did. But the Head Master said we will never get away with this alive no matter where we run to. :'(

Shit gile! 

.Half Way There.

Alhamdulillah.. A visit to fabric supplier settled :)..

Hoping today I can manage a visit to a tailor at shah alam.. Need to discuss regarding design and material budget..

Reminder:
Order woven label asap...

May Allah swt ease my work :)... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Busy Week.

Feels like I am so close to starting but when I look again, it then feels like forever. Like my journey from JB to Subang :'(.. Forever, but sooner or later, I will get there..

If only there's a fabric factory around JB!!! I would have settled half of my work in a jiffy..!

Anyways, good news is, dad volunteer to be my accountant hehe.. And Alhamdulillah, dad's lending me some money for start up :).. Will have to pay dad back later, InsyaAllah..

Alhamdulillah too cause I think I have found my tailor :D...! Aamiin aamiin aamiin :)..

As for my family, Taufiq and Adra are healthily growing, Sahey is as usual, handsome and always there when I needed extra hand :)..

Noni is back at UTM Skudai and Billa's wedding is on this coming 7th March, this weekend!

Hope it'll be a good week :).. Aamiin aamiin aamiin :)..

.Task List.

Task List:
- Quotation from taylors
- Quotation from fabric suppliers
- Quotation from lace suppliers
- Fund

.Easier Said Than Done.

I know everyone is pushing me to get this business rocking, but honestly, I cant do everything all at the same time. I have my hubby, and my kids to give love and attention, loan does not just ring at your front door in 24hours and plus, Taufiq does not like it when I'm on the phone or lappy.. He wants my full attention.

So gimme some time cause I'm trying real hard to cut as many costs as I can.

Ya Allah, permudahkan niat baik aku untuk berbusiness dan tanggung keluarga and parents aku.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Online Shop.

Assalamualaikum :)

Its been so long.. Cant remember when was my last post dated..

Anyways, Alhamdulillah, I finally got to open online shop selling shawls :).. Business is a little slow cause I still haven't got the time to promote or add people online but, for that little follower, I am thankful there are still buyers :)..

Do drop by at :

• Website: October's Snowflakes 
• Instagram: @octoberssnowflakes 
• Facebook: October's Snowflakes Shawls

I am thinking of bringing in Jubah Abaya soon InsyaAllah, as well as cotton blazers :)..

Honestly, if I had the money, I would have designed my own stuffs :(..

Thats all from me..

:)

.Shitty Holiday.

3 days spent at Subang Jaya and another 3 days at Terengganu.. Fair enough :)..

Alhamdulillah no flood at Pulau Manis, just breezy rain all day.. And yea, pasal sume org degil ble aku kt jgn bawak anak2 aku main kt lua sal hujan, now Taufiq is having running nose, Adra sneezing most of the time and me, sama mcm Taufiq.

Geram nk mampos aku sal yg jg budak2 ni ble sakit, aku! Jd tlg la fhm ble aku kt jgn bawak kua!!!! Fed up aku ckp byk kali!! TAK PRIHATIN!!!!

Enough. Im gonna drop this shit. Sakit ati smpai skang!!!

And aku xske org tnjuk nek tgn kt anak2 aku!!! AKU XNEK TGN, SO NOBODY BOLE NEK TGN!!!