.3rd July 16.

I failed to fast due to bad diarrhea.. Just had to take pills and drink more water before I go dehydrated. I almost fainted.

Seksa gle tggu dlm kete with an upset tummy and bowel while waiting for Sahey to get his duet Dana Terengganu!!

Owh and I redeemed 4, FOUR, Bear Buncut of 7E's!!! The abg 7E was kind enough to give me 3 COMPLETED sticker collection! A very happy kids I am! Fortunately, 2 for abg, 2 for adek.. I can only admire from far..

Had iftar at Sahey's tokki's house with the rest of the family.. It was too crowded so I decided to stay on the other side of the house and look after everyone's kids.. Kak Ruu's son even called me Mama haha.. Adorable..

And that wraps up the day.

.2nd July 16.

2nd July 16 :

Yesterday was suppose to be my Baju Raya hunting day but none of Terengganu designs are my taste. And I end up buying nothing and thought I would continue during the night.

So after Maghrib, we headed to Klinik Najmee. I tell you this doctor gives you all the detail to your questions!!! It cleared alot of things that confused me before regarding acid reflux, gerd, pregnancy and medication!! I respect this guy cause he explains it all in Islamic medication. And it wasnt even expensive! :). Alhamdulillah and thank you Allah swt for answering my prayers.

After visit to the doctor, it was already 10.30pm and malls were already closed. Left only with uptown and even that, there was absoloutely no parking! So cancelled my hunt and Sahey went on with his bundle search until 1.30am! Dammit!

.30th June 16 - 1st July 16.

30th June 16 :
Xlarat puasa specially on long journey under this kind of weather. Wuish. Untung la baba larat puasa.,

Alhamdulillah around 11pm arrived Pulau Manis, Terengganu.. Abg's not crying anymore when Mak or Ayah or anyone here tries to approach him.. :)..

1st July 16 :
Alhamdulillah, despite the weak body, I manage to put myself together, hold things a little longer and with some sleep, I fasted :)..

Acid reflux is starting again. I cant imagine going through that critical pain here in Terengganu. May Allah swt grant me health throughout my stay here in Terengganu.

Went to Desa Murni today to buy Baju Raya but in the end, I ended up in the car cause I almost ran out of breathe.

I cursed ALL THE CLINICS IN TERENGGANU FOR DAY CLOSING JUST CAUSE ITS FASTING MONTH!!! FUCK KO XTAU KE TANGGUNGJAWAB KO???

And thats all the update..

.Stupid Internet!.

Fuck! So pissed right now with the fucking browsers!

I cannot download ANYTHING!!! NETWORK FAILURE LA! SERVER ERROR LA!! ALL ERRORS!!! NOTHING BUT ERRORS!!

STUPID INTERNET!!!

.Vendor.

So I'm really having tough luck in finding a vendor shop to put my notebooks at!

Geram! Cause these people promote on IG a slot for vendors for any product, and then when I contact them, they give me the silent treatment!

But pape pn, Alhamdulillah ade juga yg reply but the problem is, they are so far away.. Satu hal pulak nk post.. Takot barang sume kemek2 :(..

Need to find fast solution!

.Nerve-Wracking.

Sometimes when you have a dream that you know you will do whatever it takes to realize it, it gives you that fast heartbeat and shivers. Cause you're nervous to face the outcome. The reaction of others. But you try to put all that aside and hope everything turns out as expected or more.

Dammit.

I need to stay calm and put priorities in order.

I know no one understands this crap. Its to soothe myself.

This is nerve-wracking!!!

Cause I know when Im about to put good things to action or bring dreams to life, SOMETHING ALWAYS TURNS OUT WRONG!! And its not even my fault!! Life's just jealous of me!!!!

.The Orphanage Home.

When I first started to learn how to make a coptic book, my intentions were to supply it to those who really needed it.

The orphanage..

Why..?

Because I know people like the orphanages have a lot to say in their heart and they kept it well. But til how long..? I mean, memories of faces, they fade in time if you keep it in your mind. Picture without a proper book or proper keeping, they get lost. Words are forgotten cause time moves you and strays you away.

Earning a diary would at least make those unspoken words worth the secret and maybe one day even remind them of what made them strong at times they thought they were weak. Remind them of what their life was back then so that life could be improved in the future. Remind them of their parents and remind them to never miss a prayer to the mother and father or the people they have lost. And you get the rest of my point.

So I googled an orphanage home in Johor area and there was one that really caught me. Its at Pasir Gudang area. I went to the website and searched of how many orphanages shelter there.

199 girls and 149 boys!

I suddenly felt that I couldnt manage that much book in short time cause my kids are gonna distract me as much as they could :(..

But keeping myself positive. I still want them to have something to write about their life and thoughts. So I am gonna make it batch by batch and when all is done, I'll have it sent over to the orphanage..

InsyaAllah.
May Allah ease everything.
Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Reminder.

Places To Go - Things To Buy :

1. Rainbow Stationary :

• Paper clip
• Cutting mat
• Mounting board

2. KSL :

• Repair speaker phone Ammie
• Repair phone Afiq
• Repair battery port and home button Note 8

3. Mr. DIY / Others :

• USB Fan
• USB port hub
• USB desktop light
• Small bin
• Thread rack

4. Stationary Furniture :

• Tool drawer
• Shoe cabinet / Glass cabinet for papers
• Stationary organizer (felt fabric)

.Noni & Jarir.

Alhamdulillah, Noni's wedding went smoothly and a success :)..

Congratulations to Noni and Jarir, newly weds.. Belom abis wedding lg dorang da cabut Honeymoon kt hotel haha..

Thanks to those family and friends who came and prayed for them and the family. Apologies on behalf of the family for any lacks during the wedding. 

And now... 

My ideas.

Wallpapers , wallpapers , wallpapers.

You give me so many ideas!! Splended ideas! 

Thanks to this new Kaison wallpaper addiction of mine, I am already thinking of how to make use of these wallpapers besides sticking it on the wall or furniture~! Hehe :D.. RM19.90 for 1000cm of wallpaper per roll! Sape x gile with all the many vintage cute designs! 

So coming back for more! 

.Noni's Wedding.

Alhamdulillah... The wedding is done and Noni and Jarir selamat di ijab kabulkan if im saying it correctly.. :)..

Now we all can rest after long days of preparing for the big day :)..

To Noni and Jarir, semoga bahagia sampai ke Jannah and may Allah ease your ways and days through out marriage life :)..

Selamat Pengantin Baru :D..