.Trapped.

I had a really bad dream last night.

I woke up somewhere in the middle of a military camp. But I was a prisoner. There were 2 more girls locked up with me. I don't know them but we tried to escape together. 

It was horrible. 

Every where we turn, it was the same face watching us. A Chinese looking guy with a mix of American. We knew we were dreaming and we tried to escape. 

And we did for a while. Until we realized we only escaped from the prison but not from the dream. We ran from one scene to another whole different scene, hoping there was an exit. Every scene we thought we found an escape but that man was everywhere. From one city to another. We took a weird bus. We ran. We hid.

Until we got on a train. One of the girl said this was her exit. And then came another stop and the other girl said goodbye cause this was her exit. I was left in that dream, running alone. I cried cause I thought I'd never wake up.

Sumpah menakotkan. 

It was the first time I felt trapped in my own dream. Cause usually I can snap myself out.

Then the train stopped. I got out. I stood in front of city gate. There were so many people pass that gate. I was gonna enter until a lady stopped me and said, "Awak da salah tempat ni dik.. Pergi balik semula ke badan awak".

And then, just like that, I woke up from my sleep kepenatan at 8.30am.

Subuh terlepas, sekolah budak pn terlepas.

And I have no clue of what happened back there.

.Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2019.

Assalamualaikum..

So its the 5th day of Raya.. And did I mention that we are celebrating it here in Johor Bahru due to my tummy condition. And other one more sensitive reason that I cannot mention.

It wasn't much fun on the first day cause no one had any idea what to do. So we slept the whole day through.

Second day, went to Novatech and jalan-jalan at Aeon, Tun Dato' Onn.

Third day, again, Novatech. Then had late lunch at Ayamas Pasir Gudang before we headed to Kak Dah's house :). It was nice chatting with her and Abg Li.. Such humble couple and their daughter, Fatihah too.. Later that night, sempat lg head to Muaz to shop for 4 blouse for RM98!! Yeay! But the condition of Muaz for all 4 floors were horrible! It seemed as if it just got attacked by zombies! I pity the workers there. Bird brain customers, no manners of putting back the clothings and tudungs at it's place after trying em out!! Giving the workers a hell of a headache arranging and packaging everything back to its place.

And 4th day of Raya, we visited Anip and Hani's place.. And their cute baby Khalish! Thank you for inviting us ^^! Had a great time catching up and eating those yummy cookies!!

And for today, we'll gonna have to wait cause its only 3 in the AM lol. Plan was to visit Luqman but then again, he can only have us at night and I cant cause the kids have school the next day. And plus, don't think my tummy can handle night visits.. So we'll probably be waiting for Sahey's friend, Boy to come here and then head to Plaza Pelangi if there's still time.

But wait, I need to get my tummy checked as well!! 

Time for bed. 

Goodnight.

.AZTP2 Excursion : MCM Studio.

Do you know how hard it was for me to let go of my kids so that they could join this school trip.. The worries, tp Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Allah swt for the responsible teachers looking afters all the kids. :).

They really had a good time at MCM Studio. A place I cant afford to bring them, sigh.. :)

.Adra's Eye Test Follow Up.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So this morning was Adra's appointment with eye specialist, Dr. Tan regarding her squint eye. And can I first say how humble and nice and gentle Dr. Tan (female) is with my daughter :').. I highly recommend her :)..

Anyways, the appointment goes, Dr. Tan said, Pediatric recommend for surgery, if after 6 months there is no improvement or no progress with her eyes. And as far as eye tests went this morning, her squint is still far from center. :(.

With that, Adra's next appointment will be on the 8th April 19, with a Pediatric. To get confirmation and approval for the surgery.

As a mother, I am very nervous for a surgery on a kid at that age. Cause she already knows fear and she already knows pain :(. She can sense it when situation looks uncomfortable. But, I cant let my worries show. If I show her I am strong, she'll have faith too.. InsyaAllah.

I'll be there for her everyday, InsyaAllah. Aamiin.

Allah swt has the best plans planned and he is the best decision maker for everyone. Aamiin.

.Dear ARUZ.

My sister just sent me this picture. Look at the price. At ARUZ. 

Do you know how close it feels to owning one? And yet, everytime it feels so close, a big heavy commitment pops out of nowhere and, there goes our savings. Sigh.

Patient.

Allah swt knows the best time to own a new car. So lets settle whats important first k and not sigh too much. 😔

.Breakfast.

Ever since my carpal tunnel syndrome been getting worst, me and the kids have been buying breakfast and eating in the car. But today, we ate at the medan selera. 

Sorry mama couldnt cook :(. Its very painful tp grip anything :(

.Assalamualaikum No.4.

Alhamdulillah, I am now 5 months with my No.4 safely in my tummy..

Already feeling the kicks :).

,The "Charmed" Ones.

 This isn't really a dream about the CHARMED from that TV series but it was about me, Billa and Noni. Mom's first batch.

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We were in this house (supposedly ours) and there were full of high stoned people! You can't even tell if they were humans or fucking zombies.

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So yea, mom and dad left us a note with 3 keys. They said to find the locks to these keys and we will find our share of will. We found em all. And inside were all cash! THOUSANDS! In chests.

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And then a catering van came. We asked our maid who ordered catering? She said it was for our Wedding, today! And we were puzzled. Before any of us could say anything, I told my sisters to back away cause I smelt death in the van. And when the back door of the van opened, 2 men had 5 zombies held captive and chained. And these zombies were just staring deep at us 3. 

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And that's all I can remember.

Since the dream involved zombies, I wonder if those humans in our house were really humans or, Zombies???

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I can assure you, this dream is all thanks to Taufiq and Sahey for having Zombie movie marathon on every off day! Its already infected my dream!

.Good December.

Tik tok tik tok and here we are.

December.

Tomorrow is Adra's teacher's wedding. Teacher Fatin. Hopefully we get there no problem and not lost.

Reminder:
Buy Teacher Fatin's wedding present!

And another exciting thing I am looking forward tomorrow is RJ Paper staff are coming to my house InsyaAllah to deliver my paper orders!

- 4,500 sheets of A4 Recypal Natural paper
- 6 colours of 1m Pertex paper. Its sort of like a faux leather kinda pattern or material.

Alhamdulillah hope everything goes well tomorrow.

And Alhamdulillah, coming 3rd January 2019, baba will be officially working at a new company. Hopefully they pay well. And better than his current company. Aamiin.

And that is all for now.
Cannot wait for CW Crossover's ElseWorld!

Taraa...

.Kain Pasang Batik Bali Matching!.

Ya Allah!

I went through SO MANY IGs looking for Batik Bali!
And I tell you, EVERYTIME I THINK THERE’S A CHANCE THE ITEM MIGHT BE AVAILABLE (cause the seller just posted it like HOURS ago), my hopes just crushed when they say, JUST SOLD OUT!!!

What, am I SECONDS TOO LATE OR WHAT????
TELL MEEEEE!!!!!!

I doubt there’s Batik Bali at stupid EXPENSIVE JAKEL!

I REALLY need these Batik Bali to gift it to my kids teachers! Please la!!!

WHY SO HARD TO GET MY HANDS ON THESE FABRICS!!!!


OUT!