.Adra's Eye Test Follow Up.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

So this morning was Adra's appointment with eye specialist, Dr. Tan regarding her squint eye. And can I first say how humble and nice and gentle Dr. Tan (female) is with my daughter :').. I highly recommend her :)..

Anyways, the appointment goes, Dr. Tan said, Pediatric recommend for surgery, if after 6 months there is no improvement or no progress with her eyes. And as far as eye tests went this morning, her squint is still far from center. :(.

With that, Adra's next appointment will be on the 8th April 19, with a Pediatric. To get confirmation and approval for the surgery.

As a mother, I am very nervous for a surgery on a kid at that age. Cause she already knows fear and she already knows pain :(. She can sense it when situation looks uncomfortable. But, I cant let my worries show. If I show her I am strong, she'll have faith too.. InsyaAllah.

I'll be there for her everyday, InsyaAllah. Aamiin.

Allah swt has the best plans planned and he is the best decision maker for everyone. Aamiin.

.Dear ARUZ.

My sister just sent me this picture. Look at the price. At ARUZ. 

Do you know how close it feels to owning one? And yet, everytime it feels so close, a big heavy commitment pops out of nowhere and, there goes our savings. Sigh.

Patient.

Allah swt knows the best time to own a new car. So lets settle whats important first k and not sigh too much. 😔

.Breakfast.

Ever since my carpal tunnel syndrome been getting worst, me and the kids have been buying breakfast and eating in the car. But today, we ate at the medan selera. 

Sorry mama couldnt cook :(. Its very painful tp grip anything :(

.Assalamualaikum No.4.

Alhamdulillah, I am now 5 months with my No.4 safely in my tummy..

Already feeling the kicks :).

,The "Charmed" Ones.

 This isn't really a dream about the CHARMED from that TV series but it was about me, Billa and Noni. Mom's first batch.

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We were in this house (supposedly ours) and there were full of high stoned people! You can't even tell if they were humans or fucking zombies.

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So yea, mom and dad left us a note with 3 keys. They said to find the locks to these keys and we will find our share of will. We found em all. And inside were all cash! THOUSANDS! In chests.

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And then a catering van came. We asked our maid who ordered catering? She said it was for our Wedding, today! And we were puzzled. Before any of us could say anything, I told my sisters to back away cause I smelt death in the van. And when the back door of the van opened, 2 men had 5 zombies held captive and chained. And these zombies were just staring deep at us 3. 

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And that's all I can remember.

Since the dream involved zombies, I wonder if those humans in our house were really humans or, Zombies???

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I can assure you, this dream is all thanks to Taufiq and Sahey for having Zombie movie marathon on every off day! Its already infected my dream!

.Good December.

Tik tok tik tok and here we are.

December.

Tomorrow is Adra's teacher's wedding. Teacher Fatin. Hopefully we get there no problem and not lost.

Reminder:
Buy Teacher Fatin's wedding present!

And another exciting thing I am looking forward tomorrow is RJ Paper staff are coming to my house InsyaAllah to deliver my paper orders!

- 4,500 sheets of A4 Recypal Natural paper
- 6 colours of 1m Pertex paper. Its sort of like a faux leather kinda pattern or material.

Alhamdulillah hope everything goes well tomorrow.

And Alhamdulillah, coming 3rd January 2019, baba will be officially working at a new company. Hopefully they pay well. And better than his current company. Aamiin.

And that is all for now.
Cannot wait for CW Crossover's ElseWorld!

Taraa...

.Kain Pasang Batik Bali Matching!.

Ya Allah!

I went through SO MANY IGs looking for Batik Bali!
And I tell you, EVERYTIME I THINK THERE’S A CHANCE THE ITEM MIGHT BE AVAILABLE (cause the seller just posted it like HOURS ago), my hopes just crushed when they say, JUST SOLD OUT!!!

What, am I SECONDS TOO LATE OR WHAT????
TELL MEEEEE!!!!!!

I doubt there’s Batik Bali at stupid EXPENSIVE JAKEL!

I REALLY need these Batik Bali to gift it to my kids teachers! Please la!!!

WHY SO HARD TO GET MY HANDS ON THESE FABRICS!!!!


OUT!

.Heartbreaking News.

So I was told of this heartbreaking news that an educator is gonna quit by end of this November and I just couldn't help but feel sad about it.

I couldnt say the name cause I promised not to tell anyone and not that anyone reads my blog, still, I need to keep my words.

I was so excited that my kid was gonna be in her class next year but maybe bukan rezeki :'(.

Need to find a perfect gift for her next month..
Feels like a loss to me specially the kids :(..

.Rabbits for Sale.

End of last month, I bought 2 rabbits.

And now, today, I just posted em on Mudah for sale.

I tried to hold myself together when allergic attacks, but seriously, who am I kidding. Its too much for my sensitive nose. Even my son is allergic to it.. I cant put him at risk..

I hope someone would contact me to buy em.
And hopefully a good person :)..

.Aurora.

Assalamualaikum..

Im starting to forget that I have 2 blogs.

I started going back and forth again to Aurora. Its starting again. I though I've left behind that escape but people there keep coming to me to come back home. They said I've abandoned them. I haven't.

Its just that reality got me caught up with so many things. I couldnt find the time to escape.

I have 5 kids.
I love em all the same.

I have 2 homes.
I dont plan to abandon both.

I have 2 family.
They take good care of my kids when Im not around.

I have a twin.
She takes good care of me.

I'll be back home tonight.