.I’m Out of Title–.-!.

I suggest myself to write the Post Title to Date. Easier and doesn’t really use that much percentage of brain to think of a title that summaries the whole thing.

I can’t believe I still have that urge and guts to skip work like as if I am in high school or college –.-! Kepala hotak die~ But when the family and Sayang comes to mind, I managed to force myself to just get over with it ASAP. Please la, I really hate Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays! Haihhh…

So work today, loads of shits piled up for tomorrow and KJ now knows my phobia for numbers and calculations. And she kept asking me why and she kept reminding me, “Don’t worry the numbers cannot eat you one”, –.-… She just doesn’t get it. I even told her I got “Telor ayam” for Math SPM. And her jaw dropped lol. To hell~

Oihhh… Why la tomorrow Chiew Hoon decides to take leave when I’m still new and learning things –.-. Its ok. I can cope, In Syaa Allah.

Owh hehehe, and Alhamdulillah I manage to make time to see Sayang during lunch and at 6.30pm walaupun it was like 5 minutes meet up –.-!

Ok, I need my rest. Goodnight.

. I Am Always Blessed, Alhamdulillah.

Its been a while since I drew anything..

Sayang just head off to work and I’m alone..

And my lazy mood is on. I don’t feel like going to work tomorrow.

• I don’t like pushing people. And make them feel irritated when I ask for outstanding payments.
• I don’t like the big numbers I see every weekdays!
• I get so sick of looking at fucked up faces at work.
• I don’t like keeping up to peoples debts!

But I want to help Sayang save up some money to buy himself a new motorbike. I want to see him happy, cause I love him so much.. And I want to support mom dad and siblings, financially. I’m doing this for these loved ones. In Syaa Allah, I will take good care of everyone. Rezeki hamba-hamba Allah s.w.t. datang dari sume arah and dari pelbagai bentuk.. Amin amin amin…

If all else fails, In Syaa Allah, I will still have my drawing and designing skills and my passion to make a business. And I have Sayang, Daddy, Mommy and Nonnie to support and back me up .. The business-minded people in the family .. And I have Nabbie, Afiq and Syikin for extra hands haha … Alhamdulillah… I have always been blessed .

.Selamat Pengantin Baru Ucop & Niza.

I wish it was like the old days. Everyone would just go online on YM or MSN or Skype and chat for hours and sometimes video chat and make stupid faces lol.. But now, there are smart phones. Sigh, I tell you its not cool. Cause keyboard typing is way exciting than touchscreen –.-..

Anyways, Alhamdulillah and congratulations to Ucop and Niza . Finally selamat di nikahkan at Surau Al-Falak, Kulaijaya . Semoga bahagia sampai ke anak cucu .. Berseri seri pengantin laki and perempuan .. Tak sempat nk amik pic on my phone .. But will ask Niza for pic from her camera .

Done for today.. I need a good rest … Esok I wanna cook mushroom fried rice ^^..

.Exhausting.

Work today, hectic and exhausting! Too many things absorbed at the same time! Of course, its the closing date and all our customers are either happy to pay or just simply being hard-headed dragging their debt to new month and to forever until I have to stop and block their account. And I live happily ever after!!

I don’t really have much too complain regarding people but honestly, hahaha, you know this is funny. There is this *itch at work, name Adira *embarrasing to have her name after mine~*, I think she’s jealous of me cause I probably took all of her lame records such as eg, the nickname “Dira”, the prettiest, and the youngest~~ and plus, I am married and she is old and still acting like some shitting young cunt with irritating gedik voice and she thinks every guy in the office is after her! *SAY WHAT???* Difference between me and her, I am not lame and going round nagging about things to everyone~ And get this, she talks to everyone but rolls eyes and does not talk to me. You think I care if you say “I love you” to everyone at work except me?? *itch you’re Cheap~

And Chee Hoon. She’s my credit controller colleague. She’s one careless piece of ass trying to point fingers and pin point “my mistakes” when she didn’t do any checking before accusing me! She thinks she’s a know it all. She talks about mistakes and shits and she does the same shit and caught her more than once but just ignoring it cause I am just using her for my own good.

Anyways, that’s all for now. Time to sleep. I am juiced!

.TNT owh TNT~~~.

Bukan nk complain, tp aku mmg xminat Annual dinner jadah nye event! But if I say No, I’m sure most are gonna bad mouth about me! Haihhh –.-… And sumpah, aku benci most of the operation guys in TNT! Bapak xle bla klu nk flirting and joking around! Agak2 la klu nk kenal pn! Geli aku pgl2 name and siol2!! Naseb la aku da kawen, klu x, laju je mulut aku mencarut!

Anyways, just got back from work and found syg nye note before he left for work :’)…

*Blush* *Blush* *Blush*

Hehehe… And that is why I am still dreaming of my own business. So that I can see my Sayang whenever he’s home .. But slow2… Need to save up money ..

Hahahaha!!!! Can’t believe I’m still giggling over this adorable note ^^..!!!!

.Surviving!.

Its only the second day of real work, means no more training, and I already feel like a thousand years and 1 day feels forever to end! Seriously, I am going numb with these numbers and hard headed customers! Can’t believe I got back home at 8.11pm all because of sorting numbers!!! Like EARGH!

I still remember back in Medigate, I could still joke around and send smiley emails to customers, but now, if I do that, I would get scolded by my supervisor cause customer might take advantage of my friendliness. And yea, drag their debt to forever!

But whatever the stress pn, hehehe, Alhamdulillah I got my pay .. Half of the real pay amount.. Itupn kira byk jugak for 2 weeks of training ..

And thank you sayang for having lunch with me at McDonald.. .. It really helped lighten my stress weight and wiped tears of my face .. Love you so much!! Love you sangat2 ..

Keep few months of pay and settle:

• Sayang’s RM3k maxis bill and then terminate line!
• Buy PC ..
• Terminate P1 and go for Unifi!

That is if I survive this job! Thank you!

.Terengganu Wedding.

Thank you family for coming to Terengganu..

Honestly, this was one of my moodiest day. Why?

• I hate Kak Yah’s stupid veil! Its long and dragging and heavy! She promised me another and gave me another!
• The stupid make up woman styled my Hijab into something stupid that makes me look even fatter and all my baby hair were showing!
• The make up woman thickened by eyebrow!! Like WTF?? And plus the HEAVY MAKE UP!!!! Pale hotak die!!!!

But honestly, I was most pissed with Kak Yah banggang tu! Ass *itch!

Overall, I loved the meals, I loved the decoration and I love the people and my new Terengganu family … And I love Terengganu too!! …!

Bless everyone.. Amin Amin Amin …

.Random Shit.

I am feeling terribly homesick right now :'(.. Probably cause this house is now empty and only this morning everyone were having breakfast together, me cooking noodle and fried rice.. :(..

*Its a good thing this is no 2 story house, or I'd feel insanely lonely :'(*

Haihhh, what to do now.. I can't sleep, my medicine is in the car and I am feeling super lazy to get it. I need motivation *though I know it wont make any difference*.

I need a holiday. And work starts tomorrow. And I'm not even sure how long I can handle the stress of dealing with numbers everyday. Dammit!

First thing I'm gonna do once I get my salary, is go for a facial! Seriously, I cannot handle the stress these zits are giving me! And its all thanks to those make up people!



Just an idea:
Thinking of planning for a PD trip with Sayang, Family, Family Mak Oji and Pakcik Man if he wants to follow :).. Would be nice lepak2 at Legend Hotel Indoor Pool :D...

.Alhamdulillah.

Arrived JB yesterday with Mom Dad Afiq and Syikin and finally got to hug Sayang!!!

And haihhh, alone again at home~~ Sayang at work and the family already headed back to Subang .. Sedey .. Sempat masak for the Family tp xsempat nk buat bekal for Sayang … Sorry Dedeq…

And Congratulations to Siti Sarah Fitriah on her new born baby girl, Farah .. Will make sure I make time to see the little girl in the near future ..

You know, I am nervous right now~ I start my work tomorrow!!! No more training and no more playing around! Wuuhhhh! Aku benci customers! Aku benci numbers! But unfortunately, its what I will be dealing with everyday! Dang!

Need to buy more long skirts for work.. I can’t stand pants squeezing up my belly! Makan byk sgt!

Waiting patiently for Sayang to be back home and counting months to dad’s retirement day and In Syaa Allah, another special history in the making … Alhamdulillah for all of Allah s.w.t.’s blessing.. I have nothing to complain even when life’s not perfect cause I already have those I love most kept close to me .. Amin Amin Amin..

Alhamdulillah..

.Tenang.

Honestly can I just say I think my trainer is such a *itch!

Why?

You can't make time for me and then you want to hold me here until forever!! You xde husband bole a kt no hal and what not shit! Aku da rindu gle kt Sahey la!

Hearghhhh!

Tenang dira... Tenang...!

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