.Day 2 Kindergarten Orientation Day.

Today I handled the kids on my own.. Alhamdulillah, manageable but itu lah, masak at 5am cause I wanna make sure the kids have their nasi and lauk before going to school.
Tomorrow is gonna be the same.

I was at the gate waiting for school hours to end and thats when I saw abg wearing his spare pants I packed for him. Meaning, he wet his pants -.- lol.. I hope the teachers didn't hurt him physically and emotionally for that little incident cause its a learning process.

Teacher's comments:
1. Abang is finally involving himself with other kids and class activities..
2. Adra slowly learning to part away from abg.. Its a slow progress but she'll get there..
3. Both still a little quiet with the teachers.. Not much talking and asking yet, still pointing to communicate.

Tomorrow's the last day of orientation.. Hopefully there'll be much progress :).. InsyaAllah, Aamiin..

.Day 1 Kindergarten Orientation Day.

Alhamdulillah, today’s abg and adek’s first day at school. Not officially but its an orientation so yea, still attending school.

Abg wanted to follow me home but then he saw a friend arrived and he was ok.. Adra on the other hand, she just watched me with sad eyes while I walk out the gate.. But I had to let em go. Even I was heavy hearted to leave them behind but it had to be done. First time parting from the kids (padahal 8 til 12pm je)..

Teacher’s comments:

1. Adra’s TOO clingy with Taufiq! They separate the boys and the girls during breakfast lunch play time and prayer but Adra couldn’t care less. She still went to her brother –.-“. Even after the teacher told her not to. So that’s gonna take a while to sort.
2. Abg and Adek still haven’t got the guts yet to ask the teacher for the loo. So they hold their pee for hours! BAD! REALLY BAD! But they’ll learn to come upfront.
3. So far, no fights yet between abg adek and the other kids! ALHAMDULILLAH!!!

.Things To Buy.

Reminder. Online buy :

1. OmniGrid ruler
2. Either one Coconut Oil:
   - BioFinest
   - Nutiva
   - Other choices of Nutiva brand

Shit and iron!

.ECZEMA IS BACK!.

My eczema is starting again. The small patch of dry skin has already started to spread. Note to self on below link.

• https://www.permaculture.co.uk/readers-solutions/5-natural-cures-eczema
• https://www.amazon.com/Equate-Strength-Hydrocortisone-Anti-Itch-Cortizone-10/dp/B00CIFL3CO?tag=reader0b-20

Reminder!

• Change my cleanser
• Change shampoo soap detergent with the ones with no paraben
• Buy aloe vera plant
• Put VCO on face at night
• Control my stress level

I WONT LET YOU WIN THIS TIME STUPID ECZEMA!!!

.The Perfect Stitch.

Have I ever told you how I came to love sewing?

Well, it started back in Africa.

Mom was sitting on the sofa sewing something. I think it was dad’s shirt. I was watching her. I said I wanted to give it a try.. She said ok. She showed me how to thread. How to sew. From one hole to the other hole. I didn’t like how I sew cause the way I sew wasn’t as smooth as mom’s. Hers was just flawless and the way she holds her needle was just settling.

On that school year, coincidentally, there was sewing class! And my love for sewing just grew.

Anyways, I stopped sewing when we came back to Malaysia. In fact, a lot of things stopped when we moved back to Malaysia. The reason why I hated Malaysia. Cause I had to leave so many things behind and quit so many things I love.

Now that love sparked back ..

And I just found my perfect sewing on Youtube . Thank you Youtubers ... And thank you adhesive spray for sewing easier!

.A Selfish Wife I Am.

Sigh.

Maybe I should be ashamed of myself.

My previous post was typed out of anger and disappointment.

I was complaining how Sahey didn’t make time for me. And today, all of a sudden, he didn’t go for work. I asked him whether it was half day workday. And he said he took a day off. I said why? And he said so that I could have my time to make my notebooks.

    

I don’t know what to say!!! I was just left there speechless on the dining table.

Sigh.

Although 1 day is not enough, but, thank you for your consideration.

And I am sorry I’m such a selfish wife ...

I love you so much Baba...

.Adil Ke???.

Someday I hope you see what Ive given up for you!

But let me list them out here just in case you still dont see or realize it.

1. My independence
2. My freedom
3. My poetry
4. My piercings
5. My drawing
6. My business
7. My bookbinding hobby

You why I had to give all that up???

Cause you're too busy chasing money that you dont even have time for family! That you cant make time for my hobbies!

So I had to give all that up so that the kids are not abandoned by their parents! And so that you could chase all the money in the world without blaming me for any lack of savings! And yet you can still make time for your hobby!!!

Adil ke???????

.Beautiful Waxed Thread!.

Alhamdulillah my MOST awaited parcel just arrived safely!!! CANTEK KN THE COLOURS! And I am definitely gonna buy more in the near future!!!

Look who’s got their new school shoes .. They were so excited lol! Akid on the other hand, will only have me as his friend when Abg and Adek are at school til noon hehe.

Can’t wait for the teacher’s call to pick up their school uniforms!

Mom and dad said they wanna be there on the kids first day at school .. InsyaAllah bole aje .. Semoga Allah swt mudahkan segalan urusan persekolahan anak2 aku.. Aamiin..

.Bless Your Soul NekLong.

I just finished my plate of sweet foods.

I was going through my wishlist in all my online shopping sites, and I just noticed, that its gonna take forever for me to buy all of em. My wishlist is gonna grow, but my money isn’t.

Hopefully Sahey approves of giving me my share of his pay in Singapore Dollar. It’ll be way cheaper buying these stuffs in dollar!

I need to start making books! I’ve been so unproductive this whole year cause Sahey’s not giving me the time I need for my self therapy. Im always stressing over small things. It’s tiring me!

Today I went to Neklong’s house. She just passed away. I don’t really know her or remember her, but she’s Nenek’s sister, so she’s still someone to me. And plus, I finally got to meet Nenek, Maklong, Busu Pisha, Mak Teh Pak Teh, Busu Amat and Kak Nani . Al-Fatihah to my Neklong. May Allah swt bless her soul and all her deeds. Aamiin.. Allah loves you more .. She went on Friday on Maulidur Rasul. I’m glad Akid was there to cheer everyone up.

Too bad though mom and dad couldn’t make it to Johor Bahru because of the terrible traffic! Maybe next time InsyaAllah.

.News : Bad Vs Good.

Complained to 11street regarding the Seller who still haven’t posted my item yet til now. And requested for refund. But bodoh nye 11street said to give Seller time until 8th December! What the fuck? Da la lama kne tggu! And now kne tunggu lagi?! Bad solution 11street! I hate you now!

Then I manage to get through to Pos Malaysia customer service after listening to their STUPID HOLD SONG which was about 30 minutes that felt like HOURS! Turns out that my item was shipped back to China airport and now its been shipped back to Malaysia. And then you put the shipping status as SUCCESSFUL DELIVERY?? Ape gile??

I called MOTHERFUCKER MAXIS! And they said I have to wait until 2nd December PULAK for both line to be clear for telco change! BANGSAT! If 2nd December ko delay kan lg my issue, I WILL CREATE EVEN MORE ISSUE FOR YOU ASSHOLES!!!!

And topping off all that, MY KIDS WONT LET ME WATCH DC CROSSOVER!!!!!! I feel like I could just tear my hair off my head!!! YA ALLAH!! You’ve been conquering the TV WHOLE DAY like EVERYFUCKINGDAY! Give la mama just few hours of my show!!!

That wraps up the whole shitty news of yesterday!

For the good news.

1. My leather tool and my magnet snaps safely arrived home .
2. I ordered 2 7inch cake from Kak Diana because I was so stressed over bad news! Green Tea and Velvet Cheese! Will be picking it up today morning InsyaAllah.
3. Will be having dinner with Nisa and some college friends, which I’m not sure if I know them or not, at Stulang, Saturday night .

HAAAAHHHHHHH! I FEEL SO TIRED!