Dear Life,
Having 2 kids at a near age gap can be very stressing. I am not regretting anything. I tried to be independant but instead, I find myself relying too much on my husband.
I am scared of their cries, scared of their screams. I am scared of failing this job as a mother.
I failed my parents countless times. Maybe this is carma betching back at me.
I see my monster in both of them :'(.. Ya Allah.. Bless my kids with strong Iman, hidayah and Jannah. Dont let them be me :'(..
Aamiin aamiin aamiin..
Having 2 kids at a near age gap can be very stressing. I am not regretting anything. I tried to be independant but instead, I find myself relying too much on my husband.
I am scared of their cries, scared of their screams. I am scared of failing this job as a mother.
I failed my parents countless times. Maybe this is carma betching back at me.
I see my monster in both of them :'(.. Ya Allah.. Bless my kids with strong Iman, hidayah and Jannah. Dont let them be me :'(..
Aamiin aamiin aamiin..
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