.September.

Hubby is on night shift this week and next week :(.. Its 2 weeks of long lonely nights.. Haihhh..

I only have 1 month and few days to deliver.. Whoever is reading, please pray me hubby and baby make it through delivery and after delivery.. Safe and healthy.. Aamiin...

Good news is parents and Noni are probably coming tomorrow if not, 30th August :). Noni is finally going for her Degree this 1st of September :).. And plus Sayang's birthday is coming and In Syaa Allah, he will be on a 5 days holiday on that occasion :D..

I still have 2 more JB pregnancy check-up appointment. I dont know how many gazillion times I've mentioned the same thing. I just cant wait to get over with government appointments. I like their services but I just have issues with the slow progress of ticket numbers. In Syaa Allah next appointment would be baby scanning :).. Remind me to ask for a print out..

Semoga Allah s.w.t. murahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga.. Aamiin Aamiin Aamiin..

.Dapurku.

Woke up in the morning, went to the kitchen and I got a sudden headache.

So I went back in my room and saw Syg just finishing his Doa.. And so the denial conversation starts:

Me: Deq, yuyunk rasa ade tikus makan kt dapur smlm deq..
Syg: Nape yuyunk..?
Me: Dapur yuyunk bersepah gle.. Ngan pinggan bertimbun kt lam singki pastu ... (being cut off)
Syg: Urm tu la!
Me: -.-" . Truk betul tikus mane makan kt dapur yuyunk smlm syg.. Hish!

'Urm tu la!'..???

Owh he knew I was refering to the mess he made in my kitchen last night while I was sleeping -.-"... And still he denies it with that spontaneous expression.

.A Message to Baby.

Dear Baby..

When we both safely make it through labour, in syaa Allah, I hope you wont hate me for being a little strict and overprotective..

I have made so many stupid mistakes in my life that costs me my heart, my dreams and my future. But Alhamdulillah, your Dad was one of the person who saved my life before that foolish decision I was about to make back then.

All I want is whats best for you and I dont want you to go through those rough times I did. You'll make your own mistakes I'm pretty sure and we'll argue about it, but just so you know, I'll always be there for you no matter what the situation is.. Just like how my parents were there to fight for me.. After all, hard-headed and rebellious attitude runs in the family.. I wont be surprise if you remind me so much of who I was and am..

And if during your process of growing up and learning what lifes about, if I ever offended you with words that rips heart, I hope you can forgive me, like how I forgave my dad, no matter how long it takes.. Sometimes, people like your grandfather and me dont know the best ways to show love and care cause we were taught about life the hard way.. Your great grandfather was in the Army. I guess thats how it all started. War, Army, Disciplining kids and stuffs. Too pampered could make you dependent, a little strict will make you independent.. Maybe you'll understand once you're married, just like how I came to realize about it.

Last and not least, I hope you dont go astray from our family :(. When all else fails and is lost, family is the only people that will stay by your side.. In syaa Allah, Aamiin..

Never forget Allah s.w.t. dear love :)..

Love,
Mommy . . .

.Berpantang.

Ok so since my aunt pengedar Jamu pantang, hopefully it wont be so hard to look after my Mrs.V after due..

:)..

Thanks Mak Su :)..

.Baby.

Ya Allah.. Seronok rasa and tgk baby gerak2 dalam perut.. Kejap kaki, kejap siku, kejap berguling :)..

Baby pn makin hari makin kuat.. Ble baby gerak, terasa tekanan kt pundi kencing.. Kadang2 sampai xle tahan kencing..

Da brape hari tidur xlena.. Mamai.. Time malam baby xtido.. Jadi mommy die pn xdpt tido.. Pasal sume posisi mcm xkne ngan pergerakan posisi baby. Tapi xpe.. As long as I know you're healthy and safe inside :).. Jawab nye time daylight lah time tido mommy die..

Daddy die pn satu hal.. Ske peluk time tido tgn kt kepala baby lol.. Tekanan tgn daddy je da buat baby tumbuk sana, tendang sini, huhu..

Haihhh... Sebenarnye xsabar nk tggu hari bersalin tp pape pn, sabar.. :).. Allah s.w.t. tau masa terbaek tuk baby lihat dunia and lihat ibu ayah die :).. Semoga baby sihat walafiat kt dalam :).. Aamiin Aamiin Aamiin :)..

.One of Our Sweetest Nights.

So yesterday must have been one of the sweetest nights of our marraige life :)..

Sahey was sound asleep and I woke up at around 2am for a pee.. And when I got back in bed, he had his head next to mine while his legs far at the edge of the bed lol.. And I was like, how am I suppose to sleep like this lol..? So I put my arms under his neck and tb2 he hugged me like a baby hugging his mommy... :').. Awww.... Hehe...

So I hugged or cuddled him tight the whole night cause he was just too adorable ^^!

I'll always keep my family safe, in syaa Allah :)..

.Mee Goreng Basah, Accomplished!.

So I've failed many times trying to cook a simple dish like mee goreng basah and guess what! Today, I have accomplished my goal to cook mom's mee goreng basah! Weehuu~

The only reason I've been trying and trying is because Sahey seems to love mom's mee goreng basah -.-... Alhamdulillah, thank you mom for the tips :)..

Now I can shower in peace :')..

.Signs of Labour.

Alhamdulillah.. Finally today I managed to force myself to bathe and head to KK Larkin..

Alhamdulillah my baby is normal and pretty active says the doctor..

Signs that its time to deliver the baby:
- Water breaks
- Brownish coloured like blood
- Contraction, from your back bone right down to your pelvic

Got it!

.Laziest Pregnant Mom -.-.

I must be the most laziest pregnant mom in the universe -.-..

I had:
- none for breakfast
- porridge for lunch
- those hotdog buns for dinner
- and a Magnum Classic ice cream

-.-..

No rice or fruits! Why..? Cause I'm too lazy to cook for myself! Luckily I managed to snap myself during lunch to make porridge for my baby..

Allah knows how starved I am right now but its not healthy to eat after 10pm.. So I only had minerals. Haihhh....

Gonna eat healthy stuff tomorrow..!

.Raya Visit From 2 Couples.

Yesterday was hectic!

I had to go grocery shopping alone, had to bring all those heavy plastic bags up to level 4 alone and had to cook alone..

But after all that, Alhamdulillah, I'm a satisfied wife :)..

The first time celebrating Raya Aidilfitri with Hubby alone at JB and the first time I've prepared meal for Raya visitors.. Friends of mine call and said they wanted to jalan Raya at my house and I panicked but Alhamdulillah, I didnt screw things up :)..

Thanks Ayu and Dzul, Ang and Peruz for coming by.. And as usual Amir would always have dinner here with sayang :).. I had a good time chat with everyone :).. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir and Batin to you all :)..

.Shake and Take.

Thanks Fairuz Liyana for sharing this with everyone :)..

Planning of buying it hehe...

.Happy Birthday Daddy.

2 days back was daddy's birthday but unfortunately, I was unable to celebrate with the family cause I was at Terengganu attending Sahey's cousin's wedding.. So the kids sent me pictures of the simple celebration :)..

Daddy, I love you and my best Doas are always for you and mom and our family.. Aamiin... Thank you for being the best and the fiercest person I know ;)..

And the other picture is for future reference if we needed a homestay at Terengganu near the sea.. Hehe... Sahey said he'd take us (Me and Baby) on an island honeymoon after delivery :D.. In syaa Allah, Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Apartment Headache.

And so… I just found out that Kak Nija is moving out from her apartment this end of Raya.. And we’ve already booked with Dzul for the house.. Hopefully its a better house even though its unfurnished and hopefully the rental is below RM700.. Aamiin Aamiin Aamiin…

Problem now is how to tell En. Bad in less than a month notice –.-!

Hiahhh…

.Raya AidilFitri 2013.

It has been a long and busy Raya AidilFitri with the open houses and visiting the relatives and entertaining guests and touring round Terengganu, my second home now :)..

Anyways, got Raya money from Mom and Dad.. Thank you Attie and Ammie ^^... Alhamdulillah..

In Syaa Allah next year it will Raya with our baby :)..

So tomorrow we're heading back to Johor Bahru and the next day I have got another pregnancy appointment and a month after that, goodbye Johor :(.. And it'll be another month after that till, In Syaa Allah, my baby is delivered :).. Ya Allah, semoga Kau selamatkan and permudahkan sessi bersalin aku secara normal.. Semoga anak aku sihat and sempurna sifat and agama nye.. Aamiin...

That's all for now..

Will post Raya pictures when I get back to Johor ^^. Cannot wait :)..

.Vomitting Phobia.

Ever since I went through morning sickness, I developed vomitting phobia, if there is even such thing.

I just dont want to go through the pain and the digusting taste of puking again so whenever I feel like puking, I hold it inside for as long as I could. Sometimes, I swallow back in those small amount of vomit that tries to rush out of my mouth. Disgusting indeed.

Now my heartburn is killing me and I can feel all those foods desprate to be puked out. Dammit its the most uncomfortable feeling in the world and chest pain kills me!

Is there any side effects to holding your puke and is there any alternative way to clear away heartburn, chest pain and this nausea feeling???!

.Block C3 On Fire!.

It was around 2 something AM and I was on my way too Wonderland when all of a sudden there was this loud BOOM that woke me.

I ignored it and continued with my shut eye..

Then the fire alarm went on.

I ignored it and continued with my shut eye.....

Then a couple were shouting, "WOI API OI!! API!!! BLOCK TBAKAR!! BLOCK TBAKAR!!!"

And that really got me on my feet!!! Went to my window and saw red fire at Block C3 and those black smoke coming up fast! Ya Allah, such reddish orange fire!!

And 20 minutes later firefighters came and put out the fire..

See the thing about this apartment is that:

1. The stupid kids here play too much of motherfucking firecrackers that you cant even differentiate between a gun shot, a boom or just firecrackers.

2. The alarms go off so easily for no reason that people get confused and get tired of false alarm and needs to wait for someone to really shout FIRE to get everyone to realize that the real thing is happening!

Seriously, do something about all this!!!!!

Alhamdulillah no one got hurt.. Probably just few motorbikes, I guess.

Now I'm wide awake at 3 AM and cant go back to sleep cause I have sahor in about an hour. Haihhh....

Alhamdulillah my block is all good..

.Family Business.

If its the only thing I need to open up a Rosli family business after delivery, it would be Allah s.w.t and blessing, support and motivation from my husband and families.. Its all I need.

Ya Allah, grant my doa to open up family business to support my loving families..

Amin amin amin..

.Bersyukur, Sume Ade Hikmah.

Still no call from En.Azmi about our leaked car .. Hopefully Proton manages to settle it before 6th August and hopefully it doesn’t costs more than our budget .. Around less than RM3oo is ok la.. Amin amin amin… And I hope our censor and gearbox are in tip top shape, Amin amin amin…

I really wanna meet the family this Raya …

Whatever happens, rezeki tu sume dari Allah s.w.t. If not now, means there’s always Hikmah behind it… Bersyukur… Amin amin amin..

.My Mr. BOTAK!.

Didn't do much today..

Sent me and sayang's Jubah for altering and then went to chop off all sayang's hair.. Hahah time nk Raya baru nk botak!!

Takot ayah and ayah mertua la tu haha..

After botak, balik uma and sayang masuk air haha!! He took my phone and snapped 5 pictures of himself, probably cause I over complimented him looking handsome like a footballer, -.-... Haihhh.. Hahaha!!

Enjoy them pictures of himself -.-"

.Malay Village Restaurant.

The other day, the day my Waja broke down, me syg, Fairuz and Aang went for iftar together at Malay Village Restaurant (Sources: Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan), a double date lol.. And for RM35, the foods are worth every cent and RM.. Sedap!!

Malay's saying, 'Eat til you puke out' and seriously, Aang ate with all her heart til she really did puke out at a gas station :O!! Thats how much you'll love the buffet food there...!

Btw, think our table took more plates of food than other tables lol!! Gotta bring the family here someday ^^..

And yea, after iftar, Waja broke down and got tow to Plentong at 01:00 AM! Gearbox oil pipe leaking and the gearbox oil dried. Haihhh... There goes our Raya budget..

But its ok... I'm sure there's something better to come behind all this misfortunates :), In Syaa Allah,  Amin amin amin..

Thank you Busu Amat, Aang, Fairuz, Dzul, Ayu and abg Azmi for being there for us til late night... Million apologies for troubling everyone :(..

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