.Johor.

WTF!!! Ever since I had Google Plus on my phone, my blog pictures been missing and now my blog looks so fucking ugly!!!

Anyways, I am at Johor today until Sunday and guess what I brought along with me.. The doorgift thank you envelopes that needs a lot of folding to do :(... Damn! If I want to get things done fast, I just need to take it everywhere lol..

Tomorrow's event: SHOPPING with sayang~~~ :)..

Mom.. Wait for me yea to come back home and I will help you with the gifts :).. Thank you mom for helping...

.Typos.

Sorry for the many typos in previous post. I was typing with excitement

on my phone

and forgot to recheck grammer or spelling mistakes before publishing -.-..

Will correct it when I'm on lappy...

If I compile all my nightmare records, think I can make a real horror movie -.- and b

e rich -.-.......

Anyways. Off to sleep again..

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.Damn Nightmare.

A nightmare I'll never forget!

Dream 1:

It started off at school were there were these 2 weird girls. Honestly, I think they were demon worshipers. They keep following me and staring so deep at me. Everytime I'm alone, they chase me. But when there was this ustazah around, they would cover up with their lesbian kisses!

There was this one time they were chasing me while I was headed to my car. I was running and they were like fucking floating off the ground with their arms open wide trying grab me away! Fuck betol, damn fucking scary face!!

And I woke up with heavy breathing.

Dream 2:

Somewhere at some college -.-.. And damn those 2 girls were still there!!

So I was in this lift with a woman and I felt an eye watching me from outside the lift. And when the lift reached G, the woman asked wanna go lunch by car or by bike..? Thats when I saw those 2 freaks again just opposite my car. So I said lets go by car but somehow ended with bike.

We reached lunch spot and everyone was fighting for seats. There were these 2 betches suddenly fighting for my seat so I gave in and sat next to another girl.

One of the betch gripped my arm and asked annoying 'ape bnd ni kt tgn ko???'. It was like purple diamonds shaped like thingy. Earghhhh geli gile!!! Skipping that part!

When these girls pissed me off, suddenly their chairs flipped and those girls ass were on the ground.

Dream 3:

Me, and an alim couple student were at our dorm room. It was more like a rumah panjang. So we were chatting and chatting when suddenly we heard a loud thudding noise as if someone was running.

First it sounded like it came from below us. But no. Guess where it came from..? The opposite dorm. All the windows were widely open and thats when me and the alim guy say this pontianak crawling at fast speed on the ceiling!

The moment I saw the pontianak betch, I hid at one end corner of the window where the betch wont see me.  The alim guy told the alim girl to hide herself and she asked why. The alim guy pointed opposite dorm and the girl screamed a little and hid herself. Unfortunately, the betch heard and...she flew to our dorm crawling upside down just outside the window top face aimed inside our dorm.

I was aiming for my escape since we were near to the door but somehow the betch heard my steps, my hiding position changed to the corner end of the exit door. And guess what, the betch decided to sit at the escaped door, singing a fucking sad song with such annoying voice.

I got busted and the betch gripped my wrist so tightly and flew me around. She saw the alim guy and said 'ustaz ade telephone ustaz.......ustaz xnk ke suara sy jd ringtone ustaz............' Poor guy from freaked out and called a real ustaz.

While he was dialling, I was headed for an Al-Quran at a nearby shelf, with eyes closed all the time the betch was flying me around. Once I got hold of the Quran, the betch was gone.

And the dream ended there. Fuck those scary faces and scenes!!!

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.Catching Up Again :).

Me Jaji and Rat went to Fudhail's wedding but fortunately, we came a little too early.. The bride and groom were not there yet until 2pm... Unfortunately, we had to leave early cause Rat's got evening class and I was not well.. Sorry sgt Fud.. But hope you got our presents :)... And ktrang doa ko happy and panjang jodoh. :)..

So after the wedding us 3 went to Jaji's house and stayed in the car talking for hours and when I got home, I realized the fuel tank was empty haha -.-... Sorry maa.....

It was great catching up walaupun tgh tahan hingus... Haihhh... This 27th probably going to school together to get our English certs.. :)..

Reminder: Bawak hadiah!! :)

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.I Love You Mom.

Yesterday evening, me and mom had this big fight over mopped floors.

And today we're ok. :).. Believe it or not, I washed all of mom's laundries via hand, and hanged it. You don't get to see me do this everyday and damn, my fingers cramped after all that.. I'm sorry for hurting you mom...

Now I know mom's pain washing everyone's laundries and doing other chores at the same time. :(..

Suddenly I feel guilty of getting married cause I am gonna be looking after someone who is not the person who raised me up and gave birth to me :(..

Dira syg ibu sgt-sgt. :'(..

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.Practice Makes Perfect.

My tummy has been a little upset with me lately.. Me and toilet, inseparable..!!

Been practicing eye make-up at night lately.. For a friend's wedding and for my own wedding... Believe it or not but so far so good  :).. Don't really have perfect shadow colours so I mixed this and that and tadaaaaa..... A perfect combination :D....!

What should a wedding gift be..?

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.Galaxy Note.

I know this phone has been out since last year and seriously, I really want Samsung Galaxy Note :'(...

If I have that, I would forget about all the other smartphones as long as I can draw on it with a stylus.. Well unless there's a new better smartphone like Note comes out... I don't like tablets.. But Note is just nice...

Nk nages.......... :'(...

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.Settled.

Alhamdulillah... Wedding course me and Sahey, settled.. There were boring parts, but overall, it was fun  :)...

I met new friends too but the only one I was close too was Kak Linda, all the way from Perak, wedding next month in April and coincidentally was in the same college as Nabbie.. Masterskill Cheras, graduate of 2010  :).. And she's 23 years old and in forensic science  :).. I wish you all the best with your coming wedding  :)..

Enough... I am super tired and I wanna sleep... Goodnight people  :)..

Cert is available by next Wednesday  :)..

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.Rusty.

So I haven't been practising anything for ages and as from what the results shown in this post, it proves how rusty my make up and drawing is... -.-...

And just so you know, to cut cost on make-up, me and Achik Izzah will be doing mom and siblings make over... Gulp.. I will be doing the eyeshadow, eyebrows and lipstick while Achik on the hand will be handling the powder, foundation and so on... If I screw up, I am gonna bang my head to the wall, on the spot...

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.Random.

Noni's home... Means more noise in the house... If Nabbie was here, the noise would be unbearable...

Note to Nabbie:

It is NOT necessary to put personal details like eg. your work place name and address or picture in your blog. Dangerous people can stalk you or find your locations. Just put normal stuff je..

Tonight or tomorrow sahey will be coming to Subang Jaya... Will be checking out TMCC hall tomorrow and discuss about payments with mom, dad, Sahey and Nonnie will be tagging along being useless at one corner of our discussion tomorrow...

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.BILLS BILLS BILLS.

Ever since I made this stupid rule of opening computer and laptops on weekends only, I have been doing everything via phone :(.. But it had to be done..

BILLS:

- Electricity: RM980

- Mobile: RM1381

- Water: Unknown

Anyways, you get the idea right, the whole fucking amount is fucking ridiculous!! Plus my wedding bills!!! Dammit its like a suicide invitation if you don't have the money to pay for it..

:'(...

Enough thinking....

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.Touched.

This is so sweet  :)..

This afternoon, mom and afeq went to Mydin to shop.. So I asked Afeq to buy me 2 bars of Crunchie.. But when they got back home, Afeq said he threw the chocos away cause it melted in the car...

Being me, I pissed off saying that it can be put in freezer and it was a waste of RM7.20..

Afeq went silent and didn't have any words to say..

At 8pm, Afeq and dad went out for KFC dinner.. Which I was not bothered about.. But when they got back home, Afeq came into my room and gave me 4 bars of Crunchie and said he was sorry for what happened that afternoon!!! 2 extra bars!!! Then I asked who's money.. Turns out he used the money dad have him to go out with his friend tomorrow... And I was just touched :')...

You really didn't have to do that  :).. Esok akak blanje kamu kua ngan kawan  :)..

He's such an angel  :)...

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.2 Fallen Angels.

Hi... I had this dream..

There were 2 fallen angels seeking for help... They wanted to be a guardian angel again, so they asked these ladies (don't know who they are) to help them..

So these ladies ask what kind of help... The angels didn't know where to start, so they danced and sang/chanted words.. (All I rememered was: 'Look into our eyes and watch destiny')

Then the whole surrounding was playing the things what the angels were trying to tell the ladies..

The floor cracked and black dark smokes and grey clouds appeared and this gigantic devil rises up from the ground.

And that was all I remembered... I still remember those mesmerizing eyes the angels had..:)..

Anyways... Dreams.. Pfftttt...

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.Tiities Have Fashion Sense Too!.

What the hell..?¿

Observe!

- Picture 1: 2 in 1. Wedding gown + labor surgery dress..

- Picture 2: A fucking Tiitty Gown since it covers only the tiits..

- Picture 3: Cyclop Boob Dress/Costume...??? Seriously?¿

So now EVERYONE can be a fucking designer cause people would wear anything that would make them super unique and stands out from the rest... -.-...

*More XXL tiities freeshow for me, yeay!*

-.-'

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.SHOES!.

Darn heels~~~~~~

Darn boots~~~~~~

Darn slippers~~~~~~

Darn shoes~~~~~~

I drool so badly when I come across online shoe shopping!!!

Don't be surprised. I know this is not who I was back then, but face it. We all change as we grow up. So I change my mind. Be surprised! Haha...

Money~~~~~ I need money ~~~~

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.March Event Highlights.

Hey...

So me and mom are talking again.. It did felt awkward at first cause its been days since we last talked... Alhamdulillah all is good now..

Event highlights for this month:

- 16th: Check out the hall and find doorgifts

- 17th: Day 1 Wedding Course

- 18th: Day 2 Wedding Course

- 24th: Rat's birthday and Fud's wedding at USJ9

Yeayyyy.....

Lily: Thanks for being concern about me...:)...

Ziela: Haha...sorry this blog has been more about wedding haha..

Cannot wait for pampering time together..:)..

Bought this new room refreshner and now my room smells like Nisa's hostel room... Comfy.........:)...

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.TMCC.

Ok fine. If you guys really want your way, then don’t come complaining that I am not doing anything to help you find Halls or Buffet packages!

Telecom Malaysia Convention Centre.

FULLSTOP!

.Missing.

Life's such a lonely place to be...

If mom really doesn't want to coorperate with me, then I am gonna kill myself on my wedding day.

Sincerely.

.Mouth Shut.

Its already been few days me and mom are not on the same boat but working for the same thing.

She complains that I only sleep and not helping her with the wedding.

Wrong. I came up with a whole lot of cheap packages and halls. I came up with cheap door gifts sets. I came up with cheaper make up packages. All this to help her spend less on my wedding since I cannot afford to help her with the payments and bills.

But she pisses off at me and didn’t even care to look at the things I wanted to present to her.

I pissed off and started to raise my voice tone and ran up to my room, SLAM the door and turn up the music real loud as hell!

No one’s talking.

I gave her my engagement ring and said to return it back to Sahey’s mom and tell her that I am cancelling the wedding until I get a stable job and income to prepare for my own wedding using my own money. No complaints by that time. Right?

So I don’t know what she did with the ring and I don’t want to know.

She is stressing over something that can be settled rationally.

.Nabilah Rosli’s Birthday.

Yes, today is 6th March 2011 and today is this ass’s birthday…

Nabilah Rosli, penolong ketua kampung Rosli, who is right now at Melaka =).. I hope you have a good birthday and don’t miss your parents, sisters and brother too much.. Nnt I know you’ll start crying.. =’).

And if you need help finding your way back to Subang from Melaka, gimme a call and I’ll be on my way there in a jiff… =)..

Our prayers, semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and idup sentiasa diberkati Allah s.w.t.. Don’t forget your prayers and always use your head to make wise decisions =)… Amin amin amin…

Selamat Hari Lahir =)..

.Error.

Most of the time I really wish I could cry til the tears are all dried. But that would make me blind. Being blind, I can never see the 99% part of the world that I plan to explore…

They say when you’re going through many tough rides in life, it only means that Allah s.w.t. loves you cause Allah s.w.t. loves them who cries to Allah and pray and think of Allah s.w.t. There are no other better way to seek for help other than from Allah s.w.t. himself. Yes, I very much understand that..

But, the problem with me..

I am just too embarrass to seek or ask help from Allah s.w.t. cause my mind is set that this is what I get for all the sins I have done in the past life.. =”(.. I am embarrassed of my selfishness for turning to Allah s.w.t. only when I need Allah.. And when I didn’t need him, where was I? Lost in my own world until those walls starts closing in and slowly tumbles upon me.. ='(..

I don’t know what I am. But I know sometimes, I feel so far from Allah s.w.t. =’(… And when I am half way there to almost feeling close to Allah, something or someone pisses me off and I shut my moods to pray anymore =’(.. That easily =’(..

I don’t know most of whatever I am inside, are good, or bad =’(..

.Too Much Already.

I have been eating less rice and more of chocolate Crunchie!!!

Is it fucking true that one would eat more chocolate than usual when they are stressing??? DAMMIT!!!

I’m running out of ideas of buffet + hall catering packages, makeup packages and damn door gifts!! I feel like I am soon gonna have lots of white hair and soon go bald. Ya Allah! Please help my mom to stop stressing over my wedding. Cause somehow, those stresses are channelled out to me!!! Gahhhh!

.Kursus Kahwin.

Alhamdulillah .. Pre-Wedding Course, settled in 10 minutes!!! I WONDER WHAT TOOK SYG SO LONG TO GET THAT SIMPLE THING SETTLED!!!

Just incase I accidentally delete the text:

Date:      17th and 18th March 2012
Time:      Saturday (Registration: 1.45pm, Class: 2.30pm – 6.45pm)
             Sunday (Class: 9.00am – 6.45pm)
Payment: RM80/person (Cert, Book and Pencil, Fail, Food and everything complete)
Venue:    No.7, 1st Floor, Jalan Wangsa Delima 12, Wangsa Link
                (Next to Wangsa Walk shopping mall, 1st floor MIA steamboat restaurant)
                (Next to Medivron Clinic near Bank Islam and Tutty Fruity)
Bring:     Copy of front and back IC
Parking:  Wangsa Walk (RM2/entry)
Website: www.kursuskahwin.org
Contact: En. Azmal (019-2235067)
             Pn. Norizan (019-2770027)
             Cik. Azeana (019-2462628)

Done …

Better book fast to those who wants to get married soon XD!!!!!

.Tired and Just So Upset.

I was about to prepare myself a note to mom that I wanted to run away again and express my upsetting feelings in the note but then I had a second thought that this was not the right time. So I managed to take control of myself and turned up the music real loud.

Day after day, I keep asking myself how long can I hold myself together?

And I realized, not long enough to make it through that wedding day.

*Dammit I just pressed the reset button just when my Tetris score was about to reach 22,000!!!! WTF!!! All my efforts!!!!*