.The Lady In White.

I never felt so scared being in a dream before.

I spent an overnight at a wooden chalet with another girl. About teenage, and I kept calling her Adra eventhough she doesn't look anything like Adra.

Before Maghrib, the housekeeping came to our room and said she will be closing all doors and windows very soon. She warned that no matter what you hear, no matter what happens, do not open your eyes, do not get out of the room, do not move, do not scream. Just close your eyes and do nothing until Subuh.

I managed to see my view through the window. It wasn't a pleasant one. There was an old eerie wooden house right across the fence. I saw a lady in white staring at me.

Maghrib came. Doors and windows shut tight.

My heart was calm for a while.

Strike midnight, I had goosebumps. Heart beating like crazy.

Outside, I heard footsteps. Slow.

Then I heard scratches.

At my door, it stopped.

Tiba I felt someone touching my feet.

Ai......

I dont remember berzikir in my dreams before, so I think this is the first time aku zikir and selawat sepanjang malam smpai la ke Subuh! IT FELT FOREVER TO END SPECIALLY FEELING THE PRESENT OF PARANORMAL SHIT AND ALL! Don't know why but I had a feeling that it's that bitch in white.

Right before Subuh,

2 "jin" gemok entered my room. Dont ask me how I knew they were jins. Maybe it's their voice (deep and echoey), or their appearance. I dont know. It just felt like jin.

Anyways, both came in. Jin 1 went towards the bed beside mine (tah ble masa ade katil ni pn aku xtau la). There were 2 people sleeping. And Jin 2 went to my bed.

And the conversation went like this.

Jin 1: ANGKT BUDAK2 NI (refering to the 2 people sleeping next to my bed). YG NI BIA KN. DIE TGH ZIKIR (Refering to me).

Jin 2: BUDAK NI MCM MANE (Refering to that teenage Adra sleeping beside me)?

Jin 1: YG NI PN JGN USIK. DIE DTG DGN PMPN NI. BIA KN DIE.

KAU TAU X TAHAP DEBAR AKU TME NI MMG XLE BAWAK BINCANG! AKU TGGU NK LARI KUA DR MIMPI!

Lepas je Subuh, AKU CABUT dgn baju tdo aku!

I ran. I ran as fast as I could.

The ocean. There was no one but clear blue ocean.

Next I remember, I crawled out from a muddy pool, covered in mud, and naked. There were other kids there playing mud as well. Like hippos and pigs in mud. Suddenly everyone had their eyes on me. I quickly grabbed my clothings and wore em as I run.

And then I ended up at a familiar road. That road heading to Melaka (nape eh me and this same Melaka and Terengganu road!).

Only this time, it was different. Different cause I got attacked by a deer or antelope, I dont know, but it had long sharp HORNS you DONT WANNA get impaled with!

And lucky me, there was a chair, so I had the chair on his horns -.-".

And then my dream ended before I reached elsewhere.

.The Same Melaka Route.

I was on my way to Nenek Krubong's house at Melaka.

I was riding a bike. One hand steering the handle and the other one gripping Ammar's both ankle. Hanging him upside down while riding :(.

I know I have went down this same route before cause I have dreamt of it before.

Down the hill, pass the dark forest, the villagers, the grave and the river. And there was Nenek's house.

It was Nenek's big old wooden house. There was a women in white standing on the stairs of the front porch. Just watching me from far.

.School Trip, College Photos.

What a strange one.

I dreamt that I went to a school trip with my school friends. There was Fatin, Sharmiza, Faiz, EeLynn, Rachel, Michelle, the plastic Fatin and others.

Then after few tours, we all went back to the hotel. Funny thing, it was suddenly night time and we were all sleeping. I dont recognize these 2 girls sleeping in the same bed with me. Suddenly a tall man came into the room. He said he wanted to hurt us, and then he said he was kidding. He came in to give me somthing. And then, a little boy with the most sinister face entered the room. He handed to me a present with a grin. He said it was a present that Faiz made for me from the whole class. Open it in the morning.

Morning came and while packing for check out, I unwrapped the present and to my surprise, it was an album with everyone's signature and goodbye words. Turns out I was gonna depart from school to elsewhere.

And to my surprise, there were all pictures of me and my college friends, Lily, Ziela and Nisa. To be more specific, most of the pictures were from the time we spent the night at Port Dickson. Only these pictures were pictures that caught all 4 of us in it, joking around, by the beach, in the room, watching tv and all. So who snapped these photos? I was touched by the words, but who stalked us? And why pictures of college friends when I was with school mates?

While I was busy admiring the photos, I didnt realize the schoolbus left me there at the hotel. I couldn't call anyone cause there was no line. And while I was waiting for someone to pick up the phone, I was observing my surroundings cause it looked so familiar. That's when I realized, it was at my Nenek Krubong's house. An Indian lady came and asked why am I here? She was making fun of me getting left behind with another Malay lady.

And then everything ended.

.Time Travel.

I couldn't remember much detail of last night's dream but it was about time travel with the mission to retrieve an object and kill whoever gets in my way.

I remember someone holding a snake's head to my face. And then I saw someone sleeping with snakes all over his body. It was the most horrifying scene!

Every time I time travel back to the same time, it was always a different face that I had to kill but the same thing to retrieve, and the same place to meet with another being. In front of a big Gateway that looked more like a portal, at the edge of a cliff surrounded by clouds and mists.

Everything was just black grey and white. Not much colour to it.

I had 2 backups, familiar face but cant remember who.

And thats about all I can remember.

.The Same Terengganu Route.

 It was the same route to Terengganu. In my dreams though. The same sea level as the road. The same ocean waves. The same curbs. The same hurricane. The same highway.

.Portals and Realms.

I've been having a lot of dreams lately only didn't have the time to open up my lappy and update everyday's dreams.

​

This dream, I remember before going to sleep, I do my usual before bed routine. Kiss my kids, tug em in their blanket and make sure they are in the proper sleeping position. Sahey was there too.

​

And then I closed my eyes. And then I opened my eyes, everyone was there sleeping just the same position but the environment has changed. Our surroundings were red as if we were in Mars. I wasn't in my house anymore. 

​

I didn't bother waking up anyone cause I know they wont hear me.

I was talking to myself, I wanted to get out of here.

Do you know what was in front of me?

So many portals. Each portal leading to difference place or realm.

There was one which was green cause there were grasses and trees.

Another one orange, nothing but the Sahara desert.

Another black. I can only see stairs.

And another one that looked like my home.

​

I was gonna head for home until this guy (familiar face) said,

"You wouldn't want to go that way. I'll show you the exit."

I followed him. 

It was the black portal.

"This one. I'll always be here."

​

The moment we stepped in, the portal closed, I saw my family disappeared, and there were dead people, SO MANY DEAD PEOPLE along the stairs and MORE OF THEM when were reached the top! Fucking dead people!! Im pretty sure I saw that fucking Valak from the Nun! Babi sial! That son of a betch was staring straight into my eyes but nobody could touch me. Thank goodness!!!

​

And then this guy tied me to a tree. He puts an apple on my head. 

I held his hands so tight, practically begging him to help me get out! And I saw his fingers. They were human. Not black and dirty with long nails!

​

Me: Please, help me!! Help me!! I want to go home! 

Him: I know. Just play along. I wont hurt you but this has to be done.

Me: What needs to be done?? Please help me!!

​

Then he backed away few feet, took out a FUCKING BOW AND ARROW and whispered, "Trust me.", like I don't even know how I heard him said that but he said that.

​

Then WHOOSH, arrow hit the apple!

And he came running to me.

​

He untied me, gripped my hands and said, "Follow the lady. Don't stray. Just follow the lady to your home.".

​

There was a hooded lady. I followed her. The guy said he can't go any further than this point.

​

That lady showed me hell. People dying, suffocating, tortured and begging to be released. I don't know what that place was and I didn't dare to ask the lady. I just walked passed all of the horror, covered my eyes, avoid eye contact and there was a portal, I saw my family all still asleep. 

​

She came to me, closed my eyelid with her hand.

When I opened my eyes, I was back in bed next to my baby.

.Random.

Yeay, Alhamdulillah, kids final exam is over!! Now I can breathe!!

And plus, I have passed Thariq and Solehah's goodie bag to Kak Aini, so now, I have more time on my hands to focus on kid's next stage of revision for next year, on Iqra' and on the notebooks for Umar's birthday.

I am looking forward to seeing the kids final exam marks. Harap2 la xde yang fail. Aamiin..

Noni's drawstring bag is on its way. Now left to settle stupid Mrs.DIY yang x pos2 kan lagi item2 aku!! Da lebey masa da ni.!

.Almost Done.

Alhamdulilah! My goodness after 2 nights of wondering what Taufiq's Science paper would look like, I finally got myself around to make the questions!

My headache's ALMOST over!

1 hafazan settle for both Taufiq and Adra!

Now I am left with Pendidikan Islam paper and 2 more Surah for both Taufiq Adra.

But for now I think I need a break.

Do you think I should put these papers up on the paid website?
I mean it could earn me some side incomes :D

."Ammar Gemok!".

Hello there my little baby...

This picture was taken after Ammar's evening bath. And then Adra stopped by and laughed at Ammar. I asked her what was she laughing at since I see nothing funny happening.. And she said, "Baby Ammar GEMOK!"

-.-

My goodness Adra.. In case you didn't know, you were my biggest baby among your siblings XD!!!

Because you Ammar, will be my last (In Syaa Allah), I am treasuring every moment of you being the last baby cause then there wont be anymore cries and baby laughs when all of my babies are grown up :(.

If only I could stop time...

.New Cover.

Alhamdulillah.

Finally got to update a new blog header cover :D..

I tell you it wasnt easy getting those four to stay put just for ONE picture! But at last!!

Ok time to go..
Ammar will be up for milk soon...