.3 Days.

3 days! 3 days and I finally finished reading Life and Times of Mustaffa Ibrahim written by my dad..

Its funny cause I dont read but with this one, I read til 2 am in the morning just to know what happened next. It was crazy cause I forced myself to hold on a little longer before I completely doze off lol..

Dad.. I am looking forward to read the rest of your books :)

.Life and Times of Mustaffa Ibrahim.

I am phoneless at the moment. So I could not take picture of the book dad wrote dedicated to our late Atuk Mustaffa Ibrahim.

And believe or not, I am actually reading it. The history and life time of Atuk is interesting :). Only 2 days and I have already finished Chapter 2. Its a long journey of reading, trust me. Specially when I am not the type who reads. Nope, not me.

So dad got his hard headed from Atuk, just like how I inherited from dad. Lol. Runs in the family. Specially the eldest. Lol.

That's all for now.

Trying to contain my excitement of seeing my new Note 4 tomorrow morning InsyaAllah if Sahey proceeds with the deal. Not gonna get myself thrilled unless its already in my hand and in good condition. Oh yea, I sold my 2nd hand Sony Z2 to buy myself a 2nd hand Note 4. No worries, InsyaAllahm, so far, I am getting all the perfect condition phones. Hoping the same for Note 4, InsyaAllah..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin.

.IT DOESNT FIT!.

Assalamualaikum..

I feel so sad right now.

I always have trouble when buying clothes online.

Even when I have measured it PROPERLY, when it arrives, it does NOT fit!!!

FUCK FUCK!

And so 2 days ago I bought 6 FUCKING BLOUSE online and YOU CAN FUCKING GUESS WHAT!!!!!

HELL YES, IT DOES NOT FIT FUCKERS!!!!!

SO WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW????

I'LL TELL YOU WHAT!

I'm gonna SELL EM ALL! FOR $15!!!! I DONT CARE IF I DONT GET PROFIT, I JUST WANT EM ALL GONE! 

HOW IT HURTS LOOKING AT EM KNOWING YOU CANT WEAR EM!!!

Enough with heartache! 

InsyaAllah this Sunday I'll get my Note 4 and will be able to communicate with the world again! 

BYE!

.Weak.

Sebenarnye aku xtau nk tulis ape..

I got diarrhea, real bad migrain headache and cold + hot body temperature, all at the same time! And today, my body temperature is back to normal but the diarrhea is still there.

Alhamdulillah Sahey and Noni was around to help me out with house chores and kids..

I cant even stand! Too tired to talk. And body shaking like Parkinson!! It was like gravity wants me to walk with my head. Yes, dramatic but it was really that bad!!

I hate showing or being weak when im at my weakest state. I still remember Muzakkir's mockery back in high school.

"Nad, aku ske ble ko sakit. Ko xle nk marah2 atau pukul sape2"

It was like a slap to my face telling me how easily people can take advantage of me when I'm weak. Although he was just saying it, I see it at a whole different view. No way.

So here's a new fun medical fact I learnt yesterday from the doctor. Diarrhea is infectious. So it was Noni, then Abg, then Adek, and hopefully I am the last one getting infected.

Enough babbling. Til next time..

Assalamualaikum..

.Smartphones Oh Smartphones!.

Noni's now staying at my house, no longer in college hostel. Which is a good thing. No need to waste money paying hostel fees when she only has 1 class, which is on Wednesday and its only like what, 5 more month of school! And then InsyaAllah she's getting married.

Its been 3 days now since abang getting diarrhea.
Adek pulak makin ari makin kuat melawan and SHE DOES NOT FEAR ME x(!

Sahey said he's gonna buy me an IPhone 5 soon :D.. And I am thinking of selling my Sony Xperia Z2 and buy a Note 4! What do you think? Yes, I am GREEDY when it comes to NOTES! Hehehe.. Note 5 does not have SD Card slot. Samsung, that is not a good thing!

Ok cukup for now!

.Hello 2016.

Hello...

So I started writing diary back after a year of hiatus.

I find myself lost in search for past reference and unorganized. I am forgetful. No notes makes it very hard for me to recall things.

I miss Numan Abdulrahman bin Ahmad Najmi... My sister's son, thats who.. Abang loves kissing Numan and everytime he sees Numan's picture, he'd be like, "Baby.... Babyyy.....". He can be gentle to Numan but could not be gentle to his baby sister lol..

Noni's wedding is coming up next, InsyaAllah in few months to go.. Still havent sent my dress for tailoring. Gahhh!

Looking forward for February family holiday with the family at A Famosa Melaka.. Hopefully no one will spoil the holiday.

Time flies by so fast.

.Alhamdulillah, Selamat Jadi Bini Org.

Alhamdulillah.. My best friend is now finally a wife to a good man InsyaAllah :)..

I was just so happy on her Nikah night that I just had to hold my tears cause I dont wanna show my soft side :).. She was just beautiful :').. Ive always envied her beauty but in a good way :)..

Nur Ziela Ahmad, I wish you only the best for you and your family and your marriage.. May Allah swt bless you with all the happiness and barakah in this world :)..

Never stop talking to me k :).. I love you so much :)..

Biggest and warmest Congratulations to you and your sister Zurin on your wedding, Sincerely from me and the Rosli's :-***

.December, Alhamdulillah.

Assalamualaikum..

Wow, lama nye since I last updated this blog.

Dusty, sudey...

Latest news, waiting for my sister to deliver her baby very VERY soon! InsyaAllah less than a week now! So I heard its gonna be a son. And her husband is gonna name him, Nu'man. Haha.. Such familiar name XD!

I have been obsessed in bookbinding and hand sewing! Buying craft stuffs! Buying furniture to store all the craft stuffs I bought! AND SEWING MACHINE?? Hahaha! I just bought myself a sewing machine and I only learned once and already I am confident to use it! And guess who else is interested in learning? Yes, AHMAD SHAHIR ABDULLAH hahaha! I'm not a pro but I taught him how to start the damn thing haha. The previous sewing machine jammed and died, so I bought a new one. It was old anyways!

Suddenly I feel like wanting to join craft events or make diary donations to people hoho!

Right now, Jakel is having YES SALES and dammit I feel like buying all the fabrics but too bad I am saving some money to buy real leather for the book cover :). I wanna try to make the leather bookbinding diary, maybe for dad :).. Cause it suits him so well :D.

More good news. Alhamdulillah, Ziela's solemnization is just around the corner! Hotels booked and I am all excited for her ^^. Alhamdulillah Allah suited her with a good man :). Such a good month to be celebrating a lot of things. Ziela's birthday is coming too.. My my..

AND PLUS SAHEY'S BONUSSSSSS INSYAALLAH :D :D :D!!!! Debts to pay and stuffs to buy!! Yeayyyy......

Alhamdulillah.. Murah rezeki all those I love most :).. I love you all so much and I hope life ahead is bright and promising :). Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Ok time to go.
Til I jot again.

.Rawatan Traditional.

Elakkan 3 jenis ikan: Pari, Bawal hitam dan Terubok kerana ia akan mengaktifkan ketumbuhan fibroid. Ikan-ikan ini mengandungi toksik yang tinggi

24-Lukemia/amenia/teleseminis. Cari daun Kemunting Cina. Jemur & keringkan. Rebus & Minum 10 gram. Sangat Mujarab InsyaAllah

25-Darah rendah @ kanser payu dara – Amalkan makan ubi kayu (bahan lemennerin dalam ubikayu untuk mencegah kanser )

26- Kanser: Daun belalai gajah (kadar helai mengikut stage kanser) + 1 biji Epal hijau dan blend.

Kanser stage 1: ambil 50 helai
Kanser stage 2: ambil 100 helai
Kanser stage 3: ambil 150 helai
Kanser stage 4: ambil 200 helai

Blend & minum dalam jarak masa kurang dari 5 minit.

27-Elak kanser dengan mengamalkan minum air serai. Ketuk kepala serai dan rendam dalam air panas. Minum bila sudah suam. Bagus untuk kesihatan rahim wanita.

28-Taugeh juga Ubat kanser

29-Stress. Amalkan membaca surah Al-Insyirah (Allamnashroh) setiap kali STRESS.

30-Sakit Jantung. Amalkan memakan bawang putih.

31-Anak Cerdik/Tinggi IQ - Minum Air Halia (yang diricih dan di rendam dalam air panas) setiap pagi

32-Sakit Jantung (jika ada)

1 gelas/cawan air lemon + 1 gelas madu + 1 gelas cuka epal + 1 gelas air halia + 1 gelas air bawang putih

Campukan bahan-bahan tersebut , kacau dan simpan dalam peti ais minum 1 sudu pagi dan 1 sudu malam

33-Kencing Kotor (perempuan) - Lobak putih diblend dan minum.

34-Batu karang/prostat/hernia/kencing tak lawas - cari 2 helai daun pecah tujuh. Rendam dan minum. InsyaAllah batu karang akan pecah selepas itu.

35-jika ada darah tinggi. Jangan masuk tandas 15 minit sebelum Asar & 15 minit sebelum Maghrib.

36-Ubat merawat penyakit lumpuh/stroke dan darah tinggi

Susu Kambing Original + Surah Ya Seen, Ayat 72:

وَذَلَّلْنَاهَا لَهُمْ فَمِنْهَا رَكُوبُهُمْ وَمِنْهَا يَأْكُلُونَ

Dan Kami jinakkan dia untuk kegunaan mereka; maka sebahagian di antaranya menjadi kenderaan mereka, dan sebab bagi lagi mereka makan

37-Ubat darah tinggi - Makan 20 helai pucuk hempadu bumi pagi dan petang.

38-Ubat Kencing Manis - peria serta biji peria diblend dan dibuat minum.

39-Kayu Manis juga ubat kencing manis

40-Kencing Manis : cari 4 helai daun Ceri. Rendam ramasan daun ceri bersama kaki yang rosak akibat kencing manis.

41-Kencing Manis -Biji petai belalang digoreng tanpa minyak + tumbuk dan dibuat minum

..setiap penyakit ada penawarnya. Wajib kita berubat apabila sakit melainkan mati😀😀😀

.So Many Ideas, So Little Money.

The title speaks it all.

Aku benci mntk duet dr Sahey. Aku benci die tny mcm2. Aku benci die pk sume bnd aku nk buat, membazirkan duet die!

So I started applying jobs again so that I can earn my own money. If I ever get hired, I'm gonna leave the kids at Subang while I work at Subang or anywhere around KL or Subang.

Im starting to hate marriage!