I never thought I'd felt that painful dying feeling of gastric + heartburn again until today morning! And today, it happened twice. And I have a feeling that its not over yet.
But Alhamdulillah I wasn't hospitalized on my birthday ")..
Honestly, you would not want to wish for this ache.
Budak kecik da besar.. Tido nk kaki bersilang.. Bgn nk mengeliat with face expression.. Nk beyak kne ade susu dlu.. Nk tido kne dodoi.. Hahaha...
Macam2 la awk ni syg..")..
Anyways.. Taufiq got new Terengganu cousin!! Alhamdulillah, Wanno safely delivered a healthy 3kg baby girl ").. In syaa Allah, name, Nur Ammara Iris ").. Congrats Iwan and Wanno..
Now Taufiq has a cousin a month before him, Faeq, and a month after him, Iris.. ")..
All is good.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..
Now I know what it feels like to be a worried mother.. When crying and praying to Allah s.w.t just feels not enough, I just wish I could do more to ease whatever it is that's bothering Taufiq :'(..
Its already been 2 restless nights for him :(.. He's drinking alot and pooping as usual but he's having a hard time trying to sleep even when his eyes are half way shut.. He's been choking sometimes during his bfeed time.. It wasnt like this before :'(.. And his breathing are a little heavy and fast..
Ya Allah, guide my baby :'(.. I cant sleep worrying like this :(.. He's the happiest thing in my life and I know crying will do no good but my Doa's are as important as my prayers.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...
I miss my baby trying to pump milk himself and making cute faces while drinking peacefully :'(..
Mama loves you Muhammad Taufiq Fa'Izin :')..
Bismillah'hirrahmanirahim...
Ya Allah, semoga Kau berkati sumbangan derma yg aku buat harini..
Aku sedekah kn kepada semua ahli keluarga dan keturunan aku dan keluarga suami aku..
Aamiin aamiin aamiin...
Hahah... This is not his worst face expression yet.. But I managed to snap his poop-loading-moment face..
Well atleast the nice part hehe...
Hehe... Saje gedik2 nk letak gmbr Jason Wade cause he looks a little like my Mr. Husband hehe... Only Wade has a sharp face hehe...
Miss my husband haihhh :(..
Salam..
Its only been a week and few days and Taufiq da tembam skit hehe.. Alhamdulillah sihat syukur he's breastfed :)..
Moga he'll always love his Momma and his daddy :')..
Taufiq.. Da besar jd hamba Allah yg soleh and bjihad tuk Islam k baby :').. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..
Ya Allah.. Semoga air susu aku yg anak aku minum ni menjadi penawar kepada semua penyakit dan menjadi penguat kepada badannye.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...
My little hero has jaundice :'(..
In syaa Allah, semoga result doctor nnt adalah berita baek.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..
I dont like how Dr. Khoo handles my baby x(. I know he is the expert but that doesnt mean he should handle babies like chickens! Hish!
Anyways, Alhamdulillah, ceaser stitch is gone and my C section looks good :)..
I miss my husband and I really need his love and comforting words :'(.. Baby Taufiq misses him too :'(
