.Palestine Update.

Theres been alot going on these days.

Scotland finally opening its door to Palestine refugees for safe haven but thing is, Palestinians will never run or abandon Palestine. They will fight til the end to protect Al Aqsa. It would have been better if Hamza brings whatever they got to Palestine. Never give that chance for Israel to conquer Palestine. NEVER!

Oh and they also bombed the 3rd oldest Christian church in Gaza. Would it take a church bombing to open up the eyes of the non-muslim supporting Israel? We'll see.

On my side of life, Alhamdulillah En Fairuz finally got someone to have the walls fixed. So the house is a bit dusty but nothing a few rounds of mopping couldnt solve. But, the thing is, the leak is within the walls. And I dont see these contractors doing anything to solve whatever problem thats within the walls. They are just putting thick layer of paint over the wall. Thats not gonna solve anything long term, adoih. Nevermind, Sahey said they're coming again next Friday so, Im gonna see if anything is gonna be done. Sigh.

.Christian Hospital, Bombed.

They bombed the Christian hospital yesterday at Gaza. And they blamed the Hamas, as usual.

Membuak rasa benggang aku..!

.Free Palestine.

I take it back. Its not the best birthday of my life. Its probably the worst and saddest birthday of life. 

The 11th, Israel declared war against Palestine. And the 12th everything just got worst. From cementing Palestines water source, to cutting their electricity and food supplies, down to forcing them out of their homes in the name safety, just to have them cornered and bombed before they could escape 😔.

Its already the 17th and no country is going out there to help them. Fucking UN and NAM! Malaysia should have just done like what Mahathir did during Bosnia war. Just fuck the UN rules and race out there to help our Muslim brothers and sisters. For goodness sake, those are women and kids being massacred! 

They say its about Hamas and for fucks sake fucking Israhell is just doing it for sports and for the land that was never theirs!! Let em all free!!! Allah has promised the time where Palestine will win the war and when that happens, the whole world will laugh and celebrate on your demise!!! 

Its been days that I have lost my mood to do anything 😔.. Im glad more and more people have woken up and see the truth. Muslim or non Muslim, as long as you have heart, the truth shall prevail. Alhamdulillah, In Syaa Allah, Aamiin..

Soon.. Victory to Palestines as Allah has promised!! AAMIIN!

.Nostalgic Gift.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Baba for the watch gift.. 

So nostalgic just looking at it. It reminds me of arwah Ayah.. AlFatihah.. semoga Ayah bahagia and tenang di sna bersama org2 beriman..

And thank you again baba! Semoga Allah swt murahkan rezeki kt sekeluarga.. Aamiin..

.Happy 34th Birthday, Dira.

Alhamdulillah, this year Ive received all the things that I want.. Thank you Allah swt..

1. Malbatt Movie

2. Samsung Flip Z5

3. Casio watch similar to Ayah's

Semoga aku berubah menjadi lebih baik di masa akan datang. Semoga Allah kuatkan and tetapkan iman aku. Dan semoga dimurahkan rezeki slalu. Aamiin..

.War.

Yesterday, Palestine launched 5000 missile to Israhell. Palestine has had enough of the oppression and terrorising Al-Aqsa Mosque. Those Israhell deserve hell on earth!

Was told that Israhell bombed Indonesia's help support. And Malaysia is waiting for UN's order to help Palestine. Ko nk tggu order from UN buat ape when clearly UN has been part of the war and earth's destruction. If it were up to me, Id just go for it! 

Semoga Allah lindungi sume Umat² Islam dan manusia² yg tidak bersalah.. Aamiin..

.Random.

Alhamdulillah, bills all settled.. 

Planning to bring the kids to Danga Bay theme park kalau ade rezeki.. Aamiin.. Another 1 day and its Sahey's day off.

.Feisty Zombie.

Sejak budak² demam and then sambung pulak Sahey demam the past few weeks, I havent gotten any rest at all. 

Now my body is just aching and my mind is half awake. So most of the time Im unaware of what Im doing. Not to mention how moody Ive been all these weeks cause my brain cant accept any noise or voice interruption from anyone. Every small call is a trigger 😭.

Forgive me, Familia 😢.

.Not China, Again.

I had a dream I was queing to buy myself a ticket to go China. Funny how those girls from Blimey were queing behind me to go to China aswell. And so while we were queing, this guy suddenly cut our queue and went straight infront of me. Pissed me off so I told him to piss off. And he went to the next counter. The audicity!! Even in my dreams I was so pissed off.

So then my turn came and I paid for the tickets. Guess how many tickets the counter gave me?? 10!!! I was like, WHAT IS ALL THIS??? And she said I paid for the amount of 10 tickets so she booked me 10 tickets!! I was like, I wanted the change back not more tickets!!!

And so yea, I was confused and didnt know who to give the other tickets! I wanted to bring my family, but remembered that Akid has eye appointment the next day (which he does in reality 😂), in the end, I decided to throw away the rest of the tickets.

Ibu was furious with me cause I decided to go on my own.

So I got home and went upstairs to pack. As I was doing my no.1, Ayah knocked on the door (or atleast I thought so cause it was Ayah's voice) and asked me, *Dira nk g China ke?". That was his words from his worried tone, but I can tell, what he really meant to say was, "Kenapa xberitahu Ayah..? Xya la g China Dira.. Bahaya g sorang..". But I didnt answer Ayah's question cause I was afraid of his next responce. So I kept silence.

And thats how my dream ended...

.Akid's School, Approved & Confirmed.

Alhamdulillah, Akid's enrollment application into Taufiq and Adra's school is approved and confirmed.

Now I just have to wait for December to get Doctor's approval that he is fit for normal school. Aamiin..

If things go sideways and doctor suggests special school, Id rather have him homeschool with me or a tutor. Im not gonna downgrade his capabilities just cause others thinks he's a little slow.