.PENAT DA BADAN!.

Sahey keje 4 ari, cuti 1 ari and then continued another 4 days.

I feel like I havent got any rest for 9 days! For a pregnant lady, I should have been given enough rest and enough help for the first trimester. But I am doing all the heavy work.

Kepala sakit. Badan sakit. Perut sakit. Celah vagina pn sakit! Kadang2 rasa nk lari dr rumah and duduk je kt hotel and no need to worry about any chores or heavy work!!

PENAT SGT LA!!!

Tdo xckup makes me so moody and angry.

Tp aku syg anak2 aku.. Tak sanggup nk tdo time dorang tgh jaga :(.. Dorang pulak jarang tdo.. Sakit kepala and mata tahan xtdo. And no one understands.

I try to keep myself awake by making books. Book after books. Even making books are already giving me finger aches. Urut da berterabor.

Alhamdulillah I have taught myself to put these phones aside so that I can focus on the house chores and the kids.. Just havent got time for myself...

Assalamualaikum..

.First Batch, Pregnant, CHECK.

Good news..

InsyaAllah, Me Billa and Noni are pregnant...

Well Noni needs to reconfirm pregnancy strip with KKM and get her Red Book.. Me and Billa Alhamdulillah already got our Red Book..

Me with my thrid, Billa with her second and Noni with her first.. InsyaAllah.. :)

Moms got a lot of work cut out for her early next year. I due on the February while Noni and Billa are probably on the same month, April... XD..

Owh well.. Alhamdulillah is all there is to say and InsyaAllah may Allah swt bless our pregnancy journey and our and our babies health.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

So unexpected hahah...

.This Small Boat Is Sinking FAST!.

Arini aku stress. Stress sgt,

I've been yelling 1 whole day at the kids because of small mistakes. I've been trying to shut my eyes but I cant get a good sleep! Sneezing is annoying me to the max! All because of this fight me and Sahey are going through.

Wait is my blog private or public?

You know what. I DONT CARE!

I dont have anywhere else to let these off my chest so I am gonna crap shit in here.

It was a month break up before we got engaged. So why did you chased after me if you're not willing to change??????

Did you know what I threw away just to show you that I meant it when I said I'll change if that'll make things for the better???

And what did you do for a change to improve this relationship???\

If you think it was as easy as giving up my piercings, YOU THOUGH DAMN WRONG!!!! EVEN THOSE PIERCINGS OF MINE MEANT A LOT TO ME!! EVERY LITTLE DAMN HOLE I MADE ON MY FACE!!!

I've gave you what you wanted, so what more do  you want just so you'd give up your "SINGLE LIFE" habits for your family???

Its funny how everyone thought we're a happy married couple when truth is, we're screwed and just waiting for this small boat to sink! NO! Truth is, this small boat is already sinking but I'm holding both my kids up high so they don't drown with us!

Da a smpai sni je.

Aku penat.