.Everything Will Be Ok.

Salam little baby..

I know the doctor said you're not growing plus, undetectable heartbeat and abortion is the only right thing to do.

But I assure you, I still have my hopes and prayers for you.. Allah s.w.t knows whats best and only Allah can change a doctor's fact.

Ya Allah, kalau dah ade, bia la ia menjadi Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku :'(.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Walaupun only still a clot, I have developed this love for it Ya Allah.. Please dont take the baby away from me Ya Allah.. It would be a test too heavy and depressing for me to lift it..

But if its written that baby #2 and me do not meet, I'll learn to face it and that everything that you've planned are only the best plans for our family's future .. :'(..

Mama loves you Baby #2 :'(... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

This month has been the hardest month for me... When dad asked how the ultrasound scan went, I cried explaining what the doctor explained to me. I will do another ultrasound scan again sometime after Terengganu.. I still have faith in my baby and that the previous scans were at early stage to detect any heartbeat..

InsyaAllah, everything will be ok.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Fever.

Since the whole house is down with fever, haihhh, ape lg.. First my baby's temperature went high and he went down with cold, now I'm down with cold as well.

My whole body is freezing and the fan is not even on!

But Alhamdulillah Taufiq is getting better after that pill up in his ass! Mke selamba saja... Haha... More active than this morning too.. :).. I love you baby...!

Rindu kt sayang saya :(.. Gaduh besar 2 days ago and I cant find the mood to start a conversation yet cause it was his fault.

Semoga Allah s.w.t. sentiasa lindungi and jaga suami aku, murahkan, lapangkan and dekatkan rezeki die, hapuskan hutang2 die and sentiasa berkati hidup amalan and ilmu die :').. Aamiin... Begitu juga dengan keluarga, keturunan and kawan2 kami... Semoga kau ampunkan dosa-dosa kami Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin... :)..

.Sleeping Taufiq.

I am in love with all the grown up positions of Taufiq sleeping lol...

.Baby Spa and Swim.

Hello baby spa and swim session haha...

I was scrolling down my FB timeline when I saw my friend's (Fairuz Liyana Azman) post.. Interesting as it is, I grab the link, bookmark, and checked it out...

http://hippopo.my/index.html

HIPPOPO BABY SPA AND SWIM, I just have to have Taufiq introduced too!

The mama couldn't get a spa and swim, baby dpt pn jadi lah.. Haha...

Will have apppointment booked nnt :).. Gonna go with Ibu nnt hehehe....

.My Little Family.

Hehe.. This is the first picture of our family snapped together.. And as you can see, Taufiq is a natural hahah.. He knows exactly where to look and when to look.

Seriously, whenever he looks at himself in the mirror or in a video, he'll get super excited and starts kicking his legs and reaching out his hands to touch his own face and communicate lol.. Must have thought there's a real living baby behind the screen lol..

Pape pn, mama and ayah loves you so much baby...

*think its time I change my blog's main picture to this one :)*

.Step By Step.

Hihi.. My little baby is slowly growing up and mama is loving every step by step development progress you're making :).. I see you're trying to communicate although I dont understand you :)..

Cepat besar k Taufiq.. And we'll travel with Ayah :) , InsyaAllah :)

.Taufiq's Communicating.

Haih....

Havent been here for quite a while :)..

Alhamdulillah, Taufiq is not crying as miserable as before :).. He's slowly growing up and learning to communicate.. He is responding more and more towards face expression :)..

When he starts talking, you better respond and look right at him or he will go emotional cause you're not paying any attention tp him haha!

I guess thats all for now.. Will upload pictures later if I remember :)..