.Where To Begin.

I G G Y ~~~

Hahahaha! What is wrong with me! I got this "I-GG-Y" Azalea influenza cause she reminds me so much of EVE, my fav :).. Ok, enough. Moving on..

Its been days and nights of trying to find someone who would take bulk orders for custom handmade wallets for me!! Susah nye!! Xmau duet ke korang..?? Help me please...

Yea anyways. Still waiting for replies from few crafters.. InsyaAllah ade... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

Thinking of going back to Subang to usha some kain2 for business.. Need to make calculation to see which is more saving..

Heargh.. Malas nye nk type. For updating sake aku crap tah pape kt sni -.-.

Bye.

.Taufiq's Jealousy Cost Him A Big Painful Bump.

Like the post title said, I was breastfeeding Adra and he got jealous cause I wasnt paying attention to him and he tripped and fell hard on a hanger on the floor :'(.. I can imagine how painful it hurts by the way he rolled and cried on the floor :'(.. Stopped Adra for a minute to sooth him down and then Adra fell asleep like a big girl :)..

Praying that his bump is nothing serious :'(.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Baby Clothing Online.

Link to baby clothings site..

- www.mom2shop.com
- www.brandedcollection.com.my
- www.manjakuhappy.com
- Facebook: Baby World
- www.bajubabymurahbergaya.blogspot.com/2014/06/raya-stock-new-bodysuit-dress-shirt.html?m=1
- borongpakaianbaby.blogspot.com/2013/06/burberry-dress_254.html?m=1
- www.pinkytoots.m.webs.com
- www.mamayayazone.com
- www.kiddietowns.com
- www.onlinebabywear.com.my
- www.summerglitz.com
- www.mylovelybabycloset.com
- www.mylilangelz.com

.Hello.

Alhamdulillah, Taufiq is all well and Adra almost :).. Sahey..? He just started lol.. Me..? Feels like fever back again -.-..

Johor's been raining heavily lately :).. Heaven for me but unfortunately for those bikers going to work specially to Singapore.. Refering to my husband. Lol..

Another few more days and Adra is Alhamdulillah 2 months old :).. Cannot wait til you turn 6 months baby :)..

New exciting things just round the corner:
1. Taufiq screwed the TV dead and so Sahey's buying a new one this week..
2. Billa's engagement this month and her wedding insyaAllah early next year..

Thats all :)..

.Unwell.

Last night was the first time I'm taking care of Taufiq and Adra alone and Ya Allah... stress sangat2..

Not stress because they are kids but because they're both unwell and both of them couldnt sleep and I didnt know what to do cause it was past midnight and plus, I was so tired that their screaming cries didnt bother me at all :(.. Alhamdulillah at 6am, I got my strength back and my stable mood..

Kecian Taufiq 2 kali jatuh katil :'(..

Dah. I need rest.

.Matching Sets.

Believe it or not, I am now wasting my money on baby clothes haha...

Only Adra's Navy dress left in waiting to match with Taufiq's Navy set :D..

Thank you only shops.. You did good :)..

.Colic + Woodwards' s Gripe Water = ?.

My little Adra has colic and this reminds me so much of Taufiq when he was a newborn :(..

Reminder:
- Buy Woodwards' s Gripe Water (if I could fine any in this Subang Jaya). They say it works like miracle for colic pain, InsyaAllah..
- Buy baby cream face for breast milk bacteria.

Adra is finally having some peace in her sleep.. Hopefully the pain goes away in the morning... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Personalized Bracelet.

Thinking of buying a personalized bracelet for Adra :)..

Diary of a Miniature Enthusiast [Malaysia]: Charm Bracelets, Handmade & Custom Made Jewelry :
http://www.theminidiary.com/p/charm-catalogue.html?m=1

Crafted By Mei [Malaysia] - Charm Bracelet, Custom Made Keychain Photos, Bead Pearl Jewelry Handmade:
http://craftedbymei.blogspot.com/

.My Mother-In-Law.

I wish I could say this straight to my mother-in-law, but unfortunately, I know I'm never good with words and speeches and somehow sometimes, I would end up hurting peoples feelings cause I think too much about the right words at the time of situation that I just lost myself in forming sentences.

So here goes..

Mak..

You are the nicest and caring mother-in-law anyone could ever wish for :).. I am sorry I couldnt help you out with Nazey's wedding and I am sorry I couldnt send Taufiq to Terengganu to be with you.. I could just pass Taufiq to Sahey and have him sent to you but I still dont trust Sahey in taking good care of Taufiq..

He knows all the timetables and the routines, yes, but somehow, he is still careless and cares too much of his phone rather than his son and family..

I know you'll be busy with the wedding, and that is another reason I couldnt have Taufiq there at Terengganu.. Because I only trust you in taking care of Taufiq and not the aunts or the kids.. I know you love Taufiq as much as my mother do, and that is why I know you can give what is best for him..

I am sorry Mak you are spending very little time with your grandkids because of me.. InsyaAllah when these 2 are big enough to walk and talk, I will make sure that they love and know you and ayah as much as they love and know their grandparents here in Subang Jaya..

But for the mean time, I will be around JB and Subang Jaya cause I still couldnt handle these 2 kids when on long journeys :(.. Specially when the brother still cant walk and the sister is still a breastfeeding baby :(..

I love you Mak as much as I love my mother :)..

.Nur Adra Solehah Binti Ahmad Shahir.

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah.. 10th September 2014, 11.50am, my baby girl was safely born at Putrajaya Hospital, weighting 3.68kg :).. Nur Adra Solehah binti Ahmad Shahir..

You have no idea how happy I was during our skin-to-skin session in the OT room.. Her chubby hands made her look so healthy and well fed during her days in my tummy haha..

Being at the hospital for 3 days were the most stressful days of my life.. Not because of the hospitality but because I couldnt breastfeed Adra cause my milk wouldnt come out :(.. But Alhamdulillah the nurses topup her with formula milk.. And Alhamdulillah sgt2, after Kak Mah massaged my breast, milk just kept coming :).. Rezeki Adra lambat skit tp Alhamdulillah, plenty :)..

About Putrajaya Hospital.. I would recommend it to my sisters if one day its their turn to start a family :).. Im all satisfied and happy with the environment, hospitality and the foods too!!! And it didnt even cost me more then RM1k, since me and Sahey are not government workers :).. Alhamdulillah again.. Rezeki anak-anak :)..

Thank you Allah swt for easing everything for me :)..

.Pregnancy Appointments.

I am pack for this coming early September.. Huuu... Kecian ibu nanti :(..

- 04/09/2014: KK Puchong Appointment
- 05/09/2014: Putrjaya Hospital Appointment (Blood test)
- 08/09/2014: Appointment with Putrjaya Hospital anesthetist doctor
- 09/09/2014: Ward room registration
- 10/09/2014: Operation day :S ......!!!!

Yup, another ceasar :(.. Anything for the baby to be delivered safe and healthy..

.Another Custom Made Wallet.

I've been obsessed with handmade stuff since forever..

There was this one wallet that I was so in love with but the only slack about it was the material. Leather. Yeargh.

So requested custom made long wallet from this humble Kak Ida of DoubleNOR. I ordered before Raya and it took weeks up til 2 days ago it was finished and posted to me.. But I didn't mind at all. Worth the wait. This was her first time sewing the kinda wallet I requested and I gave her all the time she needed and guess what. It turned out flawless!! Plus I love her fabric design choice :)..

Thank you sangat2 Kak Ida.. When everyone who claimed they take custom orders rejected my wallet, you took my request eventhough you werent sure about it.. But you were honest with me and thats what matters most :')..

Haihhh.. I am a very happy and satisfied customer :')..

.Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2014.

Yes, I know its a little too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, but I'll wish it anyways :)..

First til forth Raya at Terengganu and then the rest at Subang :).. Mom and dad's open house was a success Alhamdulillah but sad cause I didnt have time to talk to Ziela :'(.. Guilty sgt and I am really sorry for not being able to entertain you cause Sahey's cousin was around :(.. I will make it up to you InsyaAllah before I head back to JB :)..

Anyways, Taufiq received alot of duet Raya Alhamdulillah and so did Adik :).. Will open up Tabung Haji once I have his original birth certificate in my hands..

Raya pictures of Sahey me Taufiq and Adik (inside mama's big belly) :D..

.Busy and Hectic and Exhausted!.

Lama nye x tulis kt sni :)..

Fasting month and I am insyaAllah a month and few weeks away from due date :).. Went for check up today and Alhamdulillah, baby is in good position for labor.. Stay that way k baby :)..

Still haven't scan for gender but I guess I'm finally deciding to let it be a surprise :).. Aamiin..

And Alhamdulillah, only skipped few days of fasting and ya, Taufiq is growing fast :).. Love him more and more each day.. Who doesnt :D..

I miss my husband :'(.. I miss his hugs, his kisses, his stubbornness and his spoil attitude :)..

Baby, we'll be going on a long trip this Raya, far from Subang.. I hope you'll hold on til we get back to Subang if you decide to check out sooner from expected due date, ok :)..

*I've been a really busy and exhausting mother this fasting month that sometimes I skipped a day of shower :(*

.Taufiq's 8 Month Achievements.

So a lot of good things happened after Taufiq turned 8 months old :).. Achievements after achievements. Though not big ones, but yea, baby steps la dlu kn..

1. Taufiq has got 2 tooth out on the lower jaw and another 1 on its way on the upper jaw.
2. He can sit straight :)..
3. He manage to stand by himself..
4. He's climbing and reaching for higher things :)
5. He made 1 step forward without holding on to anything..
6. He's eating varieties of foods! Adult foods!
7. He can now sleep without a spring cot!
8. Getting smarter and knows how to interact so people gets him!
9. He knows what 'clapping' is and he claps when you say the word :')..
10. He's learning fast :)..

The only thing he's skipping is crawling.. He's suppose to, crawl > sit > stand > walk , if I am not mistaken.. He's still depending on his belly to move around lol.. Xpe, InsyaAllah xlama bole la tu merangkak :)..

Busy busy me ever since I stayed in Subang :(.. Specially with no transport and no one there for me on weekdays, just makes it harder to move around independently :(.. Nk xnk, esok KNE jugak g check up baby #2.. I'm already weeks late!! :(.. Sure kne marah ngan nurse :(...

.Random #???.

Yesterday our electric box thingy that we all have on our walls, EXPLODED, due to overload use of electricity. Happened in the middle of me shaving Taufiq head -.-. Then blackout from 12pm to 7pm.

Gile x gile but it was hot and so me and Taufiq drive thru McDonalds and ate in the car. 1 hour later I was gonna book a hotel but Alhamdulillah, sayang called Zul besar and he said he'd come around 6 something pm.

Naseb baek it wasnt out electricity got cut off by TNB.. Naseb baek it just exploded. So wiring didnt took long :).. Kecian syg had to leave work an hour early :(..

And so, Taufiq is now bald for the second time.. So neat ^^ HAHAH...

.Asam Keping.

.Smile..Life's Treating You Kind.

Ayah got warded again yesterday for his second treatment.. InsyaAllah all is well, Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. May Allah swt lift all his pain away and bless ayah with strength and good health.. I hope this time ayah learnt his lesson about taking good healthy foods at the right amount of quantity.. Hmmm... Kami semua sayang ayah...

Haihhh, time flies by fast! Taufiq is gonna turn 8 months old just round the corner and few months more, he'll be 1 years old :).. Which means, he, I mean we, will be welcoming another new member in the family, InsyaAllah, Taufiq's baby brother/sister... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

Semoga Allah swt ease my delivery and save me and my newborn's life no matter what the complications will be.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

I am just praying my previous C-Section wont cause any internal or external damage on me :(.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

Looking forward to meet the family and best friends this end of May, InsyaAllah, Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Hospital Bersalin.

Hospitals that we need to pay a visit too to survey delivery package:

1. Hospital PUSRAWI, Kuala Lumpur
2. Hospital Pantai, Ampang
3. Hospital Pakar An-Nur, Bandar Baru Bangi
4. Hospital KPJ Selangor Specialist, Shah Alam
5. Poliklinik & Hospital Bersalin Barakah, Klang
6. Hospital Ampang Puteri, Ampang
7. Hospital Pakar Al-Islam, Kampung Baru KL
8. Pusat Perubatan UKM (HUKM), Bdr Tun Razak KL

So far as mothers said, these are some of the few affordable hospitals with good service..

I wanna go for government but my only concern is, they would shift me to another government hospital from the one of my choice. They do that if the labour rooms are full. Pfft.

Pape pn, when the time comes to deliver, I can only tawakal that Allah s.w.t. knows which and where is best for me, my husband and my baby.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.HM Store.

Reminder...

http://m.hm.com/my/

Ajak sayang go to this store at Sunway Pyramid or Shah Alam hehe...
Too many baby outfits at affordable price..!

.Excited Over Small Things Lol.

I am so excited..

1. We just bought Kapersky antivirus at PC Fair, RM50, buy 1, free 1! Now I can finally use my laptop and get starting with my research!

2. We bought Taufiq's jubah raya which is cute and I love the material! Looks almost like sayang's jubah raya! Only left with my jubah raya hunt :D.. Starting next month yehee...

Ok tu je sebenarnye..

Gonna be back in Subang Jaya end of May to babysit my siblings.. Haihhh da tua bangka pn kne babysit lg.. Mcm mane ni -.-.. And semoga Allah swt lindungi and berkati percutian ayah ibu ke Russie end of May ni :).. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

Hoping to get a 3D or 4D scan for Baby #2 next month or end of May at Shah Alam :).. Semoga baby mama sihat selamat and cukup sifat.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Mama syg kamu :).. Ayah wants the gender of our baby to be a secret.. But mama is just curious.. Lol

.Online Shawl Business.

I have actually gathered all the infos and contacts I needed to make my online shawl business happen InsyaAllah.. All I need right now is a time for myself to start contacting these people for quotations and advice :(.. And that means Subang Jaya where the girls can look after my baby while I start working.

Daddy has given the green light offering some money for the start up model..

Planning to start with shawls first and when its a success, I'll expend to other things like pins, jubahs and Al-Quran eg..

There are so many things I have put my thoughts into my business plan..

Semoga menjadi.. Niat aku is to help my family and my husband and my babies.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Subang Jaya.

Been in Subang Jaya for 5 days now.. Tomorrow we're heading back to Johor..

Didnt expect we would stay for another 2 days extra but Alhamdulillah:
1. I get to look after mom and dad
2. Meet Nenek, Busu Pisha, Mad Uda, Pak Teh and Mak Teh
3. I managed to rest my body :)..

So Insya Allah, hopefully in Johor I am energized and ready to be full time mom again, alone, while sayang's at work..

Ok, time to sleep. Got shopping to do in the afternoon..

Salam..

.Punca Kematian Bayi and Cara Selamatkan.

Penting! Note to self!

.Flashback.

Not really one of those nostalgic flashback.

Taufiq cried and screamed in anger from 2 to 4 pm. Like being possessed or something. He kicked me. He throwed his hands at me. And rebelled.

Somehow, reminded me of me, losing self control in my room trying to let all the angers out.

I swear if Taufiq had super strength, he'd throw his baby cot at me. :(...

So I just let him cry and scream his heart out cause I am no good at calming someone specially with these little patience of mine. Few minutes after the dramatic thing going on, I gave him some porridge and he slowly stopped crying.

Ok. I need a rest.

.Sweet Cherry 7 in 1 Bedding Set.

I'm no materialistic kinda girl.. So as long as I get what I want, quality and affordable, branding doesnt bother me at all..

And yes yes yes.. Yesterday I finally got what I wanted! The 7 in 1 bedding cot set for my baby, by Sweet Cherry @ Jusco, Tebrau! It saved A HELL LOT OF MY BUDGET!!! I was targeting RM180 - RM200 but instead, I found myself an RM79 set, Alhamdulillah!! And best of all, its BLUE!!! Grabbed it and cut it off my shopping list! Weehoo.......

I'm coming back soon for the creamy choco colour next! Hahaha!!!

Alhamdulillah.. I can buy myself those chiffon plain wide shawl that I've been dreaming of for so long... :D...

.7 Month Old.

Alhamdulillah.. My little baby turns 7 month old today :)...

And for the second time, celebrated at Secret Recipe, Jusco Tebrau.. He had his instant porridge cause there were no porridge in the menu.. :(.. Sorry ea sayang mama..

Daddy bought him a Converse sneaker.. He's not even crawling yet lol -.-'...

And mummy bought him a bedding cot 7 in 1 set :)... I love seeing the whole set concept thingy for a cot hehe...

2 sad thing happened today..

Taufiq fell in the toilet in his walker :'(.. Traumatized both me and Taufiq and I cried the most.. Alhamdulillah sgt there's no injury.. Hopefully same goes with his insides.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Ya Allah, jauhkan la anak anak aku dari kemalangan, and kesakitan, and kecelakaan.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

And then the news dad got warded due to blood blockage causing the heart attack he had yesterday and today :'(.. The moment I got that phone call, I couldnt stop worrying and Alhamdulillah, the doctor said dad seems better. But just incase it happens again, its surgery for dad.. InsyaAllah, Allah swt sentiasa plan yg terbaik untuk ayah.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Get well soon ayah.. We all love you :')..

And thats for today..

Assalamualaikum :)..

.Pregnancy Do's and Dont's.

So this is as far as I can remember... Will update more if another suddenly comes up...

For future reference..

Pape pn, doa tu lg penting and tawakal :)..

Dedicated to:
Nur Ziela Ahmad

:)..

.Renew Furniture.

This is not exactly for me, but for the moms that are obsessed with furnitures lol...

.MyDear Bedding.

.Baby Shopping.

So it took me my second pregnancy to realize how important it is to make a really deep search and survey to buy baby stuffs at affordable price -.-.. And yes, it was a hassle but worth it.

Not gonna babble much, just gonna post pictures and you guys can refer them yourselves.

- The handwritten notes are mostly baby cot bedding sets..
- Ummie Oleea HomeMade cheap too and nice designs but late email reply cause she's waiting for her due.. Email: dimurahonline@gmail.com. Contact: 019.2802001 @ 019.2102001. FB: Ummie Oleea HomeMade.
- The Jubah is for pregnant/nursing moms... More pregant/nursing mom clothing at Ibu Manja
- The promotion sheet is a baby stuffs warehouse @ Melaka.. Refer the sheet for address.. There is also another warehouse in Puchong, My Dear brand, and Seri Kembangan, Sweet Cherry, if I am not mistaken.. Cheap as well if you buy and self pick at the warehouse itself..
- Jusco sells cheap separate beddings but only 2 patterns..
- Lazada sells 4 in 1 bedding too but simple patterns..

So yeah, there are actually other sites for beddings but does not interest me due to the expensive price and very few and ugly designs/patterns.

Enjoy shopping.

.Taufiq & Baby.

I need to open back my pregnancy tips book lol...

Feels like I'm doing the right thing but with gaps in between..

Semoga baby sihat and selamat dalam perut mama :)..

Now I need to think of where to put Taufiq and the baby to sleep in the future.
1 thing is for sure, the baby needs the cot + mosquito net when back in JB.. So Taufiq in the middle..? Heh, mcm la muat -.-...."

Good night and Assalamualaikum humans :)..

.Jadual Pemakanan Bayi.

6 BULAN

Minggu 1

Tekstur
Kisar halus ataupun tapis (sedikit cair)
Kekerapan
1x pada 2-3 hari pertama
2-3x pada hari seterusnya
Contoh makanan
Kanji/beras + SI

Minggu 2-4

Tekstur
Lecek (sedikit kasar dan pekat)
Kekerapan
2-3x sehari
Contoh makanan
Bijirin beras + SI
Kentang lecek halus
Sayuran dimasak dan dilecek (lobak merah, labu, sawi, bayam, kobis bunga, brokoli)
Buah-buahan yang tidak mempunyai keasidan yang tinggi (ciku, epal, pisang, pear, dan betik yang dilecek kasar)
Sumber protein
Ikan bilis (buang tulang sampai ekor dan dihancur halus)
Tauhu lembut (tidak berperisa)
Kacang pis (lecek)
Hati ayam (hancur)
Ayam (lembut dan dihancurkan)
Isi ikan (buang tulang dan dilecek)
Daging lembut (hancur)

7 BULAN

Minggu 1

Tekstur
Lebih kasar, pekat, dan tetap lembut
Kekerapan
3-4x sehari
Contoh makanan
Kanji/beras + SI
Bijirin campuran (gandum/oat + beras + SI)
Sayuran dimasak dan dilecek (lobak merah, labu, sawi, bayam, kobis bunga, dan brokoli)
Buah-buahan yang tidak mempunyai keasidan yg tinggi (ciku, epal, pisang, pear, dan betik yang dilecek kasar)
Sumber protein
Ikan bilis (buang tulang sampai ekor dan dihancur halus)
Tauhu lembut (tidak berperisa)
Kacang pis (lecek)
Hati ayam (hancur)
Ayam (lembut dan dihancurkan)
Isi ikan (buang tulang dan dilecek)
Daging lembut (hancur)
Makanan yang mudah digenggam atau dipegang (ketulan lembut)
Roti lembut
Biskut bayi (tanpa gula)
Buah-buahan (pisang, betik)
Lobak merah
Keju

9-11 BULAN

Minggu 1

Tekstur
Lembut, cincang ataupun potong kecil
Kekerapan
3-4x sehari + snek (mengikut selera bayi)
Contoh makanan
Nasi lembik
Bijirin sarapan pagi (tanpa gula) + SI
Roti bakar + telur masak hancur ataupun rebus (mulakan dgn telur merah)
Pelbagai jenis sayuran berwarna (lobak merah, labu, sawi, bayam, kobis bunga, dan brokoli)
Buah-buahan yang dipotong kecil (ciku, epal, pisang, pear, dan betik yang dilecek kasar)
Buah-buahan yang kaya vitamin C (oren, betik, jus oren asli tanpa gula)
Yogurt asli (banyak di kedai-kedai 'pak arab'), puding susu
Sumber protein
Ikan bilis (buang tulang sampai ekor)
Tauhu lembut
Kacang pis
Hati ayam (hancur)
Ayam (lembut dan dihancurkan)
Isi ikan (buang tulang dan dilecek)
Daging lembut (cincang)
Kuning telur (sepenuh masak dan dihancur sedikit)

http://nurzahwanimohdnor.blogspot.com/2013/07/sukatan-untuk-makanan-pelengkap-bayi.html?m=1

.Doa's.

I havent posted any doas for quite a long while.. So here are 3 for those who think there's something wrong with themselves, for the mothers who loves their kids and for all muslimin and muslimah...

Salam :)..

.Subang Jaya, Selangor.

Semalam had a good night Journey back to JB...

Spent 3 days at Subang going out on a date with Ziela and my little family and splashing in small pool with my baby :) ... Taufiq really loves the water, just like his mama, hehe...

Sayang bought a lot of new clothes for him 0.0! No fair :(..

And the rest of the days were spent with my parents and siblings :)...

lnsya Allah will be back again Very soon :) Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Doa Barang Hilang.

http://www.islamituindah.my/kaifiat-bacaan-surah-yaasin-untuk-mengembalikan-barang-hilang

Semoga dikembalikan barang yg hilang..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Sleepless Nights.

No, I am not complaining, but these sleepless nights are really taking toll on my face and my emotions.

I feel so moody in day and night. I get so upset when I see others sleep so peacefully and not offering a helping hand in the night cause there is no one in the night except me..

So I kept myself sane, steady and calm by reminding myself that this is what my mother went through raising me up specially when I was a hardcore cryer back then and plus my mom had a job. How and where she got all those energy to go through each day half alive :'(.. I love you mom..

I'm such a loser. I cant even handle myself, how am I gonna handle my little baby :(..

Haihhh sabar Nadhirah Rosli...

Subhanallah (33x) , Alhamdulillah (3x) and Allahuakbar (33x) before sleep for another day's energy to be a wife and a mom..
Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Forgiven.

I have already forgiven you..

I just need to hear an apology to be able to start any conversation or a smile..

.Family Always Comes First.

Bukan xnk bertegur, but I think I deserve an apology first before starting any conversation, like nothing ever happened between us.

What did I ever said or do that offended you so badly that you had to wish me dead? Honestly, no matter how bad family offend each other, I dont think wishing em dead is necessary.

You need to grow up and set your priorities straight.

Family is all there is when there is nothing left.

I appreciate you missing me via Syikin..

.Everything Will Be Ok.

Salam little baby..

I know the doctor said you're not growing plus, undetectable heartbeat and abortion is the only right thing to do.

But I assure you, I still have my hopes and prayers for you.. Allah s.w.t knows whats best and only Allah can change a doctor's fact.

Ya Allah, kalau dah ade, bia la ia menjadi Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku :'(.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin.. Walaupun only still a clot, I have developed this love for it Ya Allah.. Please dont take the baby away from me Ya Allah.. It would be a test too heavy and depressing for me to lift it..

But if its written that baby #2 and me do not meet, I'll learn to face it and that everything that you've planned are only the best plans for our family's future .. :'(..

Mama loves you Baby #2 :'(... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

This month has been the hardest month for me... When dad asked how the ultrasound scan went, I cried explaining what the doctor explained to me. I will do another ultrasound scan again sometime after Terengganu.. I still have faith in my baby and that the previous scans were at early stage to detect any heartbeat..

InsyaAllah, everything will be ok.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Fever.

Since the whole house is down with fever, haihhh, ape lg.. First my baby's temperature went high and he went down with cold, now I'm down with cold as well.

My whole body is freezing and the fan is not even on!

But Alhamdulillah Taufiq is getting better after that pill up in his ass! Mke selamba saja... Haha... More active than this morning too.. :).. I love you baby...!

Rindu kt sayang saya :(.. Gaduh besar 2 days ago and I cant find the mood to start a conversation yet cause it was his fault.

Semoga Allah s.w.t. sentiasa lindungi and jaga suami aku, murahkan, lapangkan and dekatkan rezeki die, hapuskan hutang2 die and sentiasa berkati hidup amalan and ilmu die :').. Aamiin... Begitu juga dengan keluarga, keturunan and kawan2 kami... Semoga kau ampunkan dosa-dosa kami Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin... :)..

.Sleeping Taufiq.

I am in love with all the grown up positions of Taufiq sleeping lol...

.Baby Spa and Swim.

Hello baby spa and swim session haha...

I was scrolling down my FB timeline when I saw my friend's (Fairuz Liyana Azman) post.. Interesting as it is, I grab the link, bookmark, and checked it out...

http://hippopo.my/index.html

HIPPOPO BABY SPA AND SWIM, I just have to have Taufiq introduced too!

The mama couldn't get a spa and swim, baby dpt pn jadi lah.. Haha...

Will have apppointment booked nnt :).. Gonna go with Ibu nnt hehehe....

.My Little Family.

Hehe.. This is the first picture of our family snapped together.. And as you can see, Taufiq is a natural hahah.. He knows exactly where to look and when to look.

Seriously, whenever he looks at himself in the mirror or in a video, he'll get super excited and starts kicking his legs and reaching out his hands to touch his own face and communicate lol.. Must have thought there's a real living baby behind the screen lol..

Pape pn, mama and ayah loves you so much baby...

*think its time I change my blog's main picture to this one :)*

.Step By Step.

Hihi.. My little baby is slowly growing up and mama is loving every step by step development progress you're making :).. I see you're trying to communicate although I dont understand you :)..

Cepat besar k Taufiq.. And we'll travel with Ayah :) , InsyaAllah :)

.Taufiq's Communicating.

Haih....

Havent been here for quite a while :)..

Alhamdulillah, Taufiq is not crying as miserable as before :).. He's slowly growing up and learning to communicate.. He is responding more and more towards face expression :)..

When he starts talking, you better respond and look right at him or he will go emotional cause you're not paying any attention tp him haha!

I guess thats all for now.. Will upload pictures later if I remember :)..