.Acid Reflux.

Everytime I'm feeding Taufiq, he's in a really fussy and miserable mood. A very familiar mood! One that I've been through more than twice. Acid reflux.

So I Google if its possible for infants to get acid reflux and there you have it! Its a common thing! And the symptoms matches most of what Taufiq is going through :'(...

If I cant handle the pain of it, I cant imagine an infant going through such painful moment.. Its like on heart attack and death is just a minute away :'(.. I always Mengucap when it happens cause I've set my mind for the worse. Atleast I am able to take medicine and control my body but a 2 month old infant knows nothing and cant take anything.. Ya Allah :'(.. Sesungguhnye Kau Maha Penyembuh...

Ya Allah, Kau angkat lah segala jenis penyakit and kesakitan dari anakku Ya Allah.. :'(.. Aku xsanggup tgk die nages menahan sakit :'(.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin Ya Rabbal Alamin..

.Random.

Doctor said Taufiq is fine Alhamdulillah...

Reminder:
1. Look for tickets to Sabah for March 2014.. Heee.. InsyaAllah..
2. Buy shelf

Tomorrow is Ziela's birthday.. Hehehe.. My best prayers to you and your life love and carrier.. Thank you for being my best friend til now :).. I love you :)..

.Breast Pump.

My first breast pump milk cause Taufiq doesnt want to suck it =.=..

.Taufiq My Baby.

He's already sucking his thumb so I had to remove his mittens and he couldnt sleep lol..

He's already learning to make conversation and developing new attitude lol.. Its amazing watching him grow :)..

.I Wont Apologize.

.You're No God!.

Dear En Rosli Mustaffa.

Accusation and no mercy. Thats how raised me up.

The names you've called me. If there's anything left of all the cursed and bad names that you havent called me by yet, I would love to hear you call it now. Babi is what I am to you. I know I didnt heard it wrong.

And to you, all humans DONT HAVE FEELINGS. And to you, you're the only one who's RIGHT! And to you, people are full of sin and mistakes and should apologize to you! Cause to you, you are perfect!!

You just dont realize how bad you've hurt people around you!!!