.Budak Tua Ni.

Taufiq Taufiq.. Setiap pose kamu mesti mcm org tua lol.. Semoga cepat besar and pandai and kuat iman.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin :)..

.Video Call, Yeay.

My 2 handsome boys!!!

.MILK!.

Ni Taufiq mengamok nk teran kentot klua haha!!!

I think its adorable! Haha!

You should see his expression when he's hungry and when milk is right next to his face..

.Taufiq Yakyak.

Citenye, budak kecik ni banyak drama ble time menyusu..

Kadang nages nk susu bkn pasal lapar tp pasal nk yakyak.. minum sambil meneran -.-.. Macam mane xtersedak..? Mcm kn terer sgt je nk multitasking hahaha..

.Shin Chan.

He eats alot and sleeps alot.. So now he's becoming more and more like, Shin Chan -.-" !!!

.The Day He Became A Dad.

The first day Sahey became a dad ")..

He looked a little different from before when I watched him look at his son.. A little of disbelief and more of excitement. Mane tak, anak mke bapak and plus our first born is a boy ").. It was what he had always wanted but it still wouldnt matter if it was a girl..

His pride and joy ")..

I still havent congratulate him so, Congratulations Sayang for being a Dad to our son :')..

Mama loves you so much!

Alhamdulillah.. Termakbul doa aku tuk bg happiness to both sides of the family :).. Cucu sulung mereka ")..

Thank you Allah s.w.t. for protecting me, my baby, my husband and our family from the first day I knew I was pregnant, until after my safe delivery and til future ")..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin :)..

.Mama and Taufiq.

It took me hours to figure how to put him to sleep since I've tried everything and none worked for him.

So finally I decided to lay him on my chest while I lay my back on the pillow so both could sleep. And it worked. For an hour or two but enough to refresh myself..

.Daddy..Mummy..and Baby.

Because of some irresponsible adult in this family who doesnt want to take their medicine, Taufiq is now going through a rough time breathing. Specially during breastfeeding time :(.. Nose blockage, please go away :'(.. It breaks my heart watching him breathing hard and fast :'(..

Semoga Allah s.w.t. cepat sembuh kn kamu Taufiq, Insya Allah... Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

Mummy daddy loves you.

.Happy Birthday Naddie.

Thank you syg for the birthday wishes and for the birthday cake..

And thank you daddy for the Grab and Wrap present ")..

And most of all, thank you Allah s.w.t for my healthy newborn son, Taufiq, for my families and for my husband and good friends :)..

All the best people in my life..

Alhamdulillah..

So Happy 24th Birthday Naddy :)..

.Gastric Heartburn.

I never thought I'd felt that painful dying feeling of gastric + heartburn again until today morning! And today, it happened twice. And I have a feeling that its not over yet.

But Alhamdulillah I wasn't hospitalized on my birthday ")..

Honestly, you would not want to wish for this ache.

.Meneran Ke Syg.

Budak kecik da besar.. Tido nk kaki bersilang.. Bgn nk mengeliat with face expression.. Nk beyak kne ade susu dlu.. Nk tido kne dodoi.. Hahaha...

Macam2 la awk ni syg..")..

Anyways.. Taufiq got new Terengganu cousin!! Alhamdulillah, Wanno safely delivered a healthy 3kg baby girl ").. In syaa Allah, name, Nur Ammara Iris ").. Congrats Iwan and Wanno..

Now Taufiq has a cousin a month before him, Faeq, and a month after him, Iris.. ")..

All is good.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..

.Kiss Kiss.

One big red kiss to my Mr.Husband :)..

.Restless.

Now I know what it feels like to be a worried mother.. When crying and praying to Allah s.w.t just feels not enough, I just wish I could do more to ease whatever it is that's bothering Taufiq :'(..

Its already been 2 restless nights for him :(.. He's drinking alot and pooping as usual but he's having a hard time trying to sleep even when his eyes are half way shut.. He's been choking sometimes during his bfeed time.. It wasnt like this before :'(.. And his breathing are a little heavy and fast..

Ya Allah, guide my baby :'(.. I cant sleep worrying like this :(.. He's the happiest thing in my life and I know crying will do no good but my Doa's are as important as my prayers.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

I miss my baby trying to pump milk himself and making cute faces while drinking peacefully :'(..

Mama loves you Muhammad Taufiq Fa'Izin :')..

.Sumbangan.

Bismillah'hirrahmanirahim...

Ya Allah, semoga Kau berkati sumbangan derma yg aku buat harini..

Aku sedekah kn kepada semua ahli keluarga dan keturunan aku dan keluarga suami aku..

Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Taufiq Teran Taek.

Hahah... This is not his worst face expression yet.. But I managed to snap his poop-loading-moment face..

Well atleast the nice part hehe...

.Jason Wade.

Hehe... Saje gedik2 nk letak gmbr Jason Wade cause he looks a little like my Mr. Husband hehe... Only Wade has a sharp face hehe...

Miss my husband haihhh :(..

.Taufiq Tembam.

Salam..

Its only been a week and few days and Taufiq da tembam skit hehe.. Alhamdulillah sihat syukur he's breastfed :)..

Moga he'll always love his Momma and his daddy :')..

Taufiq.. Da besar jd hamba Allah yg soleh and bjihad tuk Islam k baby :').. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

.Doa Untuk Taufiq.

Ya Allah.. Semoga air susu aku yg anak aku minum ni menjadi penawar kepada semua penyakit dan menjadi penguat kepada badannye.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin...

.Jaundice.

My little hero has jaundice :'(..

In syaa Allah, semoga result doctor nnt adalah berita baek.. Aamiin aamiin aamiin..

I dont like how Dr. Khoo handles my baby x(. I know he is the expert but that doesnt mean he should handle babies like chickens! Hish!

Anyways, Alhamdulillah, ceaser stitch is gone and my C section looks good :)..

I miss my husband and I really need his love and comforting words :'(.. Baby Taufiq misses him too :'(