.Penghulu Istighfar.

.Doa Mustajab.

.Shopping Raya With Sayang.

Would you believe if I told you that this whole fasting month, only 3 days me and Sahey dine out for iftar.. Hehehe.. Believe it, the rest of the days as far as now goes, I cooked the whole iftar wahahah..! 

Dalam xsuke memasak, aku still memasak.. Caya lah ko Dira!! Bahaha!

Anyways, 

Bought baju raya me and Sahey :D.. Both Jubah... I had to find a size XXL to fit my big belly nicely without having my belly button popping out and my butt sticking out lol! Its hard to find pregnant Jubah.. There's only those tight maxi dresses! 

This year's theme is Gray :D.. And so I am waiting for my Vintage Pink + Dark Green shawl parcel to arrive safely at Subang Jaya :D.. Something to match with the flowers on my gray Jubah hehe :D... 

Its exciting first time Raya with a husband and you get to match both Baju Raya colour hehe :D.. And plus, shopping with sayang was fun ^^... Nothing but complete honesty :).. Thank you sayang, I love You So Much!!!

Semoga Allah permudahkan and lindungi me, sayang, baby, my family and his family this whole Raya month :)... In Syaa Allah, Amin amin amin :)..

.Sampul Raya.

Ngahaha.... Ni la keje aku... Maklumla, full time housewife and couldnt find anything better to do so this is the outcome of my simple sampul Raya :D...

A4 paper je~~ Hahaha!

.Jubah Raya.

My Sayang with his new Jubah UK Raya...

Honestly, I cannot stop looking at this picture... Bkn tgk Sayang pn, hahaha, tp tgk Jubah UK tu.. I like the material and I absolutely like the colour ^^!

I tried to find a Jubah with the same colour as Sayang but unfortunately, there wasnt any :(.. So I had to go with a darker gray cause the material is different. Pape pn, Alhamdulillah, rezeki dpt bli baju Raya hehe :D.. Syukran Ya Allah :)..

.Pregnancy Tips: #5

Surah and doa untuk bersalin :)

.Doa and Zikir.

Untuk amalan sniri and semua Muslim :)

.Busy With Own Thing.

Actually, I have been busy making my own Raya sampul huhu...

And then Nabbie and mom requested as well.. And now I am done with all.. Took me 2 days to settle all. Not bad for 300 plus sampul.. Nothing fancy just for fun ^^..

Looking forward to Raya with the family :)..

.Rukun Islam and Rukun Imam.

I admit even I almost forgot about Rukun..

Self reminder.. Try to accomplish all, In Syaa Allah.. Amin...

.Not Strong Enough: Pregnancy During Ramadhan.

I don't know if its me pampering myself too much or me worried whether my baby is getting enough good nutrients and stuffs during Ramadhan cause so far I have only been fasting for 3 days!! 3 damn days!!

My niat to fast the whole day, but then suddenly, my baby starts kicking too much and sometimes less and I get nausea and I straight away grab a food..

Am I worrying too much..?

There was this one time I managed to fast the whole day and held my nausea until iftar and guess what happened. I vomitted all the foods out til I had no more energy to stand. Both sides of the wall and the toilet bowl was covered with rice. Yuk!!! And my phobia started since then on.

I want what's best for my baby but at the same time, I still want what's best from this Ramadhan :'(.. Only I'm not strong enough I guess :(..

There goes the many fasts I have to make up for after my pregnancy or nursing period :(.. Sigh....

.Zikir.

.Pelindung Dari Keburukan.

.Fair Is Not Enough.

No, I dont work. A full time housewife..

But I know how exhausting it is to look for rezeki for the family..

I've seen my dad work hard for Halal money til he falls sick and still stayed up all night to finish his work.

Now I'm seeing my husband working 12 hours shift to earn Halal money and just to end up half the money paying rent and bills.

Whenever he is on night shift, I would hug and sleep on his pillow praying for my husband and for my dad, mom, siblings and in law family.. Most of the time I end up crying while praying to Allah s.w.t. for so many things cause I could not hold it inside.

I try so hard to not keep them away from me. I try so hard to not keep any of them lonely. I try so hard to make sure we're all happy. I try to keep everyone safe. But there's only 1 of me and I try to be fair to everyone eventhough sometimes fair just seems to be not enough..

I wish I could give more than just my prayers for everyone of them.. But In Syaa Allah, Allah knows better whats best for everyone.

I wish I could lift their burdens, worries and tiredness off their chests.. I really wish I could.. :'(.. Amin amin amin..

.Dira Sayang Ayah Ibu Sangat2.

Salam..

I am feeling very emotional and so I am just gonna write whats in my heart right now. Straight forward and straight to the point.

1. Mom and dad still treats me like a little girl. Im saying this in a good way. All the while I was weak from dengue, they still insisted on looking after me and baring my medical fees. Even when I have a husband, they wanted me close where they can monitor my recovery progress :'(.. And I felt really at home, loved and cared for :')... No one could give you those kinda treatment but your own parents and siblings..

2. Mom and dad stayed up from 2am up to Subuh just to drive me back to JB :'(.. With them reckless lorry and bus drivers, and while everyone was fast asleep, they put aside everything just so I could get back to JB with my husband :')..

3. And with just few hours of sleep, they are now on their way back to Subang :'(.. Mom and dad even gave me some money when I should be the one giving them money :'(..

I can never thank them enough for everything :'(..

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan, Kau lindungi dan Kau selamatkan lah perjalanan ibu ayah aku balik ke Subang :'(.. Kau berilah ibu ayah ku tenaga agar mereka segar dan tidak penat sepanjang perjalanan jauh mereka.. Semoga ibu ayah aku ditempatkan di syurgamu Ya Allah dan mendapat syafaat.. Amin amin amin..

Dira syg ayah ibu sgt2 :'(..

.Rahsia Al-Fatihah.

Salam and good morning :)..

Alhamdulillah still breathing...

Secret of Surah Al-Fatihah for everyone :)..

.High Fever, Infection and Dengue.

I've been admitted in hospital for 4 days now and tonight, mom asked the doctor to discharge me, even when I'm half way to recovery.. But thats ok.. Since sayang is not around, I feel lonely being in this room.

First it was high fever.. According to kak Ma, because of my baby's breech position plus too much driving was what caused my body ache and high fever. My body was handling too much pressure..

And my infection, the doctor said there were red blood cells in my urine, dehydration and I cant remember the other infection term.. I swear there were no bleeding when I urinate -.-...

So the doctor suggested that I get admitted cause my body temperature was already 39° and my lips eyes and tongue were dry.

When I got my blood test result, doctor said I'm dengue positive. Haihhh......

Now I have injection marks everywhere on both hands. Not to mention one swelling vein.

But this is all another test from Allah s.w.t to see how much I remember Allah s.w.t. and Alhamdulillah no prayers left behind and Alhamdulillah, my baby is healthy and active than ever :).. I guess my baby's happy he or she is back to his or her's normal position :).. Alhamdulillah..

*I had 2 major breast milk leak yesterday and the nurse gave me a pair of breast pad! Like period pad only smaller hahaha!!!!*

And btw, the nurses and the doctors and cleaner here at QHC Medical Centre, ARE WAY TO FRIENDLY AND CARING!! I just love them all so much ^^!!!

.Ecah's New House.

Alhamdulillah, finally Ecah's rent house problem settled :)..

She spent few nights at my house and it felt like college days ^^.. It was nice to have company at home.. Dapat jugak jalan2 and gerakkan badan for a reason :)..

Alhamdulillah rezeki Ecah... If the apartment manager didn't do shit the night before, Ecah would probably end up with the apartment instead of the house... The RM50 difference is worth it.. Its really cheap for a rent landhouse stated near Woodland.. And plus it has a HUGE wet kitchen which I would personally change to a swimming pool if it were my house hehe... And its not even far from where I live... Pape problem, easy to contact and watch each others back :).. Alhamdulillah..

Back to me..

Ya Allah, permudahkan urusan and perjalanan aku, suami and Noni balik ke Subang Jaya, awal dan selamat esok pagi.. Amin amin amin.. Nk smyg jemaah ramai2 ngan family :).. And I have got a lot of errand to settle. Huuhhhh.. Semoga disempatkan semuanya, amin amin amin...

Ayah counldn't wait for our arrival I guess.. He requested us to head back after Subuh but unfortunately, syg is on duty until 8 am :(..

*Da masuk 6 bulan pregnant ni, macam rasa pulak dalam perut ^^*

.Pregnancy Tip: #4.

Not sure how much truth in these points but I'm gonna ask my mom for confirmation..

.Doa Isteri Soleha.

.Kepada Anak Lelaki Yang Leka!.

Ye, aku mmg seorang yg sgt garang, tegas, strict dan overprotective.

Aku penting kan masa depan keluarga aku more than anything and slagi aku boleh nasihat and tegor, aku buat.

Aku rasa xadil ble anak2 perempuan yg amik berat hal kewangan and kesihatan mak bapak tp anak laki cme tau abiskan duet tu tuk entertainment die.

Aku rasa xadil ble anak2 perempuan yg prihatin cr keje tuk tanggung keluarga and diri sniri, si anak laki konon nk cr keje tp usaha pn xde, tp abiskan duet mak bapak laju.

Aku rasa benggang ble anak pmpn bsungguh nk jg kesihatan mak bapak die, bg nasihat and cadangan, tp si anak laki rosakkan sume and xtlg nasihat mak bapak sniri. Sebaliknye, ajak makan lua yg masakkan x ikot diet kesihatan mak bapak yg semakin ari semakin tua.

Aku rasa kurang ajar kalau mak bapak bhutang sana sini tuk tanggung keluarga pasal masa dlu, anak die sibuk kejarkan entertainment die.

Aku rasa nyampah ble anak2 pmpn sanggup ketepikan nafsu tuk bli barang die ske demi nk jg masa depan adik2 and parents tp yg laki ni aslkan ade peluang, die gnekan peluang tu tanpa pikir panjang masa depan keluarga. Cetek and singkat otak ko pikir.

Tanggungjawab ko kt sape and kt mane skang??
Kt mak bapak ke atau kt entertainment bullshit ko??

Ble tegor benda betol, ko merajuk, menjawab, biadap, tutup telinga, buat bodoh.
Ble kne marah and maki, menangis.
Ngat org ske ke nk buat ko sedey atau terasa hati?
Tp aku lg MALU, ble org lua yg tegor pasal perangai lalai ko. MALU!
Pasal tu aku tegor,
Pasal lelaki len tau berdikari.

Otak jgn sibuk melayang obsess kan dunia fantasy sedangkan reality ko xterurus and xterjaga.

Ko ngat mak bapak ko nk tanggung ko smpai ble??
Jgn smpai satu ari dorang da xde, baru ko ter hegeh2 nk blaja cr duet.
Malu la skit!
Pasal ko tu, LELAKI, yg tanggungjawab kt keluarga, BESAR dan BERAT!!!

.Active Baby.

.Doa Elak Malas.

Rajin rajin la ye...

And about the Halal logo... I see alot of different Halal logos but with serials.. So I'm not sure myself but I'll stick to this one safer In Syaa Allah...