.What A Week!.

This week, I have been eating nothing but soggy bread. Other than that, I'd end up coughing blood. Sad..? Shut up!

I overdosed 12spoon of Woods in half day and that fast, the whole body started aching like shit man! And the suffercation of breathing!! Wtf! Sumpah xnk amik Woods Peppermint lg!! NEVER!! The end! But the pain was awesome though!

So today, I found myself in my room when last night I slept in Syikin's.. I swear I tried and failed to remember even waking up for a short walk to my room!! Gile! That is twice for this month!! I should tie myself before sleeping or who knows where else in hell I'll end up being next time!

So yea, that's all. I am super excited The Avengers are out today! Gonna watch it gonna watch it gonna watch it!! And I fucking wanna go karaoke, damn!!

Looking forward to next week fitness class! Rindu kt akak2 kt stu =)..

Psst: Sayang... Indu sangat kt awk ='(... Ciannnn dodeqdodeq!! Cian ciannnnnn kt dodeqdodeq!!!!

Heeeeeee..................

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.Tired of Nightmares.

Ever since I got attached with Google+, I rarely update my blog and facebook... Its way better than FB and Twitter..

Another nightmare last night. I was in this dark room. Then there was this girl infront of me on a rocking horse facing backwards. I called out to her but she didn't answer me. So I went infront and it was me, stiff, pale and yea, dead..

Then I realized I couldn't move or breathe. And there was this white thing behind me and something was pulling my sweater away. Prayed inside and I managed to open my eyes.

No wonder, dad closed all the lights. And I pissed off.

The end.

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.Dinner With The Family.

Today after picking up Nabbie from Rumah Bakti Anak Yatim Hulu Langat, we all had dinner at Kenny Rodgers ..

It was a nice dinner after not gathered all together for such a long time … And yea, here are the pictures …

And……………………………….. Here’s Nuraini Rosli aka Nonnie, the birthday girl, tomorrow 16th April .. Happy birthday Nonnie.. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezski and hidup sentiasa diberkati Allah s.w.t.. And to all my siblings.. I pray Allah s.w.t. temukn korang with the right jodoh .. Amin amin amin…

Owh yea, and we found this nice place… Like the ones in Twilight XD!

Hutan~

Peace ya’ll .. Salam…

.Almost Felt Like Death

Gile… Today I almost fainted when I was working out..! Come to think of it, it reminded me of death… When I inhaled, there was this annoying headache and I couldn’t open my eyes and mouth, I couldn’t breath and I couldn’t speak. I only could move my hands to reply to what everyone was asking and saying… ..

But Alhamdulillah, Allah s.w.t, Mrs. Wong and another 2 kakak was there to guide me what to do .. What an experience … My body felt so weak and I was sweating like crazy. They said I lack sugar.. And that reminded me of what happened during college where I almost fainted and luckily Lily Ziela and Shapeq was there… .. Sigh…

Anyways.. Alhamdulillah.. All the doorgifts are ready .. Now to settle other stuffs pulak..

.Tiring Week.

This must be the most exhausting and tiring week in my life after graduation!

- woke up early in the morning 4 times in a row! And slept in the am!

- finished 300 boxes in 2 days!

- none stop in and out of the house and jd driver!!

I am so done for this weekend! Time to tdo puas2! Goodnight world!

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.i love u.

I know I am not exactly gf or fiancée or wife material but, I hope you know that I really tried to change myself and so far, its only been 1%, over the past 4 years. I am sorry that I am not pritty, or skinny, or fair, or smart, or romantic or religious. But as far as I know myself, I would never abandon the ones I love most no matter how they hurt or hate me.

I am sorry that I am nothing close to perfect..

I know my words and attitudes most of the time offend and hurt you in many ways, but believe me, I cant stop myself and when I piss off, I just dont realize what was spoken until my anger cools down and my senses are back.. And by then, I only hope that you accept my forgiveness..

Thank you for always being there for me through my ups and downs and highs and lows.. Thank you for not giving up on me and thank you for still loving me for who I really am..

Special first para: Specially for my Dedeq, Ahmad Shahir Abdullah..

Rest of para:

To the only 3 great guys I know.. My dad, my little brother Afeq and specially for my Dedeq, Ahmad Shahir Abdullah..

To the only 4 great girls I know.. My mom, and my 3 little sisters, Nabilah, Nuraini and Nurasyikin..

I LOVE YOU =)..

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.Its Back!.

Salam...

My running nose is back and you will find me walking around with a box of 'Tom and Jerry' tissues and a medium sized plastic bag..! And this time, I tripled my doses for all pills! I seriously cannot stand the pain...

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