.JUST STOP!.

Lately I’ve been feeling a little upset with mom and dad about my wedding.

Upset because if they hadn’t had tensed me into quitting my job, I would have some money saved to help them with the door gift, hantaran and dress bills. But now I can’t help them, meaning I don’t get to have a wedding that I dreamt of.

But whatever happens to my wedding now, I rest my case and let what be, just be. I don’t care anymore.

Listening to ‘Sky Sailing – Sailboats’ is way better than messing up my head with these things which I have no right to talk or give my opinion. Why? Cause no body cares cause its their money and its not mine even though it is my wedding. Seriously, it really annoys and upsets me!! Cause I wanted to give Sahey something special for his hantaran but NO I CAN’T NOW CAUSE I GOT NO MONEY!!! You know what, I should stop now and forget about this whole thing.

Ok people. Need to sleep early. 1 whole day at Melaka and tomorrow’s gonna be the same as well –.-..! Aihhh..!

And congratulations to Nabbie for her success with physiotherapy interview. She got hired and starts working this Friday, at Melaka! That means, Syikin will be sleeping alone after this. Owh yea and I wont have any car after this. Mom and dad’s giving Waja to Nabbie to ease her transportation from work to Nenek’s house and vice versa. Semoga berjaya Billa.. Akak support kamu keje ape yg kamu ske.. Just jgn salah gne kemudahan kete yg ayah ibu bg k ..

Goodnight people.

Let me just say that in the end, I end up with nothing! NO LIFE, NO FREEDOM, NO WORK, NO MONEY, AND NOW, NO CAR! NONE THAT I WANTED!

WOW!!! THANK YOU! I AM SOOOOO FUCKING HAPPY NOW!

.23% Progress.

Ok. so there are good news and there are bad news….

Good news:

• Wedding Dress for bride and groom, settled.
• Photography, settled

Bed news:

• Hall + buffet + decoration package still on the hunt and comparing quotations
• Door gift zero idea
• Hantaran still zero idea as well
• Make-up and accessories pn none
• Wedding invitation card, Sahey said he’ll handle that one and you know what that means??? It means that I wont get to make my CD invitation card cause Sahey doesn’t like it!!! And I suggested that I wanted to give myself a try to design my own home made card and nobody gave me any support!!! Damn I am just upset!!

And yea, that’s all…

Owh dammit!! Almost forgot! Kursus Kawen pn still haven’t registered yet –.-!!!!!!! How to get married?

And reminder: Need to find a house rent for Sahey’s rombongan here to Subang on that wedding month…

I owe mom and dad a lot for all this. Just the damn dress for bride and groom costs us RM11,000 for nikah and sanding!! Thank you mom and dad.. …

Sincerely.

.Serious!.

So.. sayang is at Subang and we will be discussing really serious topics and wedding plans. This time must be serious. No more playing around or pending things…

Tomorrow’s gonna be a busy day.

• After Subuh me and Sahey are gonna jog and walk around the park.
• After shower, go to the barber. Sahey needs to have his hair cut spiked.
• At 11am pick up Maklong at Bukit Jelutong
• Go hunt for wedding gowns
• Go hunt for Halls and Hotel packages
• InsyaAllah at 5 or 6 pm another walk at the park ..
• Cook dinner…

And btw, thank you sayang for letting me buy the LED keyboard hehe … Now I can type in the dark without getting off bed just to switch on the light –.-!

.Duhhhhhh.

Hi, my name is Nadhirah. And I have super powers.

I am able to predict what block comes next in the Tetris game but very slow to figure which spot is to put best.

No, this is not my game. Just a random picture I picked from Google.

-.- …. S . T . U . P . I . D .

So have you heard that crocodile sightings are increasing at the Port Dickson and Malacca beach? Damn these crocs!

Dammit I don’t know what to think and I cannot sleep at all since yesterday!!!!! Fuck betol!

You know what.. I am thinking of buying myself a pet.. Like Nisa's.. A pet that I can cry and talk too.. Let's start with a kitty :).. If I can't afford one, I'll just steal one from the neighborhood.

.FED UP GILE SIAL!.

TAEK BETOL NYE PRANGAI DA DIMAAFKN, DA JANJI PASTU MENIPU LG!!! MCM HARAM WAT ATI AKU CM SIAL! KO JGN PK KO PANDAI SGT NK MEN SOROK2 BLAKANG AKU! TGK SKANG PE JD!! KO WAT AKU BATAL KN SUME BND!!! KO KN! KO JGN BUANG MASA AKU A!!!!!! IDP AKU NI BKN NYE SESRONOK IDP SELFISH KO TU!!! SO PESAL KO NK BG CELAKA LG IDP AKU NI HA?????

KO NI MMG JNIS BRUBA SEKEJAP WEH!! SEKEJAP GILE SEMATA XNK BG AKU G KT ORG LEN! PASTU KO BALIK PRANGAI BANGGANG LAME KO TU!!

SKANG NI KO XHAPPY NGAN AKU, KO JUST BLA AND KO G CR POMPAN YG IDP SAMA TARAF BEST NGAN KO!! AKU DA BOSAN N AKU DA PENAT!!

CONCLUSION NYE, AKU NGAN KO CME STOK2 HAPPY, SEMENTARA JE!

 

THE END!

.Pantai.

Rindu nye kat zaman lepak2 kat pantai …

I would want to wish all those moments back ..

.Testing.

Yeayyyyy!!!!!

Thank you Google, thank you Blogger!!!

I love you guys ^^……

.Word Verification.

So because of my many many imported posts from my previous deleted blog to new empty blog in one day, Blogger thinks that I am a robot and now I have to go pass word verification before I can publish any posts :(.. Damn it!! :'(... It blocked me from publishing via Windows Live Writer :'(...

So I deleted all the published imported posts and comments, hoping that it would solve the problem. And no. Nothing.

I waited for 24 hours just to give the blog a break and no. Still the same.

So I sent some feedback and now praying things are gonna work out tomorrow :(... Hopefully :'(..

I am just too lazy to open up a browser and go through so many steps just to post.

.Sigh.

Hi…

You know, I am still sad for the lost of my old blog.. I tried to recover it but there were some security info’s that I forgot … So they said “under investigation” –.-!

So anyways, usually I would be Googling for porns, general stuffs, weird stuff and videos. But this time, I find it awkward Googling for Wedding Packages –.-… And seriously, its giving me headaches when there are so many cheap ones but when you call, they just could not answer the phone!

But Alhamdulillah, this one wedding consultant replied my email and it’s cheap! Alhamdulillah sgt ..

And moving on.. God, sungguh frustrating betol with my carelessness that I tried to make this new blog as similar as possible to the old blog …

Good day people ..

.New Blog :(.

My previous blog was accidentally deleted when I deleted my Gmail account :(..

So here's a new and empty blog for myself :'(..

Thank Allah I had back up most of my post til January 2012 but unfortunately, I do not know how to publish the whole thing in this new blog :'(.. And the other 2 private blog and syg's blog, well, let's just say, they're gone :'(..

Goodbye people :(